Han Jin was so guilty that he was very honest when he ate, he sat opposite Xiangxiang, didn't deliberately touch her hand, didn't say anything that made her blush and couldn't eat, and even put the fish and meat for her on a plate, picked it and served it to her, and didn't dare to feed it.

If he doesn't behave well, Xiangxiang may really never look down on him.

However, what you want to say must be clear, and you must be more clear and sincere.

After eating, Han Jin asked Xiangxiang to take a nap, he went to clean up the kitchen, and then hurriedly rode his eldest brother's bicycle to the Dongda River twenty miles away and put a few trap nets.

I got off the net and hurried back, and when I entered the door, I hurriedly took a shower and just cleaned myself up, and Xiangxiang also woke up from a nap.

Han Jin brought her half a bowl of warm jujube longan brown sugar water, watched her finish drinking, and sat on the chair by the side of the kang a little nervously, "Xiangxiang, have you been scared for the past two days?" ”

This should have been said to Xiangxiang last night, but unfortunately at that time, he had been banging fireworks in his mind, and he had been immersed in ecstasy and couldn't react at all. Today, Xiangxiang came back with Sister Fangya, and he waited for a phone call at Sister Fangya's house before he really understood that he had frightened Xiangxiang.

He was more frightened than he thought, and he thought he had fallen into evil!

Han Jin didn't dare to shake Xiangxiang's hand, and sat honestly on the chair, his eyes shining with joy, "I didn't expect it, Xiangxiang, if I could have found out earlier, I wouldn't have scared you so much." Don't be angry, don't be afraid, let's take our time, I won't force you again in the future, and don't avoid me, let's take a good look and wait until you get used to it. ”

This time, I didn't dare to say that I was married.

When he came out of Sister Fangya's house, he felt that he was too mixed, and so suddenly letting Xiangxiang accept it was simply forcing her. It's normal for Xiang Xiang to be scared, after all, even he feels sudden.

Yes, he himself was unprepared. Although this sudden turn of events had left him in ecstasy, it was very sudden.

He had never thought about his relationship with Xiangxiang before, what was there to think about? Xiang Xiang is Xiang Xiang, his root, his life, his hope and joy of life, the person who has been holding on to him since he did not know who he is, and this life must be closely linked to him, never separated, and there will be no change.

So she is not a sister, and she is not even a relative in his heart, her relatives are grandfathers, Xiangxiang is his living soul, and he can't live without her.

Even in the years she got married, he never felt that Xiangxiang was estranged from him, she had always been in his heart, but he hadn't found a way to get her back.

Later, Xiangxiang came back, his person was complete, and his life was delicious every day, and he wouldn't think about anything else.

Until he pounced on Xiangxiang, he didn't think that he and Xiangxiang could get along in any other way, let alone have another relationship between them.

They are already the most intimate, is there a relationship that can make them better and more intimate?

When he kissed him, he realized that he had thought wrong before, and he was very wrong! They could have been closer, and his desire for her was not just for her to stay in his heart and eyes, but also for her to stay in his arms.

Childhood experience made him very resistant to the intimacy between men and women, he didn't want to be physically intimate with Xiangxiang before, but every time he faintly had this thought, he would be suppressed by himself.

Deep down, he felt that it was dirty for him to have such thoughts about Xiangxiang, and it was to defile and hurt the fragrance of flowers.

He has always been ashamed of his father, of course he doesn't want to be like his father, and he won't let himself have such a filthy desire for Xiangxiang.

Even if he had, he would suppress it when he didn't even know it!

After living with Xiangxiang again, the heat that came to his heart again and again, the inexplicable sleepless and impetuousness at night, and the palpitations that he felt every time he saw her were subconsciously suppressed by him.

It may be that he suppressed it too hard, so that he even felt sudden when he suddenly broke out.

Because it was too sudden, he could only act on instinct, so he forgot to consider Xiangxiang's feelings, and only thought about holding her in his arms without parting for a minute, and then he longed to find out his heart in the last second and marry her in the next second.

Since yesterday, there has been a raging fire burning in his heart, burning so much that he can't care about anything, he just wants to fix Xiangxiang tightly in his arms, and he just wants her to be like himself, open her heart to himself unreservedly.

The boundary between the two of them is completely non-existent, what he used to scruple about, what he subconsciously avoided, what he would feel embarrassed to touch, it is not a problem for him.

This is the real intimacy, this is what he has always longed for, the best relationship between him and Xiangxiang.

He figured it out himself, but he couldn't force Xiangxiang to figure it out immediately like him. It wasn't until Xiangxiang was so scared that he went to his grandfather to sue his father-in-law for help that he discovered his negligence.

His feelings for Xiangxiang are the accumulation of nearly twenty years, and Xiangxiang has always regarded him as a younger brother, that is also the accumulation of twenty years, he has to give Xiangxiang time to get used to their new relationship, and let her like himself as much as he likes her!

"Xiangxiang, we are still living as before, as long as you remember that I like you to marry you in my heart, nothing else, if you don't nod, I won't bully you anymore."

Han Jin said it sincerely and honestly, and he really thought so.

He is always eager to be close to Xiangxiang, like a drunkard who has tasted the elixir and jade dew, and since then, he has never let go of his heart. But he also prefers to see Xiangxiang happy, his Xiangxiang smiled softly and gently, like a beautiful flower, how could he bear to let her live a life of worry?

He has dreamed of protecting her since he was sensible, how can he accept that she is afraid of himself, and even wants to ask someone for help? Even if the people who ask for help are grandpa and father-in-law, it can't be!

In the future, Xiangxiang was scared and embarrassed, so she could only come to him!

He would never allow anything like this to happen again!

Xiangxiang's eyes turned red when Han Jin said a few words, and tears fell down with crackling, Xiao Jin is finally going to be better! She said that finding grandpa would work! The land father-in-law and the land mother-in-law are also very powerful!

"Xiao Jin," Xiang Xiang didn't take the handkerchief handed by Xiao Jin, covered her eyes with her own handkerchief, and whimpered and proposed, "Let's go to Grandpa's grave early tomorrow morning!" ”

Han Jin laughed angrily, although the two of them had a wrong idea, they still patiently coaxed her, "Okay, let's go to the grave of grandpa." It just so happened that he also had something to say to his grandfather.

In the past, grandpa always scolded him angrily: If you don't let Xiangxiang get married, can you marry her? You cucumber eggs that don't even have any hair!

Tomorrow he will go to his grandfather's grave and tell the old man that his hair has grown early! No one in the whole commune looks better than him! He will soon be able to marry Xiangxiang back! If he wants to hold his great-grandson early, he should quickly help him persuade Xiangxiang!

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