Qiu Jin was willing to listen to persuasion, which was a good thing for Zhang Xiaomo and Chen Yu, they quickly finished breakfast, cleaned up and prepared to go to work. Before going to work, Zhang Xiaomo said to Qiu Jin: "Xiaoniao is about to be discharged from the hospital, but before the Qian family's affairs are decided, I plan to let him live at home." It's safer that way. "If you leak such important news about the Qian family to the Long family, the people of the Qian family will let him go.

Qiu Jin nodded when he heard this: "Okay!" It just so happens that the three of us have a partner. She is not stupid, knowing that Zhang Xiaomo said these things at this time, in fact, it was to remind her not to run around recently, it is not safe outside.

She agreed, Zhang Xiaomo was relieved, and the two of them, Zhang Ruonan, and Jenny squeezed into the car and rushed to the hospital.

Jenny looked at Zhang Xiaomo and suddenly smiled: "I thought you had changed a lot before, but now it seems that you are still the same as you were at the beginning, nothing has changed." ”

"Huh?"

"You still like to worry about the things of your friends as before, and you still like to be lively as before."

Hearing this, Chen Yu couldn't help but object: "How can she like to be lively?" used to be as cold as fast ice, and they didn't pay attention to people at all. If I hadn't clinged to her carelessly, I don't know what would have become of her. ”

Jenny smiled and shook her head: "It's different, although her personality was cold at that time, she must be yearning for excitement, even if she doesn't participate in person, she will pay attention silently on the side." Maybe you haven't noticed. ”

Hearing her say this, Chen Yu remembered it, as if this was indeed the case. Therefore, in terms of seeing through people's hearts, she is not half a little worse: "I still think I am a good friend of Xiao Mo, but I don't know her at all." ”

"Come on, you're good now." Zhang Xiaomo nudged his friend next to him: "In the past few years, if it weren't for you, I didn't know what I would have become." ”

If it weren't for Chen Yu sticking to her and pestering her all the time, maybe her personality would have become more indifferent, right? And it is also because Chen Yu has been sticking to her that many people who look at her unpleasantly have to worry about Chen Yu's existence, so she has not been worse in those years.

As soon as he mentioned this, Chen Yu couldn't help but sigh: "I have pestered you for three years, but in exchange, you have been guarding me for the rest of the year." Xiao Mo, it's good to have you. ”

"Silly, huh? We are friends, so we have to support each other and go on for the rest of our lives. Zhang Xiaomo smiled and stretched out his hand to hug his good friend: "One day without you around, I will definitely feel lonely." ”

"You probably won't feel this way in your life. I will haunt you every day, every month. ”

The car sprinkled laughter all the way to the hospital, and everyone got out of the car.

The work in the emergency room is still busy, and after Zhang Xiaomo's hand is healed, the workload has become even greater. Now with Jenny's help, although the speed of the two of them is much faster, but correspondingly, there are more patients assigned to the two of them. Fortunately, both of them have been tested on the battlefield, and they are not inferior to anyone in terms of speed or quality. Ordinary patients are sent over, and they can cope with it very quickly.

It's like it's just a blink of an eye, it's already noon, and I'm supposed to take a break and go for lunch. At this time, the ambulance brought a teenage male patient: "What's the matter? ”

"I said I was running in gym class and suddenly fainted."

Zhang Xiaomo asked while checking the child's condition: "The specific situation." ”

"There is hyperemia of the eyelid conjunctiva, redness of the skin on the chest and upper part of the lower abdomen, blood pressure 76, 43. Preliminary judgment may be anaphylactic shock. ”

Zhang Xiaomo ran along with the medical stretcher while checking the child's condition: "Prepare for No. 7.5 intubation." Ask his classmates again, has he eaten anything? ”

After moving the child to the hospital bed, Zhang Xiaomo began to check the child's condition: "There is laryngeal edema, and the ligaments are cut. Get ready! ”

Dr. Xiao Zhao immediately responded: "Okay! ”

The respirator mask was brought, disinfected, and covered with a sterile cloth, and Zhang Xiaomo had already put on gloves: "Scalpel!" ”

After a simple set of treatments, like a cloud of peers, the oxygen tube was inserted, and Zhang Xiaomo said to Dr. Xiao Zhao: "Next, send it to the respiratory department, and also do the corresponding allergen examination." ”

This time Jenny didn't intervene, just watched from the side, and after Zhang Xiaomo had done all the work, she walked over with a smile: "You have become a real doctor now." It's amazing. ”

Zhang Xiaomo took off his mask and shook his head: "What is a real doctor, what is a good doctor?" A highly skilled doctor is a good doctor? A good doctor who can save people? But even the most powerful doctors have people who can't be saved. In the eyes of such a patient, is such a doctor still a good doctor? ”

I didn't expect her to say this, Jenny was still a little surprised: "How do you say that?" ”

"It's nothing, it's just a sudden feeling. Don't care. Zhang Xiaomo smiled and waved his hand, and after making sure that there were no patients for the time being, he and Jenny picked up the lunch that was about to cool down and ate: "Jenny, do you know?" There is a great man in literature in China, he used to study medicine, but he found that medicine could not save everyone, so he finally gave up medicine and followed literature. ”

Hearing her say this, Jenny was stunned: "Xiao Mo, you don't want to give up being a doctor, do you?" ”

"How is that possible? I still know a lot about myself, and I can only be a doctor at best. So I can only go harder on this road, go a little farther, and strive to save a little more people. But as she said that, she was poking her food with chopsticks: "But now I find that there are many people in this world who are not worth saving at all." I sometimes wonder, what am I going to do if these people fall into my hands? ”

Was it worried about this? Jenny smiled and pulled her to the garden outside: "There are some things that can't be said in the emergency room, and it's not good if others hear them." ”

I don't know what Jenny wants to say to herself, but since she is doing this, she must have her reasons, so Zhang Xiaomo listened quietly: "We doctors can't do everything, but in the hospital, on the operating table, we are so powerful that we are almost like gods." With a scalpel in his hand, he can sentence life or death. Do you know what I mean? ”

Does this mean that if you meet someone who is not worthy of saving, you will terminate that person's life directly on the operating table? Zhang Xiaomo was stunned for a moment: "You mean ......"

Jenny put her hand to her lips, "I didn't say anything. That's all this once, and I won't say it next time anyone asks me. ”

Having guessed that this would be the case, Zhang Xiaomo smiled and said no more: "I'm going back." ”

"Well, let's go back."

Standing up and taking two steps, Zhang Xiaomo stopped, looked at Jenny beside him and said, "I think clearly, I won't be a god." Whoever does something wrong should be handed over to the law, not our scalpel. The scalpel is used to save people, and it may occasionally be used for mischief, but it cannot be used for judgment. ”

Jenny was a little surprised by Zhang Xiaomo's statement: "I thought I gave you a solution to your current confusion, are you sure you want to refuse?" ”

"People are people, you can't think of yourself as gods, otherwise you won't be able to be human." After Zhang Xiaomo said a word softly, it seemed that the whole person became relaxed: "Jenny, although I didn't accept your suggestion, I still want to thank you for your concern for me." Thank you! ”

Obviously, nothing has changed, but Zhang Xiaomo is so inexplicably relaxed. Jenny smiled and shook her head, "I really feel like you're the same kind of person as them now. ”

"Huh?"

"What you need is not advice and guidance from others, but listening from others. Because no matter what, you have your own path, your own goal, and you will follow the path you have identified. ”

Zhang Xiaomo looked at the other party and smiled: "Where is the firmness?" I can go on, but it's because of my family. He once said to me that I am only responsible for curing the sick and saving people, and as for those who should not have survived, he will be responsible for eliminating them. Let me not defile my scalpel for any reason. ”

Where is there any easy way forward? It's just that someone carries the weight for themselves.

Jenny was silent when she heard this, and finally reached out and patted her on the shoulder: "You have a good husband." ”

"Yes, even if he can't be with me often, I can always feel his care and love for me." This is what makes Zhang Xiaomo always strong. No matter how many things she carried, she knew that someone was protecting her and accompanying her.

Jenny's eyes were full of envy when she heard her say this: "For us, love is too far away. Please cherish it by all means. ”

As a mercenary, they have a lot of things to envy, but in the same way, this kind of life also makes them lack a lot of things, such as love, such as family affection, and even friendship is precious to them. This is also the reason why she cherishes her relationship with Zhang Xiaomo very much. There is no relationship of interest, no betrayal, here, as long as you protect Zhang Xiaomo, you don't have to worry about anything. It's not so much a mission as a holiday. A holiday where you can really relax.

Back in the emergency room, work is still busy, but Zhang Xiaomo's mood has obviously become much lighter. Feeling her good mood, Zhao Zhihui's mood also relaxed a lot: "Doctor Zhang, the results of the student's treatment came out today, it was a problem with the bread he ate during class, he seemed to be allergic to a certain substance, and then there was just a small amount of that substance in that bread as a condiment." Originally, that little bit was not enough to make him react so much, but in the physical education class after that, he practiced variable speed running, and the strenuous exercise accelerated blood circulation, causing him to come in directly. ”

"Remind him to be careful in the future, and try to avoid such strenuous exercise in the future with his allergy." After Zhang Xiaomo finished dealing with a patient in his hand, he reminded: "Let him be more careful in the future." ”

Seeing that she was serious, Zhao Zhihui hurriedly nodded: "Don't worry, the doctor will tell him this." I think he will pay attention to it himself after experiencing such a thing. ”

It wasn't until the end of work that Zhang Xiaomo took a breath: "Okay, today's thing is done." The absence of overtime is the biggest news for us. "If there are no patients, there will be no overtime, and for doctors, the absence of patients is the biggest good news.

At this time, her mobile phone rang: "Xiao Mo, I'm about to get off work." Do you go straight back after work or go to Birdie's? ”

"Go see him. He will be discharged from the hospital in three or four days, and he must not be able to stay there now. If you don't stare at him, who knows what kind of demon moth he is going to make. ”

"Okay, let's meet in the hospital."

hung up the phone, called Chen Yu, and got into Su Hua's car with Zhang Ruonan, who had been idle for a day. Halfway through the car, Zhang Ruonan suddenly said: "That group of people is really crazy!" ”

"Huh?"

"What are you doing in the Dragon Tower? At their level, what can they do over there? It is better to attack you if you have that strength. That way I'm not so bored. ”

It turns out that this guy has been bored lately, and he thought that a few wouldn't be long-sighted enough to let her vent well.