"This is not a matter of feelings, how can it be counted like this" Wang Xiaoshan's voice became smaller and smaller, and in the end, it was more like she was talking to herself.

"Yes, it's really not like that" Zhang Nan smiled bitterly, "If everything can be calculated clearly, it would be good!" ”

"I'm sorry" Wang Xiaoshan lowered her head, there was no way to respond, she hurt others, she was really uncomfortable.

Zhang Nan smiled, "You don't have to tell me you're sorry, and you don't have to say sorry to me, this kind of thing is normal." Go back to sleep, until I call you. ”

Wang Xiaoshan looked at him fixedly, wanting to see if he was really laughing and if he was really fine. However, after watching it for a long time, she couldn't see anything. In the end, she could only smile back, "It's okay, I'm not sleepy now." As he spoke, he picked up his phone and began to watch the previously cached video.

The phone was leaning against the window, it was the middle of the night, the train was walking on the deserted road, Wang Xiaoshan actually couldn't see anything, she just looked at the picture and jumped around, but she didn't know what it was. To be more precise, her attention had already been reflected through the window, looking at the night, dazed, at a loss, and a little scared, afraid that she would not be able to wait for the desired result, and also afraid that she would not be able to give up when the time came.

At this moment, she really regretted it, regretted that she was cowardly and incompetent, regretted that she didn't have the courage to look for it and could only wait silently, but such an uncertain time, such an uncertain space, she hadn't been able to meet him for so long in the past, in such a short two weeks, could she really meet him? How small are these odds?

Even if she did, was that person the same as her? Ten years ago, he didn't like himself, ten years later, will he like it? What's worse, what if he's married, what if he's already a girlfriend?

I had never thought about it before, but now looking at this dark night, these worries and fears all poured out.

"Wow, wow, wow" A howl suddenly broke the silence of the darkness, and also said that Wang Xiaoshan pulled back from the endless fear. When I looked back, it was a five-year-old doll crying in the position behind me. I don't know why, I turned my head, plugged in my headphones, and continued to watch the video, walking in my mind.

Looking at it, a picture from a long, long time ago suddenly jumped into his mind. It was so far away that she couldn't remember all the things.

It was the second grade of primary school, the second grade, and Wang Xiaoshan was only seven years old at that time. Before the age of seven, Wang Xiaoshan doesn't remember many things after the age of seven, she can't even remember who her second-grade table mate is and what his name is, but the boy who rubbed his nose while tapering the ruler triangle together and tied it into the shape of a gun, and suddenly there The boy, she remembers very clearly, that child is called Niu Jianguo.

When I met him later, it was the second year of junior high school, but at that time he had changed his name and became Niu Jincheng.

Wang Xiaoshan didn't know why she suddenly thought of that picture, and she didn't know how she suddenly knew that the seven-year-old doll was the fourteen-year-old boy later, she just felt that this feeling was very strong, and she was sure that she was not mistaken.

Do the math, they can be regarded as fate.

She remembered a little story she had seen, which she had remembered for a long time, and at that time she had sworn that she would never think of the girl in that story, but now that she thought about it, she seemed to be no different from that girl.

The story goes like this, the boy and the girl meet for the first time and feel that this is him (the most suitable for him she has ever seen) (

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The girl in her heart (boy, however, such a meeting, I feel something, but I can't be very sure, so they agree that if the next time they meet, the two still like each other, then they will try.

Soon after, they really met for the second time, and when they saw each other again, the boy and the girl were still their favorite perfect appearance. But this time they still hesitated, the maturity of their minds made them more cautious in the face of feelings, so they agreed once again that if they met for the third time, they were still each other's favorite appearance, then they must be together.

This time, however, a long, long time passed, until the girl married another and the boy married, and one day later, they met again. The moment they saw each other, they knew that this was still each other's favorite appearance, but things could not be reversed. They missed out on the most suitable and favorite person in the world, and they chose to settle.

Now, like that girl, Wang Xiaoshan missed twice, can she wait until the third time?

"What are you looking at, can I see?" Zhang Nan said suddenly.

Suddenly withdrew himself from his sadness, and after being stunned for two seconds, Wang Xiaoshan smiled, "Just take a look casually, in case you are bored on the road." However, when she looked at her phone, she didn't know when the video had finished, and she didn't even know what was being said in it.

"Do you want to see it?" The moment Wang Xiaoshan picked up the phone, he remembered the previous sentence he asked.

Zhang Nan nodded.

"Give" the phone down, take off the headphones and hand them to him.

However, of the two earphones, Zhang Nan only took one "one is enough".

Wang Xiaoshan smiled, but the other one was not tucked into her ears, sharing headphones, doing it with a boy, would make her feel awkward. In Wang Xiaoshan's opinion, this is a very intimate matter, and there can only be one person who can do this together, obviously, this person who was rejected by her can't.

replayed the mobile phone video, trained it in a suitable position, put it on, and then Wang Xiaoshan watched the silent movie again. There was no distraction in this time, because the person kept asking, "I've always wanted to watch this movie, but I didn't have time, I heard that this is based on a true story?" ”

"Well, yes" Wang Xiaoshan except for the one that he didn't see anything just now, this is also the first time to watch this movie.

"The score is so high, it's really good," Zhang Nan sighed.

"It's pretty good, it's very touching, but I think it's still the true story that's a little more touching, and it's not so good that it's changed!" Before downloading this movie, Wang Xiaoshan searched for the real event on the Internet, and it was precisely because of that touching event that she decided to watch this movie.

"The film is not the same as reality!" Zhang Nan retorted.

"I didn't say anything, don't be so good?" Wang Xiaoshan glanced at him.

Zhang Nan touched his nose, a little uncomfortable, he actually subconsciously retorted, because he thought this film was really good. Shut his mouth and continue to watch the movie, this is someone else's mobile phone, he better say a few words.

The next thing was quite quiet, and Zhang Nan didn't speak, because the person who could talk to him had already closed his eyes.

"Ahh A scream suddenly came out of the headphones, Zhang Nan came back to his senses, and wanted to move his eyes back to the phone, but found that he couldn't move away, and the person in front of him fell asleep defenselessly. Even the mobile phone dared to put it so arrogantly, I really thought he was it

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Yes, no one dared to take it, or completely forgot about it.

Sighing a little helplessly, Zhang Nan turned off the movie that had not yet been played, unplugged the headphones, wrapped them, and put them together with the mobile phone, planning to return them to her when she woke up.

Well, he turned off the movie before it was finished, not because he didn't want to watch it, but because there was someone in front of him who wanted to watch it more, or the kind of person who looked at it less.

From the first time he saw this person, he liked it a lot, and it was strange that she really didn't look like the kind of person who talked a lot, but that time she talked a lot. Obviously, she looked very well-behaved and docile, but that time, she scolded him vigorously, and he didn't do anything to be sorry for her! And then this person who is full of contradictions and disobedience makes him a little unable to take his eyes off.

However, the person's contact information was stored in his mobile phone, and after that, he did not dare to contact her, and there was no reason to contact her. When that incident happened in the dormitory, he was also afraid, it was from the fear of his heart, and anyone who saw someone fall in front of him in such a decisive way would be uneasy and afraid. But at that moment, he still didn't broadcast that number, because he had no reason, he didn't know her well.

Later, the meeting was really something he didn't expect, and when he heard the surprise, he began to shout again. Later, when he met by chance when he went home, he had a little understanding of this person, coupled with a misunderstanding two years ago, Zhang Nan really felt that he was destined for her, and the idea that came to him at that moment was actually a lifetime, he had never thought about it for a lifetime before, he just felt that living a day is a day, and the longest time for himself to make a plan was only one year, but at that moment, he really thought of it for a lifetime.

Then, where in the world there are really so many coincidences, everything is just the intentional actions of people with intentions, and the unaware of people without intentions. Now that I think about it, those coincidences have wiped out their fate, even if he later created more coincidences through a variety of methods, but the fake is fake after all, this time, it can be regarded as the final goodbye!

This night, Zhang Nan didn't rest for a moment, and he didn't even blink his eyes, staring at her every time he opened his eyes wide, as if he wanted to see everything about this person in his eyes and keep it in his heart. It's a pity that it's still time now" Wang Xiaoshan, Wang Xiaoshan, wake up, it's time to get off!" Zhang Nan shouted. Give, your mobile phone, don't be so careless next time, put away your things before going to bed, if you lose it, who do you go to! "He won't be able to help her watch it in the future, but there should be someone else to replace him!

"Huh? Thank you" Wang Xiaoshan stuffed the mobile phone and headphones back into the bag at will, she really fell asleep this night, even if she slept with back pain and numbness in her hands and feet, but she was really unconscious.

Zhang Nan smiled and didn't speak, just took care of his own things, in summer, the days are very long, and at this moment, it is obviously the same time as last time, but it is already bright, the sun is already high, and it looks a little sunny. Whether it's sunbathing or not, it's best to tan the people who shouldn't exist in his heart.

"Thank you, brother, goodbye!" Turning around, Wang Xiaoshan walked to the bus stop with an umbrella, but he didn't want the umbrella to hold too low and bump into others. She then raised her umbrella and looked at the person she had hit, who was also looking at her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry", the last word, but after seeing the person in front of me clearly, I couldn't say it.

"It's okay, it's okay, are you going to take this bus?" The man asked with a smile.

"Hmm" Wang Xiaoshan was stunned, came back to his senses, and wanted to laugh, but showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes, "I want to go to Fangji Town, I can only take this car."

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