Chapter 8: Lost

When she doesn't smile, it's very ordinary, and when she laughs, it's extremely amazing, especially when you see the corners of her mouth slowly rising and her eyes becoming crooked, which is obviously a very normal process, but what happened on this face makes people feel incredible and amazing!

But the surprise was only for a moment, and in the next second, the man withdrew his smile, the corners of his mouth reset, and his eyes became round again. Xu Jing withdrew her gaze with some regret, and then began to solve the food on her plate.

"Jingjing, why don't you continue" The person opposite her waited for a long time, but didn't see her continue to speak, Song Wei asked a little anxiously.

"Huh? Where did I just say? Addicted to Kosugi's smile, she hadn't come back to her senses, where did Xu Jing remember what she just said. Seeing that Song Wei was a little unhappy, Xu Jing hurriedly said, "I remember." I don't want to get up, I have to say that I remembered, otherwise, I would have to go home alone this weekend, stingy Wei, from childhood to adulthood, she didn't know how much she was angry with herself.

Then I listened to Xu Jing say slowly, in fact, there was nothing to say, and for Wang Xiaoshan and Ni Jia, there was nothing to hear. It's just that she mentioned a person, and this person made Wang Xiaoshan quietly prick up her ears.

Well, things are actually quite simple, that is, in the self-study class, she told her at the same table that Niu Jincheng was in love with Wang Zixuan.

"Really?" Song Wei was a little surprised, and Wang Xiaoshan was also surprised, it should not be said that Wang Xiaoshan was not only surprised, but she also had a little unknown loss in her heart. wanted to ask the reason for the matter, but Wang Xiaoshan found that he didn't even have the qualifications to open his mouth.

First of all, she is not familiar with Xu Jing, and more importantly, she can't ask such a question. Moreover, she didn't want anyone to know that she was a little special to that Niu Jincheng. Although she doesn't know what is special now, she instinctively fears that others will know.

Fortunately, she couldn't ask, but someone asked very clearly.

Xu Jing had a look of affirmation on her face, and she said with some hurt, "Of course it's true, can I still lie to you?" I told it to me at the same table. ”

Hearing her say so sure, Wang Xiaoshan didn't know where to go, it seemed to be a little empty, obviously her heart was very healthy, and she was not hit by anything, but inexplicably, it was sullen and uncomfortable. Even the original fragrant food suddenly felt tasteless, like chewing wax, difficult to swallow.

"Wang Xiaoshan, why are you eating so slowly, hurry up, otherwise I won't wait for you" Ni Jia looked at the food on her plate, looking at Wang Xiaoshan's, her eyes slowly moved up, and then, she was a little angry!

"The rice is still eaten one by one, I have never seen such a hypocritical person as you" Ni Jia's words were really a little ugly, not only Wang Xiaoshan heard it, but also Xu Jing and Song Wei who were sitting next to her.

The eyes of the two stared straight at Wang Xiaoshan, trying to hear something rebuttal from her mouth, however, no, she just looked at Ni Jia, and then moved her eyes from her face to her dinner plate back to her own dinner plate, and then found that the chopsticks she held in the air and had not yet been put in her mouth were really only a few grains of rice.

Slowly put the rice grains on the chopsticks into your mouth and chew slowly. After eating in one bite, Wang Xiaoshan stretched out her chopsticks again, this time it was really like what Ni Jia said, only a grain of rice was clipped, and she continued to chew slowly, she seemed to be unaware of Ni Jia's words!

Xu Jing next to her was dumbfounded, you know, her words have already reached her lips, but seeing Wang Xiaoshan's deliberate behavior, she feels that she may not know her well enough, at least, she herself doesn't seem to be as easy to bully as she seems!

Looking at Ni Jia's somewhat angry expression, only Wang Xiaoshan herself knew that she was deliberate at the moment, and she couldn't refute what Ni Jia said before, because she was really hypocritical in that way, but she was a little angry, when would this person learn to be considerate of others and not be so selfish?

Ni Jia didn't drop her chopsticks on the spot and left, but she ate faster, and after eating twice as fast as usual, she said "I'll go first" in a sullen voice, and then picked up her dinner plate and left.

"It's okay, Xiaoshan, you eat slowly, we'll go back together in a while" Xu Jing saw that Ni Jia really left Wang Xiaoshan alone, and comforted her, "It just so happens that Song Wei and I, the two of us eat slowly, especially Song Wei, you don't know, she usually eats like a kitten, always eating one bite at a time."

Saying that, Xu Jing also learned from Song Wei's usual way of eating, slowly picked up a shredded potato, then bit off half of it, chewed it, swallowed it, and then put the remaining half of the shredded potato into her mouth.

"According to her meaning, the slower the meal, the smarter the person," Xu Jing added.

Wang Xiaoshan just smiled at her gratefully, but this was the first time she had heard of this, and she couldn't help but be a little curious, "Why is it that the slower you eat, the smarter you are?" ”

"Haha, I asked her before, and she told me that it was because 'eating slowly and digesting well, and the brain is not prone to hypoxia'" Xu Jing turned her head to look at Song Wei, who was chewing slowly, and then said to Wang Xiaoshan, "At first, I really believed it, but later, I realized that this was simply the excuse she made for her slow eating." ”

Well, Wang Xiaoshan almost believed it, and just now she was reflecting in her heart: Is she not smart, is it because she usually eats too fast?

However, she is really a little envious of these two people, no matter what Xu Jing says, Song Wei will not be angry, and Xu Jing is always tolerating Song Wei, just like now, Xu Jing finished eating early, but in order to wait for Song Wei, she sat for almost ten more minutes. During this period, she didn't see her urging Song Wei.

Envy is envy, Wang Xiaoshan also knows that she is neither Song Wei nor Xu Jing, neither so insistent on herself, nor so lively, she sometimes really feels like a wall grass, very soft, and today, it should be the hardest time for Ni Jia in the past month or so.

"Xiaoshan, let's go, I didn't lie to you, Song Wei doesn't eat very slowly, so you don't have to change your living habits for the sake of others, especially those who don't deserve it." Xu Jing took the lead in standing, then Song Wei, and then Wang Xiaoshan.

Passing by the commissary, Song Wei suddenly became interested, she wanted to go in to buy something delicious, and before she finished speaking, she was going to pull Xu Jing in. It's just that there is no pull!

Xu Jing turned her head to look at Wang Xiaoshan, Wang Xiaoshan naturally understood what she wanted to say, and then preemptively opened her mouth and said, "I'm not going in, you guys go, I'll wait for you outside."

Xu Jing nodded, and then followed Song Wei into the crowd.

Wang Xiaoshan looked at the direction in which the two of them disappeared, a little distracted, according to her usual, she would never say the words that were waiting for them here, but today, I don't know what she was stimulated, she actually said something that she would not normally say at all.

But it didn't bother her for long, because, when she saw the picture she didn't want to see, she finally understood where today's anomaly came from.

At the west corner of the kiosk is one of the only two bamboo groves in the school, and the other is located next to the school gate. Every time I go in and out of the school, I always feel that this bamboo forest is extremely deceptive.

The middle school that Wang Xiaoshan attended, although the conditions are not very good, can be regarded as the top school in their town for teaching quality. Aside from some shabby facilities, the location is really perfect. It is in a field far from the village, and although you stand inside, the scenery of the field is always blocked by the surrounding wall.

This quiet environment, coupled with the fact that the school gate is always quietly exposed to the spire of bamboo, the first time you see people, will always unconsciously yearn for the environment inside, but when you step in, you will find that this school can only be described by the word "original ecology".

On weekdays, Wang Xiaoshan's favorite place to look through the classroom window is the small bamboo forest located behind the teaching building, and he can always see many students coming and going, men, women, men and women.

Especially during the evening self-study time, under the cover of the night, in the dim situation where only each other's shadows can be seen, this small bamboo forest has become the favorite place for those budding teenagers and girls.

It's just that today, she hates her habits a little, and if it weren't for the habitual glances, she wouldn't have seen the men and women who were drowning in the crowd and hiding around the corner.

The boy didn't have the bright smile in the sun that day, and he was more of a pretend coldness and ruffian in the face of the girl opposite.

It's just that Wang Xiaoshan found that no matter what kind of him is, she can't take her eyes off. So much so that when she finally noticed that someone was watching her, the girl across from the boy had been watching her for a long time.

The two looked at each other for only a second, and Wang Zixuan, that is, the girl, withdrew her gaze, then raised her smile, raised her head slightly, and looked at the boy. The hands that were originally drooping also quietly lifted one of the clothes that grabbed the boy's waist.

I don't know if it's Wang Xiaoshan's illusion, Wang Zixuan's smile seems to have a little pride and pride.

But also, if someone else's favorite boy likes him, no matter who he is, no matter how old this person is, there will always be a sudden sense of pride, just like Wang Zixuan at this moment. And the person who likes it but can't do it, in the face of that somewhat provocative smile, will only have a sense of powerlessness, just like Wang Xiaoshan at this moment, he can only stand there, silently looking at Niu Jincheng who is carrying him on his back.

"Xiaoshan, Wang Xiaoshan" suddenly heard his name from the crowd, Wang Xiaoshan retracted his gaze and turned to the door of the commissary, looking for the source of the voice. Finally, when it fell on someone, it stopped. It's just that this change of gaze also misses the gaze that turned to look at her.

Hearing the word 'Xiaoshan', Niu Jincheng's hand that wanted to pat Wang Zixuan's shoulder stopped in mid-air, and then turned stiffly, took a step back, and pulled his short hair twice to relieve the expression on his frozen face.

Then I didn't know what I thought, so I hurriedly said "I'm sorry", and then quickly turned around and ran towards the classroom.

Leaving Wang Zixuan standing there a little embarrassed, the original smug smile also froze, snorted, and then muttered in a low voice, "What's the big deal." pursed her lips, and walked calmly towards the classroom, without the slightest sadness of being rejected, and even, when she walked on the road and noticed that someone was looking at her, the corners of her mouth raised again in what she thought was the most beautiful arc.