Within a week of rehearsals, Makarova had memorized the names of several of our main actors, and she always affectionately called me "Xin", and when a reporter came to the rehearsal hall to interview us, she complimented us on how good we were, and she was very excited to absorb anything immediately. She also told reporters: "I am especially optimistic about Tong Xin, she has a special temperament and a bright future."

During the rehearsals, Makarova patiently and meticulously demonstrated to me personally, and in various ways as the whole play progressed, helping me to gradually get closer to the heart of this great ballet. After every rehearsal, I felt like I had experienced another tragic love myth. The emotional investment makes me more exhausted than the physical exertion, but this exhaustion makes me satisfied, excited, and!

As I got closer to the performance, I was getting better and better. In addition to Makarova's careful guidance and my own efforts, Xiao Se has contributed a lot. During the time I lived with him, I fully felt his warmth, thoughtfulness, meticulousness and patience. Whenever he comes back for dinner, he cooks it himself. He listened to my experience and feelings about the character and appropriately offered some of his opinions as an audience. He is always ready to cooperate with my role change, whether I play the white swan or the black swan in front of him, he can cope with it and burn with me, a madman. In order to relieve the fatigue of my daily rehearsals and relieve my pain, he also learned massage techniques from Nurse Chen and gave me a health massage every night.

That night, Xiao Se didn't come back for dinner after working overtime, so I got something to eat casually. Before he finished eating, he received a call from Luo Wenhao. Luo Wenhao had never called me, and when I heard him report his home, I immediately had a sense of foreboding. Sure enough, he said in a sad tone: "Yu Meng is in the hospital, can you come here?"

I put down the dishes and chopsticks, hurried out the door, beckoned a taxi to the hospital, and texted Xiao Se on the way to explain the situation.

Yu Meng's ward has a separate living room, and when I went in, Luo Wenhao was sitting on the sofa waiting for me, his face was blue, his eyes were red, and there was not even a trace of blood on his lips.

"What's wrong with Yu Meng?" I asked nervously.

"Ectopic pregnancy." Luo Wenhao replied in a dumb voice, "I just went to the hospital to check blood hormones to confirm that I was pregnant, and I haven't done B ultrasound yet." Later, I fainted with stomach pain and was rushed to the hospital, only to learn that it was an ectopic pregnancy. I've had surgery and should be waking up soon. ”

As soon as my heart was sour, tears welled up in my eyes, blurring my vision. Why did God torture Yu Meng like this, it was not easy to look forward to the child, but he had to bear such great pain.

"Tong Xin, you tell me the truth...... Luo Wenhao spoke again, "The doctor said that the cause of Yu Meng's ectopic pregnancy was intrauterine trauma caused by multiple abortions. It's absolutely impossible for me to get her pregnant before marriage, I don't know how these multiple miscarriages came about? ”

His voice was like a cold wind drifting from afar, causing me to shiver slightly. "I ...... I don't know...... "I'm not a master of lying, and although I didn't admit it, my demeanor must have exposed my weakness."

Luo Wenhao snorted coldly. "The doctor also said that one side of the fallopian tube was surgically removed, and the other side was congenitally atresia, which means that Yu Meng could never have children again."

I just felt that my mind was blank, and I put my hand on my head and muttered, "How can this be, I can't have children anymore, that's cruel!"

"It's all the man who caused it, and he's the culprit. Tell me, who the hell is it? He stared at me with straight eyes, "Or is it more than one man?"

"No, no, that can't be! I don't know anything! "I am incoherent," Yu Meng has always been an innocent and good girl, she won't ......"

"Innocent good girl? Hahaha......" He suddenly looked up to the sky and smiled, laughing miserably, bitterly, bitterly and desolately, "An innocent good girl, will she have many abortions?" Would an innocent good girl have conceived children with other men many times, but disguised herself as a virgin to deceive her husband? He shouted, laughing, tears streaming down his eyes. He turned his back and pressed his forehead against the back of the couch, gasping for air.

At this time, the nurse came out of the inner room and told us that the patient was awake.

Luo Wenhao got up and walked into the room, and I followed him. I saw Yu Meng lying on the bed, her long black hair draped down on the pillow, which made her little face especially pale and thin. Her eyes were closed, and her long eyelashes cast a dark shadow beneath them. The frowning eyebrows give people a feeling of pain and overwhelm. Her head squirmed on the pillow, a moan softly spit out from her mouth, and she shouted in a trance: "Wen Hao! Wen Hao! ”

Luo Wenhao stood still, his eyes behind the lenses shining with tears.

I sat down on the edge of the bed and gently grabbed Yu Meng's pale fingers. "Yu Meng," I called softly.

Yu Meng opened her eyes with difficulty, her brows frowned even tighter, she turned her head weakly, looking for something in a daze, and whispered: "Wen Hao...... Wen Hao......"

I looked at Luo Wenhao, who continued to stand there with no expression on his face.

Yu Meng raised her eyes, she also saw Luo Wenhao and found his indifference. Her dark eyes gradually became wet with tears, and she whispered and sobbed, "Child...... The child is not ...... Gone? ”

"Put away your crocodile tears, so many children have been ruthlessly strangled by you before, do you care about killing this one more?" Luo Wenhao suddenly shouted, "You have had ectopic pregnancy surgery and can no longer have children." Ectopic pregnancies are caused by multiple abortions. You cruel and selfish woman, you have done your own evil and eaten your own bitter fruits, but even if you have caused me, I am not qualified to be a father! Why should I pay for the mistakes made by others! ”

Yu Meng's cheeks, which were already whiter than snow-white sheets, are now as white as transparent. "Ectopic pregnancy? I can't have children anymore? She muttered to herself in despair.

"Tell me honestly, how many men did you have before you married me, and how many times did you have a baby?" Luo Wenhao asked gloomily.

Yu Meng looked up at him, tears flickering in her eyes. “…… Six...... Six times" she was reluctant to reveal about the man, but admitted the number of abortions. Six times! This number shocked me, I only knew once, and then it actually ...... Qin Feng, that beast and animal, just wanted to be happy, and didn't think about Yu Meng at all, I gritted my teeth and scolded bitterly in my heart.

Yu Meng's words were like a bomb, and Luo Wenhao suddenly exploded. Jumping up, he pounced on Yu Meng, dragged her out of bed, grabbed her shoulders, he was like an enraged lion, eager to devour the whole world. For the first time, I found out that the gentle Luo Wenhao also has such a violent side, "You slut, is it very meaningful to play me around?" You pretend to be innocent in front of me, and I am fascinated by you. I love you with all my heart and lungs and unreservedly, but you hide and deceive me, you say, after you and I confirm your relationship, do you still secretly sleep with that man? ”

Yu Meng just looked at Luo Wenhao fixedly, and did not make a sound.

"After you got married, you also cuckolded me?" Luo Wenhao was aggressive.

Yu Meng was still silent.

Luo Wenhao gave her a violent shake, blushed, and roared with a straight neck: "You say! Say it! ”

"She's just had surgery, you can't do that." I stepped forward to stop Luo Wenhao, but he pushed him away violently, and I staggered back a few steps to stabilize my body.

Luo Wenhao groped Yu Meng's neck with both hands. "I know, if you don't speak, you're admitting. Do you have the least sense of shame and right and wrong as a human being? Do you still have a conscience? I take care of you like a baby, and I am reluctant to let you suffer a little bit of suffering and grievances, are you worthy of me? Are you worthy of me? His voice grew higher and higher, and his fingers became harder and harder on Yu Meng's neck.

"Let go of me!" Yu Meng struggled.

"Let go of you?" Luo Wenhao roared angrily, "What qualifications do you have for me to let you go?" I can't wait to strangle you, you think I'm the biggest idiot in the world, I can let you play with it, right? Dogs jump over walls when they're in a hurry, you know? ”

His fingers pressed harder, and his eyeballs protruded, and he yelled tearingly: "You are not faithful before marriage, and you are not faithful after marriage." Go and die, for the shame and pain you have inflicted on me, I want you to pay with your life. I'll go to hell with you, it's a hundred! ”

I struggled to stop Luo Wenhao's atrocity, but I didn't have the strength to pull his hand away, so I could only shout in horror: "Come on, help!" Yu Meng's face turned red, and her eyes widened. She no longer struggled, nor did she move, just watched Luo Wenhao. Perhaps she had resigned herself to her fate and accepted the end of her death.

However, Luo Wenhao was deflated by himself, and when the nurse heard my cry for help, he had already let go of his hand. Perhaps under Yu Meng's staring at her big eyes, he was deflated by her resignation, he stared straight at her, and shouted with grief and indignation: "You owe me a lot of debt, you must pay it off first!"

Before the nurse and I could react, Luo Wenhao had already raised his hand, and like lightning, he slapped Yu Meng left and right, and after we dragged him away together, Yu Meng's cheeks were already seriously red and swollen.

"How can you treat a patient like this!" The nurse screamed, "It's a big thing, and you can't do anything to the patient, let alone a weak woman who has just undergone surgery, you still have no humanity!" ”

"It's her who doesn't have humanity!" Luo Wenhao's voice sounded heavy, angry, sentimental and painful, "This is the first time I have hit someone, especially the woman I love deeply. However, after the fight, the debt between us is also settled! I can't continue to live with you, I will entrust a lawyer to draft a divorce agreement, send it to the ward to show you, if there is no opinion, after you are discharged from the hospital, we will immediately go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures, I hope I will never see you again, your appearance will only remind me of what an unbearable failed marriage I once had! ”