[My 213 Life] 113: The Misery of Life
It has taken more than ten years to record all aspects of life in a variety of genres, happy and unhappy, realistic and fantastical, past and present, and utopian future..... That's it. How can there be money, but it feels more real and humane than money.
Maybe I was in a period of confusion, I was always afraid that I had no future, and I was worried that I would be abandoned by the mainstream, although the reality is slowly moving in this direction, but I found that everyone has such confusion, and I am not alone.
still remembers the "magic barrier" set by the evil sword fairy on Bai Tofu in the 28 episodes of "Fairy Sword III", and Bai Tofu cross-examined himself, "What is the human heart?" Is human nature inherently good, or human nature inherently evil. Why, why did my most respected teacher incarnate evil thoughts? Could it be that evil is born from life, evil thoughts are born by themselves, and suffering is caused by themselves? Is it true that all lives should be tormented by this?" And in one of the most classic scenes, it is a portrayal of a man's life -
"1. The beginning of life begins with crying, adults are laughing, but knowing the fear in the baby's heart, are they willing to come to this strange world?
2. Etiquette and shame, do you understand it, how many times have you been taught, ah! (Then turned his head and whispered to face a rich man) It's all easy to discuss, it's all easy to discuss, everything is easy to do, everything is easy to do. CHILD 0S: 'Why is it different from what I do, why do I have to read some truths that no one believes, when will I grow up, when will I go out to play?'
3. I grew too tall, my younger brother didn't play with me, and my brother thought I was too young to do anything. Hurry up and grow up, my father said that I want to start a family when I grow up, so what does it mean to start a family?
4. Have I really grown up? Can I bear the burden of being a husband and head of the family?
5. 'What are you angry about?'' Anyway, for so many years, I have lived alone no differently, "Child, child", "If you don't understand, don't say" "You child." Alas, to whom does my existence still make sense!'
6. All the internal organs are in pain, whether this disease can be saved or not, I don't want to live anymore.
7, 'Lord', 'I don't want to die', 'Lord, Lord. Master, lady, is finally dead. ''yes''' 'aha' congratulations, congratulations. ''You unfilial son'
8. I can't bear it, I really can't bear it, I want to be reincarnated, I want to be a new person.
9. It's a boy......".
It's also in vain that I pride myself on looking at the world coldly, but I can't even see through myself, in fact, am I bad? Not; Actually how am I? It's not like that, I'm just an ordinary person, a very ordinary person. Although I am already in the sea of suffering, I have made my spirit even more troubled, and I have caused a thousand troubles for myself. My family has prepared everything for me, but I have been willful and overdrawn all this, in fact, I have always been in the blessing and do not know the blessing, if I was a little sensible, I would have become a family long ago. But the reality is that I always love the person I can't love, and I've been reluctant to give up, I'm really funny, but my heart tells me that this is what I miss the most and want to protect silently, but in fact, this is just my own fictional love appearance......