Qin Shang's mood at this time could hardly be described in any words.

He was stimulated so much that he forgot all his fears and uneasiness, and just ran his fingers through his hair until Di Xiu was gone and returned.

In addition to Di Xiu, there was also a hidden guard who walked in and removed all the bedding, pillows, and sheets on the bed and replaced them with new ones.

Expertly and neatly, the guard withdrew, not glancing behind the screen from beginning to end.

"I have ordered two sets of clothes for you." The pavilion master put aside the clean clothes and glanced at Qin Shang who bowed his head and smoothed his hair, "Soak it for another half an hour." ”

After speaking, he turned around and walked into the inner sanctum, leaned on the bed and closed his eyes to recuperate.

Qin Sheng raised his eyes and saw the figure of the pavilion master Baiyi Shengxue through the screen, his heart throbbed, and somehow, he couldn't help but think of Zixi's words again.

The way he and the Pavilion Master had always gotten along was wrong.

At this moment, perhaps he vaguely knew in his heart that he was indeed wrong.

The master is as noble as a god in the clouds, indifferent and dusty, cold and unparalleled, and never looks at anyone more.

And he, Qin Shang, from the desperate pursuit at the beginning, to the gradual sinking of madness, only knew how to accept it, humbly accepted everything given by his master, never knew how to fight, and never expressed his will-

Maybe he wasn't qualified before.

As a subordinate, it is a matter of course to obey the orders of the master, just like the truth that the king wants his ministers to die, and the ministers have to die, his freedom is not in his own hands.

Although Qin Shang knew that this way was not quite right, he knew better that his previous self had no choice but to do so.

And later......

Slowly leaning on the edge of the bathtub, Qin Shang pondered.

I think I can change it in the future, right?

What the Pavilion Master has done in the past few days can prove that he actually cares about him in his heart?

No matter how much you care, it is precious to Qin Shang.

What he wants is never a pampering that is held in the palm of his hand, and he can't afford it.

He didn't even have the luxury of developing any intimate relationship with the pavilion master, which was a blasphemy against the fairy-like master.

He only hopes that he can stay quietly by the side of the pavilion master, not seeking infinite scenery, but only peace of mind.

Qin Shang, since he was fourteen years old, has lived in this person in his heart, he just wants to look at him, get closer, listen to his orders, even if he lives in seclusion for a lifetime, he is willing to eat.

The most direct reason for this change in the pavilion master may be his death.

Knowing of his death, did the pavilion master feel even a little reluctance in his heart?

A gentle smile appeared on Qin Shang's lips.

If you don't think about it, you don't dare to think about it, it doesn't mean that his brain is not good.

Once many things are straightened out, when you think about it, you will feel that everything suddenly becomes clear.

He is not greedy.

It's true.

It's just to return to the top of the Nine Pavilions, and return to the master he looks up to.

This death is his rebirth.

Zixi has said before that a moth fighting a fire is not necessarily facing death, but may also be reborn from the fire.

Perhaps, he could think of it as a rebirth.

Although after being reborn, he still can't let go of his obsessions, and he still can't control his emotions.

But it doesn't matter.

He was afraid that this person would be angry and that he would be unhappy, but he was never afraid.

If it changes, the ending will still be the same.

Big deal, he's dying again.