【Waiting for Time Collection】12: The road of life in a dream
I had a dream in the early morning that scared me so much that I had to eat a popsicle to get scared. In the dream, I started again: I was born in my mother's womb, graduated from elementary school, junior high school, high school, college, then got married and had children, my parents grew old, and I also experienced old death.
Things took a turn from high school, and there was not much difference between the previous development and reality. I dreamed of the high school homeroom teacher, and I also dreamed that I was against the homeroom teacher everywhere, because the homeroom teacher in my dream opened a cram school privately, squeezed our tuition fees, and played tricks......
Unlike reality, I went to the university of my dreams after the college entrance examination, but the difference is that I still met you. It's just that it's still the same as in reality, the same meeting, the same ending: after graduating from college, we no longer keep in touch.
Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, I went on a blind date, got married, and had children, but I didn't expect to be terminally ill at the age of 40 and need a different heart to be cured. At that time, I couldn't find a suitable heart source for a long time, my wife also abandoned me and didn't know what to do, except for my parents and children, I had nothing, and I thought that I had died like this in this life. But suddenly, one day, when I was dying, the doctor said that he had found a suitable source and could operate immediately.
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The surgery went smoothly and the new heart was beating so well in my body that even the doctor said it was a miracle. I asked the doctor who the good Samaritan was who donated the heart. The doctor said that the patient asked for confidentiality and it was inconvenient to say more.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I really responded to the saying that if I don't die, there will be a blessing, and my life is getting better and richer. I heard that my wife ran away with a foreigner abroad, bless them! Maybe I think about it day and dream at night, and often a vague girl appears in my dreams, looking at me shyly, as if to say something. But because I didn't care, I slowly forgot about it...
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As time passed, the children got older, the parents got older, and I forgot that dream. It is worth mentioning that the education in the dream is a child's self-selected course, no exam, no college entrance examination, the child can freely choose the university or art or skills, and the university graduation is only issued a certificate of completion, no graduation certificate, and the society chooses talents.
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Later, the children also grew up, but because the preference for sons over daughters had reached a terrible point at that time, the poor generally had no object, because women were for the rich, so I still reluctantly spent tens of millions of dollars to marry my children. At this time, the parents also died.
Maybe it really responds to that sentence: those who have money are getting richer and richer, but they are also getting more and more lonely and empty. So I often reminisce about the time when I had my parents, my friends, and you.
Perhaps, really tired! Perhaps, I'm really old! Maybe it's time for me to rest!
After giving all my career to my children, I also went to enjoy happiness, walked the road I once familiarized, and looked at friends who I had stopped contacting for a long time, but I didn't know your whereabouts, maybe you were avoiding me!
Perhaps, there is one of the best things in this world that cannot be found, if I had been brave and kind to you, maybe we would not have lost contact!
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After all these years, I still feel so familiar. The state allocates funds every year, and we donate every year, all of which are embezzled and bribed! Children are always a benefit.
After passing through a familiar place, and passing through the place where she once dated, everything is very familiar, but the original cleaning aunt is gone, and her grandson has inherited her career, poor, difficult to mix. So, I called home, and I'm afraid this man's fate will change! It's that realistic!
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There is a place, our secret, where we bury our time capsule. If it weren't for the fact that so much has happened over the years, I probably never would have come to this place!
Digging open the burial time capsule, it was found that it was still there after all these years. Time is so fast, decades have passed in a blink of an eye, but these inconspicuous beauties are quietly waiting here, not changing, not vain, waiting for people to open it. Perhaps, I'm too emotional!
Open the time capsule, everything that was once familiar is coming, and the happiness and sorrow of those years are so beautiful and so nostalgic. I took out the first letter, my words are still so distorted, we were so simple at that time, the society was so good, and time seemed to go back to the past: "My dear, even if time is old, we must be together, never abandon ......"
Tears seemed to flow down my eyes, and before I knew it, I had changed too much when I was young and frivolous. What do people live for a lifetime?
The envelopes are gradually opened, and I gradually feel that time is impermanent, and the past is too beautiful. Suddenly, my eyes trembled, and a light blue letter stuck to the bottom, and I don't know why my heart hurt inexplicably.
"My dear, when you read this letter, I was gone. At the beginning, we were angry, I thought you would come to me, but I waited for you for a long, long time and you didn't come back, so I had to marry the second dog in the next village, but my love for you has not stopped. I thought that the second dog would be good to me, but he beat me and scolded me, ignoring this family. At this time, I miss you more and more. I heard from you, but you are married and have children, and I bless you. But then I heard that you were terminally ill and needed to change your mind, so I tried to match yourself, but I didn't expect to be successfully matched. Remember what we agreed to? We can really never give up, and now we can really never leave......"
My heart beat inexplicably, the world flipped upside down, and the ambulance came soon, but I knew I couldn't do it......
In my dream, a shy girl came to me, her face gradually became clearer, and her words gradually became clearer: In the next life, don't let me down again......
It turns out that it's you, and it's always been you. In the next life, I will try to be the person you are looking forward to the most......