Chapter 5: Figure
Bai Minmin has a sentence that hit Wang Xiaoshan's heart, she said, 'Only after getting along for a long time, the deeper the feelings for another person will be', which is a little different from what she has always said. Because she values the feeling at first sight more.
However, if you look closely, there is not so much difference. Because the first glance in Wang Xiaoshan's eyes is not the first sight, her so-called feeling is because she believes that everyone has a destined one. It's just that people nowadays are more interested in the present, and they are unwilling to give up the people and things in front of them for the ethereal and unknown future.
But Wang Xiaoshan is unwilling to give up herself for the people and things in front of her, she is unwilling to compromise. In other words, she is more picky, not an ordinary pick, otherwise, she would not have been until now, and she has not talked about friends!
And now, saying that she is in a hurry, she is very anxious, after all, life is so short, but if you want to say that you are in a hurry, it is not so urgent, what should come will always come, it is just a matter of time sooner or later!
"Hill, Fat Hill!" The little mosquito, which was always as thin as a mosquito, finally made a loud noise this time, and then the entire cafeteria, and the people around her, were startled by her. The air froze for a second before it returned to normal.
"Huh? Why? Wang Xiaoshan looked at the person who called her blankly.
He Wen, after glancing around, no one was paying attention to her, she turned her face, looked at Wang Xiaoshan, and complained, "I just called you so much, what do you want, can't you hear it?"
"Ah, I didn't think about anything, by the way, what are you going to treat me to eat?" Wang Xiaoshan also knew that she had just lost her mind, but she didn't want others to know those words, and she didn't want to admit that she had just lost her mind, "No matter what you invite me to eat, sweet and sour pork ribs are indispensable."
"Huh? It's not that you don't know, that ribs are selling very well" As he spoke, he turned his head, looked at the window, gasped, and then turned back and said, "If you want to eat, you go to the row yourself, I won't help you line up"
That window is in the middle of the cafeteria, of course, even if it's your first time, as long as you see that long queue that is more than twice as large as the other windows, that's the window you're looking for for the only sweet and sour pork ribs in the whole school.
Therefore, He Wen will not go to that queue when she is killed, even if she is a little greedy.
"That's not good, say that you have a treat, of course, you have to be thoughtful in one-stop service" Xiaoshan smiled treacherously, she had long wanted to eat this dish, but she didn't like to row this window. Fortunately, this time the little mosquito volunteered to invite her to dinner, so how could she miss it!
"You two don't eat or not, just go to the row if you eat, and buy something else if you don't eat, otherwise if you go down in the ink, it will really be sold out" Sister Xiaobai was furious, these two people are really ink, even if they line up, they will arrive in ten minutes at most. If you have time to shirk here, you will already be in the middle of the line!
"Eat, why don't you eat" was answered by Bai Minmin, but the person facing him was a little mosquito, obviously, this was still said to He Wen.
"You're really eating?" The little mosquito seems to have accepted his fate, and if he says it, he splashes out the water, which must be honored, otherwise, this basin of water is likely to splash on his body in the end. But, really let her accept her fate like this, she was still a little unwilling, so she asked again full of grievances, I just hope that the person who was tempted by sweet and sour pork ribs can spare her for the sake of her pity!
"Of course, you have to eat" Wang Xiaoshan has no pity, and she has no feeling for her pity, at this moment all her senses are attracted by sweet and sour pork ribs, how can she care about her.
"Okay" I can't admit my fate now. "Little White Sister, hehe, are you with me?" The little mosquito was asking, but seeing her holding Bai Minmin's hand, she knew that Bai Minmin had to go, and if she didn't go, she had to go.
The two people went to look for food, and Wang Xiaoshan, a person who didn't have to do it himself, looked around, and finally found a place where there were fewer people, and then walked over quickly, put the schoolbag on his body on the opposite side, and then sat in two more positions, obviously occupying a place. But this is also a common thing, who makes the canteen have fewer places, and now they don't occupy it, and they can only eat standing for a while!
Facing the long line and looking at the two people standing in the middle of the team, Wang Xiaoshan felt that he was at the peak of his life today. Suddenly, as if she had seen something, she smiled more and more brightly, and even raised her hand, and then her lips squirmed, as if she was saying something, but there was no sound, of course, if you look closely, you should see that it is: Wait for you, come on!
Well, she saw the little mosquito's gaze in the crowd, and beckoned, just so that she could see that she was sitting here waiting for her.
Seeing that the little mosquito pursed his lips and turned around, Xiaoshan smiled, and then retracted his gaze. fiddled with her phone, but found that she didn't know what she should read, and even the novels that tempted her on weekdays couldn't attract her attention at the moment. She was still stuck on the topic she had just had, or rather, she was still thinking about the person she had been waiting for for a long time.
Wang Xiaoshan has always believed that as long as she keeps moving forward, she will always meet that person, and she hasn't taken a step now, she is approaching that person, but will she have already met that person, but she missed it. Such thoughts, since just now, have been filling her brain, and she can't erase them.
If at first she could say with certainty that it was impossible, now she was unsure, and even when the vague figure appeared in her mind, she couldn't even say the word 'no'. The little bit of persistence that remains is nothing more than an unwillingness to admit that he was wrong, and a reluctance to believe that he had forgotten that person for so many years.
may not have forgotten it at all, because every time the little mosquito mentioned such a topic, such a figure would always appear in her mind, but she didn't want to delve into it, and she always thought it was her own fantasy. Today, however, under the deep memories, she saw the man's face clearly.
It's very green, the corners of the eyes are crooked, and there is still the most popular inch at that time, which is very clean. It's the kind of boy who makes people feel the most memorable. Oh, by the way, his name is Niu Jincheng, and I don't know how many times this name has been pronounced in Wang Xiaoshan's heart, but until today, until that moment just now, she had the courage to read it out loud into the depths of her memory.
The sunshine, the white shirt, the jeans, and his bright smile somewhere, everything seemed so good. Except for the place where he ran, it was not a playground covered with rubber, but a large piece of land, and the only simple basketball court in the middle of which was made of cement paste, rough, and with a basketball hoop that was about to rust into slag.
But the dust did not seem to affect the interest of the boys on the basketball court, even if the white shoes were covered with dust, even if the air was not so fresh, but the people on the court still ran fiercely.
"Old Niu, you can do it, you're amazing" Niu Jincheng looked at the person who patted his shoulder and gave a thumbs up, smiled, and then bent his index finger and rubbed the tip of his nose, and said, "That's a must!" ”
Looking at the basketball that had landed, Niu Jincheng did not run into the crowd to scramble, because he knew that the time had come, and even if the opponent got the ball, it was too late to bring the ball back and make a layup.
Here, the boys on the basketball court that are disliked but scrambled for are having fun, and on the other side, the girls who are sitting together in groups of three or five are also enjoying themselves. It's just that among the crowd of people, there is one person who seems extremely unsociable, there is no one around, and the person closest to her is also a meter away. She is Wang Xiaoshan, the Wang Xiaoshan who is quiet and can not speak all day.
But even if she wasn't sitting with anyone, the scenery she saw in her eyes was the same as the others, and it might not be the same, because they were looking at the whole room, and she seemed to be drawn all the attention by one person.
Since the start of the second year of junior high school for more than a month, because of the class division, Wang Xiaoshan has not recognized all the people, in fact, she knows five or six talents, and these five or six people are distributed in front of her and on the left, as for the right, sorry, it's the wall!
On weekdays, Wang Xiaoshan just talked to these people and asked questions, she was really a typical good student at that time, she listened carefully in class, did whatever the teacher told her to do, and never said superfluous words, even after class, she always lay in her seat to study. But it's also quite strange, she works so hard, but her grades are always not raised, she is always ranked in the dozens, and she has never entered the top ten!
It is false to say that he is not depressed, but Wang Xiaoshan does not like to communicate with others, especially teachers, and he does not dare to ask his own questions. And then it dragged on, and if there was no solution to the problem, her grades couldn't go up, her grades couldn't go up, and she didn't want to communicate with others, so it became a dead loop.
So much so, today, it seemed that for the first time in that gray field, she saw the person who seemed to glow white, and then, for the first time, she did not go back to the classroom after the free movement in physical education class, but sat here and watched them play with those people.
Jingle bells, the sound of class ranging, and the people on the playground, whether they were playing or watching the ball, were a little reluctant. It seems that at that time, as long as it is not related to learning, everyone will never seem to have fun.
The bell after class not only ended this short relaxation time, but also woke up Wang Xiaoshan, who was immersed in someone's figure, she hurriedly withdrew her gaze, without the cover of others, she was a little afraid to look at the people on the playground, even if there were many people over there, and the distance was very far, no one noticed her at all.
got up and followed the people of the large army to the classroom, Wang Xiaoshan was a little annoyed, she suddenly remembered that the task she had assigned to herself today had not been completed, and she only memorized half of the "Back" that the teacher asked to memorize, and she was still a little stumbling.
Originally, she planned to go back and continue to memorize after the free activities in physical education class, but now, she was fascinated by watching a person, and her plan was stranded. I just hope that in the afternoon Chinese class, the teacher will not ask her to get up and recite!