If there was still envy mixed with amazement just now, then at this moment, she is really envious, and she is so envious that she is ashamed.

In the next performance, Wang Xiaoshan didn't have much heart to watch it, lowered his head, and didn't know what he was thinking.

Until the end of the performance, Niu Jincheng failed to change positions with Xu Yan, although he raised his head, he still looked at the girl wearing a thick cotton suit and short hair. I used to see that she kept looking up, but now she has kept her head down, is she tired? She will feel tired watching a performance, and I'm afraid she won't feel tired from studying.

Thinking of this, Niu Jincheng laughed unconsciously, this is really Wang Xiaoshan!

There was only one person apart, one sitting in front, one watching from behind, one with his head down, and one looking up at eye level. Close, yet far apart.

The New Year's Day party has passed, and everyone has devoted themselves to the intense review, and time has passed quickly. Everything is going on in a secret and orderly manner, but this tense atmosphere still can't stop the gossip from spreading.

The night before the final exams, everyone didn't work as hard as usual. At least this night, in Wang Xiaoshan's dormitory, no one was working overtime with a flashlight to review. It's as if the final exam has passed, but it really hasn't happened yet.

"Hey, I heard that Niu Jincheng and Wang Zixuan broke up," a girl suddenly said.

"When?" Another girl asked.

"It's been almost a week, haven't you heard anything about it? I still wonder why no one in our dormitory says anything" The girl was really puzzled, and she was quite panicked.

"Why? How long have they been together, has it been a month? The third girl interjected.

"Who knows, what's the matter with us, but I heard that it was because Niu Jincheng didn't like her and dumped her" The first girl to talk about this topic broke the news again. But in fact, what she said had to make people think about authenticity.

In their class, Niu Jincheng is the number one person, to be honest, not publicity, but full of publicity, what is not publicized is his demeanor, and publicity refers to the feeling he gives people, as well as his appearance. He is very white, his facial features are delicate and handsome, and his grades are good, such a boy is really the most eye-catching at the age of fourteen or fifteen, at least, at the beginning, Wang Xiaoshan was attracted to him in this way, but he only looked at it a few more times.

It's no wonder that Wang Zixuan likes him, and it's no wonder that another girl is a little gloating now.

With a deep sigh, Wang Xiaoshan put down the book in her hand, she felt that she couldn't read it anymore, and there was nothing to review. Well, the main thing is that she had to rejoice for herself and grief for herself. I am glad that I stopped the precipice in time, and lamented my inadequacy; Fortunately, the fall is not very deep, and the shallow kick of sorrow has also brought her a big heel.

Fortunately, these are all her own affairs, she doesn't know or care, and she won't become a gossip behind others' backs.

A few months passed, and it was already the second half of the second semester of junior high school. Everyone seems to have changed a lot, but if you look closely, you will find that everyone has changed a lot.

At least, Wang Xiaoshan's hair has grown, but it may be because the long hair before has caused her too much inconvenience, so that now, whenever her hair grows, she will immediately go for a haircut during the week when she covers her eyes. So much so that now, she is going to get a haircut again, and this time, she still has to cut it shorter. One hand straightened the hair in front of him, and his eyes looked towards the ends of the hair, and sure enough, he was almost at the tip of his nose. Pull your hair to the side and look at yourself

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Book.

Don't look at Wang Xiaoshan, look at others, for example, the atmosphere of learning, polarization is very serious, those who want to take a better high school exam, study harder, and those who didn't plan to take the high school entrance exam, or just want to mix up a graduation certificate and drop out, are also more casual.

Oh, by the way, there's another one, maybe it's really boring, and I'm not going to read it this semester. There are two or three in their class, and they say too much and too little. Among them, there was one person who surprised Wang Xiaoshan, this person was Zhou Yaoting, and he had not come to school since last week.

Wang Xiaoshan still remembers the last time he saw him was in the cafeteria, when he and Niu Jincheng had just finished eating together. At that time, he was still talking and laughing with them, and there was no sign of wanting to drop out of school at all, but after that, Wang Xiaoshan really hadn't seen him anymore!

Knowing the news, it's still this week. Maybe when he left, he didn't tell others, everyone thought he went home because of something at home, until this week, I don't know who said that he leaked his mouth, and everyone knew.

Wang Xiaoshan didn't know why he didn't want to read it, maybe he had a plan for this matter for a long time, as early as that time when he went home and thought about it for two weeks, the position of squad leader was temporarily replaced by Xu Yan, it was a temporary generation, and the old class said that it was also a temporary generation, but this generation has been replaced until now. I heard that it was not that Xu Yan would not return it to him, nor that the old class would not let him be the squad leader, but that he himself refused.

Maybe at that time, he thought of dropping out, but he wasn't sure yet, after these months, the idea of dropping out of school became deeper and deeper in his mind, and after he asked for the consent of his family, he really quit.

Regardless of the process, the outcome is what matters to this group of people who are still in the class, and the result is that they may have fewer opportunities to meet in the future. has not yet graduated, but after the English teacher, he has experienced separation again, and it is still that kind of quiet.

The world is impermanent, everyone's choices are different, and the path they take is not the same, just like Wang Ran, just like Zhou Yaoting, just like Wang Xiaoshan, it can only be said that everyone has an established track in front of them, and these tracks may cross for a short time, but they cannot coincide forever.

Because of the withdrawal of these two or three people, during that time, the atmosphere in the class was really depressed to the extreme, but fortunately, this group of people was forgetful, and this depression was quickly replaced by the news of the outing.

It was the Qingming period, and at this time of year, their school would organize a tomb sweep and then go out. Of course, the school has limited funds, so naturally it is impossible to charter a bus to pull this group of people. That's right, they took the free eleventh road that they carried. Fortunately, the cemetery is not too far from the school, and it is only an hour's walk away.

At that time, walking for an hour was really nothing for this group of children who grew up in the countryside, not to mention, they ate and drank along the way, chatted about this, and talked about that, and they didn't realize it at all.

Of course, they didn't go on the day of Qingming Festival, but two days before the Qingming Festival. All the people in the school have been assembled, there are teachers to lead the team, the junior high school students are in the front, the junior high school students are in the back, lined up in two rows, the team can be regarded as mighty, majestic and high-spirited, and the vehicles on the road dare not drive too fast. Fortunately, their town is not very developed, and there are not so many vehicles, if this is now, or in a developed place, it may cause a long traffic jam! It seems inaccurate to say this, because if the assumption is true, they will not take the eleventh road, but a bus, and drink a little water, which is even happier.

Along the way, everyone prepared a small white flower made of paper, only the middle part was dyed red with red ink, so it seemed that it really had a different flavor.

After an hour, they finally

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came to this martyr's cemetery, and the person in it, Wang Xiaoshan, didn't know who it was, but she knew that these people were all dying to defend the country, and she unconsciously felt solemn in her heart. The steps of sweeping the grave are actually quite simple, the principal speaks there, introduces the people in the cemetery, and then begins to weed, add new soil, and then, distribute the wreath prepared by the school to the grave, and the teacher leads it, wraps around the grave circle, and gently puts the small flower in his hand on the grave, which is also considered to be a heart.

A large number of people, coming in from one direction and coming out from the other, did not stop, as if each class was disbanded after going around this group, and the head teacher took them back to school, or went to other places to go on a walk. It was orderly, and there was no congestion.

After Wang Xiaoshan's class walked out of the cemetery, the old class took them all the way south, crossing a road and entering another broken path. It's April, and the trail is lined with large fields on both sides, but instead of wheat and corn, there are large tracts of peach and pear trees.

Suddenly, it was like walking into a paradise, and there were pink, white and green colors everywhere, which made Wang Xiaoshan shake his mind for a while, and when the field disappeared, Wang Xiaoshan heard someone asking, "Which direction are we going?" ”

Wang Xiaoshan turned his head, a little surprised, and then pointed to himself, "Did you ask me?" Let's go south, I remember just going south."

The girl who asked for the direction had no objection, because she didn't know what direction it was.

But someone behind him suddenly said, "I just turned a corner, and now I'm heading west." There is no need to look back, Wang Xiaoshan knows who the person who is speaking, she wants to refute, but she doesn't want to talk to him, what if he doesn't tell herself?

Sure enough, Wang Xiaoshan's guess was right, because in the next second, Niu Jincheng continued, "Xu Yan, isn't it, I can't remember such a simple road, and my sense of direction is so poor!" ”

Xu Yan looked confused, and he didn't know why he had a bad sense of direction. Wang Xiaoshan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and said in his heart that he really belonged to the series of thinking too much.

Be careful, and be cautious, just for herself to avoid the intersection with him, but when it was really as she wanted, she couldn't stop being lost in her heart.

After another ten minutes, I finally came to my final destination. This is a reservoir, very large, but it is really a little simple, except for the students who came here today, there is no one at all.

When they arrived here, the old class let them disband on the spot, but the place where they could move freely was limited to a small area as far as his eyes could see, and they couldn't go far. However, it would be nice to have free time! At that time, it was really easy to be satisfied!

Wang Xiaoshan found a clean place at random and sat down, looking at those people who were in groups, she was actually a little envious, but if she really wanted to fit in, she couldn't do it. She often wonders, how can so many people have so much to say every day when they are together? Isn't what everyone sees and hears the same every day? Also, isn't it embarrassing to be together every day and not say anything? What's worse is that there were a lot of things to talk about every day before, but suddenly one day, I found that I couldn't find any topics between the two, and the atmosphere was even more stiff.

All of the above, all of the above, I am afraid that this person is always alone!

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