Chapter 55: For me to live well
Cheng Sihan cried bitterly for a while, and began to tell the second half of the story she had always wanted to avoid.
After revealing their hearts, the two began a peaceful life again, looking for food together, hiding in Tibet together, leaning on each other, and being intimate as if nothing had happened.
The only difference is that when Cheng Sihan was tortured by a strong desire to eat people, there was one more person to share this pain with her. When he was on the verge of collapse, the girl even hit him desperately to get him to leave, but it never succeeded.
Whenever this kind of moment, the boy is surprisingly calm, allowing him to beat and scold, but he keeps comforting her on the side, and says that if he really can't control it, forget it, and sacrifice for his beloved is also worth it. The only requirement was for the girl to bite down to her throat first when she got off her mouth, and he couldn't accept that he was eaten by her alive.
The repetition of the drama keeps playing, the girl becomes angry because of the longing in her heart, and then in the face of the boy's great love, the anger gradually disappears and turns into endless crying. After calming down, everything went back to square one.
Cheng Sihan gradually discovered that the desire to eat human flesh was not as difficult to overcome as he imagined. As long as there are boys by her side to encourage her, she is not afraid of any difficulties in the world. And over time, this desire has a tendency to fade slowly, albeit very slowly.
Hearing this, Zhang Zifeng also fell into thought. In fact, after the end of the world came, he didn't want to eat human flesh for the first time, but after more than half a month, Ren Fei cut his finger by chance, let himself smell blood, pounced and sucked a bead of blood, and since then it has been like opening Pandora's box, and things have become out of control.
In just a few months now, the amount of human blood sucking has reached a whole bag at a time, and it is still rising. If you have a firm belief from the beginning and don't drink blood, will you be like Cheng Sihan and successfully restrain your desires?
It's like a drug addiction, it's much easier to quit without taking the first puff. As for me now, I guess I'm seriously ill.
After thinking for a moment, he shook his head again. The situation of the two people is different, Cheng Sihan is the chosen one, and he is a zombie embryo, drinking blood is the most important means to effectively prevent himself from gradually becoming a zombie. If you don't drink blood or even eat human flesh all the time, I'm afraid that you will eventually become like a war servant under Lin Xue.
Cheng Sihan didn't know what he was thinking, and continued to tell his story.
Life is still upside down, but in the girl's view, everything has changed qualitatively, she used to endure the pain and suffering brought by life, and now she is enjoying every day with her sweetheart, and the pain caused by the outbreak of the end times is being replaced by warmth bit by bit.
Even the moment when the desire to eat people is strong has become an experience for two people to overcome difficulties together. She even thought that it would be good if life went on like this, and it was the most romantic thing in the world for two people to support each other like this and grow old slowly.
Misfortune always comes in a sudden way.
One day, in order to let Cheng Sihan sleep in a warm and soft bed, the boy set the camp site in a small village against his will. Before that, he had already checked the inside and outside of the village to confirm that there were no zombies.
After a warm and peaceful evening, when the sun rose, the two of them were surprised to find that a bunch of zombies had come from nowhere, surrounding the camping house.
All exits are blocked, and the vast number of zombies makes people fall into despair.
The boy wields a large wooden stick and keeps fighting the zombies, protecting the girl behind him. Although there is almost no chance of rushing out, he is still doing his best to let his beloved live even a second longer in the world.
It was at that time that Cheng Sihan, who was desperate and moved to control her emotions in turn, found that she could control the zombies and turned around to fight other zombies, which once gave her hope of escaping.
However, the number was a little small, a large number of zombies pounced on the boys, and only two rebelled to no avail, and finally the boys were overwhelmed by the zombies.
Until now, every detail of that morning seems to be engraved in my mind and has never been forgotten.
In front of the girl's eyes, the boy was bitten by the zombies, dismembered, gnawed, and finally even the bones were bitten and swallowed, the boy seemed to have disappeared from the world, and the only mark that showed his existence was the blood that soaked into the ground.
When all this happened, all the girl could do was cry heartbreakingly on the side, and nothing could help.
You can't even die with a boy. The same fact that Zhang Zifeng realized after rushing out of the rental house, the girl found that the zombies were not interested in her at all. Could it be that in their sluggish brains, they recognize themselves as one kind?
The zombies who enjoyed the gluttonous feast, one by one, burped, and gradually dispersed, and began to pace idlely. And by this time the girl had dried her tears, and the revenge began.
She manipulated the only two zombies and launched an attack on her kind, biting the other zombies to death. During this period, there were incidents of being counterattacked, the puppet getting out of control, and even backlashing, all of which were resolved one by one under the girl's wisdom and firm heart.
She found that it only takes a moment for people to go from weak to strong. Something that the world can't stand anymore. If there is, it can only prove that the suffering experienced by the person concerned is not enough.
It took three full days, so tired that she almost collapsed, and the girl finally wiped out the zombies in the entire village to only two left, that is, the two puppets controlled by herself, and they were also the only two zombies who did not participate in the sharing of her lover.
The next step is to direct the zombies to dig a pit. All the dead zombies were buried in the pit, and even the blood-stained land was scraped off by her and placed in the pit.
Living can't save your lover, at least so that every part of his body is not exposed to the wilderness.
The huge tomb towered, the boy finally settled in the ground, and the girl quietly relinquished control, leaving the two innocent zombies to fend for themselves.
She didn't hate these zombies. Not long ago, they were all living human beings, and cannibalism was just driven by instinct, and everything that happened today was fate.
She didn't have any regrets in her heart. I have personally experienced the most ordinary and greatest love in the world, even if this experience is short, it is enough to comfort myself for the rest of my life.
From morning, to noon, to sunset, until nightfall, all the sounds are silent, the girl has been sitting in front of the boy's grave, not crying, not laughing, not sad or happy, just quietly accompanying him, recalling the bits and pieces of the short intersection of the lives of the two people.
It wasn't until the red sun broke that the girl finally got up, shook her dew-soaked hair, turned away, and never looked back.
The reason why he didn't go with him was because the boy's last words before being eaten by zombies: "For me, live well." "The boy knows her very well, and only with such encouragement will she have the courage to live.
So the girl's goal for the rest of her life is only this one, to live for her lover.
Not only to live, but also to live normally and wonderfully, so that when he sees himself in heaven, he will smile knowingly.
After Cheng Sihan's narration, the two fell into a long silence, leaving the night breeze blowing through the blades of grass and the occasional sobbing.
Zhang Zifeng has no doubts about the authenticity of Cheng Sihan's story. In the last days of this dog-day, most people are struggling to survive in fear.
Cheng Sihan, from the first time she saw her, she was filled with an optimistic and positive mood, never complained or got angry, there is only one reason for tonight's gaffe, that is, her life is threatened, which will violate her vow to live well.
In the last days, it will not be easy to do this. Only those who have really experienced the wind and waves can achieve such an extreme return to the basics.
"I'm sorry," Zhang Zifeng said. The girl's experience is so tragic, and she has to press forward step by step, so that she can unravel the scars of the past little by little, is it too beastly?
He couldn't help but sigh again. It seems like too much to sigh on your own tonight.
Cheng Sihan wiped away his tears, a smile appeared on his face, and said, "Don't say that. What I have experienced is no more noble than others. Everyone has their own things to insist on or protect, and if I were you, in order to protect my beloved, I would definitely do the same thing as you. ”
She paused for a moment, and then said: "Actually, I want to thank you for letting me relive the warmth of the past." ”
Zhang Zifeng also laughed, the other party is so open-minded, he doesn't look like a man anymore, just let everything be unpleasant.
Is this a grudge?
"I was wrong." Zhang Zifeng said, "I have always wanted to distinguish between enemies and friends, ruthlessly attacking enemies, and doing my best to protect friends. However, the difference between the two is not so clear-cut, and they even translate into each other. There are also anti-bone boys among human beings, like Niu Tiancong, a dog-legged who aids in abuse, and Niu Meng, a scumbag who can only bully women. As for the Chosen One, they are not all bad people, such as the one in front of me, who is more pure than the other humans. For all intelligent beings, good and evil are only a thought. ”
Cheng Sihan said: "You said that you missed one, in fact, zombies are not necessarily all bad people, like a certain quasi-zombie, at most drink some human blood, and when humans are in danger, they have to stand up." Of course, from the perspective of zombies, this guy is a complete traitor. ”
Hearing the ridicule in her words, Zhang Zifeng knew that the tension tonight had completely disappeared, and the two of them laughed together.