I breathed a sigh of relief, and my suspended heart fell into place. I believe that Xiao Se can do what he says, and I don't want to have any more ** entanglements with him, let alone act like that in public.

He stopped talking, just puffing out the smoke one after another, and his whole face was hidden in the smoke.

The Spring Palace drama on the coffee table intensified, and the sound disturbed me, and my face was hot. "I'm going to go first." I finally couldn't take it anymore and tried to get up and leave, but a wave of dizziness made me sway and I had to sit back down.

Xiao Se's hand quickly pressed on mine, his eyes stared at me sadly, and his voice was full of irrepressible sorrow: "Don't go, stay with me for a while." ”

I stared at him blankly, the cranial nerves paralyzed by alcohol had become dull.

He opened the last beer on the table and poured me and him a glass each. I took a reluctant sip. He took a big sip and rekindled a cigarette, and I saw his hands shaking in disobedience.

Yuan Jiapeng and Yin Jingshu stood up, hugged each other, and staggered out. Yuan Jiapeng still had some restraint, and did not make the animal behavior of mating everywhere as Xiao Se said. As for where they're going, I can't care anymore.

I felt my tongue dry and my lips moistened with the tip of my tongue, the air was filled with restlessness, and the blood in my body was stirring. I peeked at Xiao Se, who was still smoking a cigarette and frowning slightly, looking at the smoke spreading into the air. Then he extinguished the cigarette butt and drank it down. He picked up the bottle and tried to pour it, but it was empty. I handed him my glass, and he drank it all in one gulp.

Wen Hong's prodigal cry filled his ears, Xiao Se's hand clenched the empty wine glass, and suddenly, with a "bang", the wine glass in his hand was shattered, and the broken glass was scattered and splashed, and the blood in his hand was scattered. I was so frightened that my whole body spasmed, and my mind cleared up, so I threw myself and grabbed his hand, and removed several pieces of broken glass from his palm. Then he grabbed the white towel on the table and pressed it against his palm, and the towel quickly turned red.

"Get to the hospital," I was so anxious that I was about to cry.

His eyes were hazy, his face was gloomy, but his tone was very calm: "You don't need to go to the hospital, you go out and ask the waiter for bandages and ointments, and I'll handle the rest myself." ”

I stumbled out of the box, asking for bandages and ointments, the two men on the coffee table still fighting, and what was going on around them had no effect on them. I helped Xiao Se into the bathroom of the box, I turned on the faucet, he took the towel off his palm, reached under the faucet, and the water rushed into the pool with blood. I examined his hand closely, and there were several wounds, very thin, very long, very deep, and blood was pouring out of the wounds. The scar on his wrist is still very visible, it was a wound he suffered last week to save me, and now the old wound is not healed, and a new one has been added.

My eyes were wet in an instant, so I took the anti-inflammatory ointment, carefully rubbed it for him, and then tied his palms firmly with a bandage and taped them firmly. He took my hand and held me tightly with his injured hand, the rough bandage touched my skin, and I exclaimed, "Don't touch the wound again"

"I drank too much and needed pain to wake up." His eyes were red, and his eyes looked deep into the depths of my eyes, which spoke too much, too much of the language of the heart, and too many deep feelings.

Tears poured madly into my eyes, he held my chin with his hand and kissed away the tears on my face, his lips were dry and hot, and his voice was hoarse: "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”

"Can you drive," I said, looking worriedly at his bloodless face.

"It's fine." He whispered tiredly.

We came out of the bathroom, and Chen Guanzhong and Wen Hong finally ended the fight, paralyzed like mud. I could imagine how painfully he suppressed himself just now, not only in terms of physical needs, but also in his affection for me, which was always difficult to relieve, and his love-hate affection for me.

We left the box, ignoring the two men. Xiao Se's body was stiff, his steps were heavy, and I was also light-headed, so we walked slowly and with great difficulty to the place where we parked. After getting into the car, Xiao Se leaned back in the seat, tired.

"Let's take a break before we go." I'm really worried about how he can drive in such a state.

"Okay." He whispered and closed his eyes.

The inside of the car was very quiet, so quiet that it made people sleepy. There was a sourness and sadness in my heart, mixed with a sense of sadness and helplessness. Gradually, my eyelids began to heavily, and I fell asleep in a daze like a demon that could not be driven away.

I woke up in the shaking of the car, still tired and weak, my eyelids were sour and heavy, and the car clock showed that it was already more than three o'clock in the morning.

Xiao Se drove the car, his side face hidden in the dim light. I turned my head to look out the window, the streets were empty, there were few cars, the doors were closed, and the neon signs were dimmed. Then I realized that the scenery outside the window was completely unfamiliar. "Where are you taking me?" I asked.

"It's just in time for sunrise." His voice was dark.

I didn't speak again, the residual alcohol in my body was still burning, and the shaking of the car caused me to feel so sick to my stomach that I wanted to vomit, but I still had the willpower to overcome the feeling of wanting to vomit and not to stain his car.

The car finally stopped. "Let's get out of the car and take a walk." He said.

I quickly pushed the door and rushed out of the car, but I couldn't care where it was, I couldn't restrain myself any longer, and I began to vomit profusely.

Xiao Se soothed my back, and when I finished vomiting, handed me a bottle of mineral water.

I rinsed my mouth and drank several sips in a row, feeling much more comfortable and clear. Looking around, we realized that we were on top of a high mountain. He carried me forward, and at the bottom of the mountain was a valley, and a small stream meandered at the bottom of the valley, and the exit was connected to the sea, and the sun was slowly rising over the sea, and the sun was shining brightly, and the sky, the sea, and the valley were all red, and even the green meadows by the river were dyed golden by the sunrise.

We watched the sunrise side by side. The rising of the sun is dizzying, breathtaking, and indaring.

I stood still, the mountain wind blowing my hair and skirt, the corners of which were still covered with a white mist. This is the second time I've watched the sunrise with Xiao Se. The last time was in Yejia Village, I was still disgusted with him at that time, and six years have passed in the blink of an eye, the stars have changed, the world has changed, and the mood has long been gone. The powerful and charming sunrise in front of me made me lose and breathless.

A layer of sorrow welled up in my heart, and I turned my gaze from the sunrise to the bleak face, and the sun's brilliance could not hide his dimness. "Why do you want to watch the sunrise?" my voice was astringent, and my throat was dry.

His eyes were tangled with mine. "I come here a lot when I'm feeling low. In a few days, I will leave again, to absorb a little of the essence of the sun, to see the spirit of the sunrise, the vastness of the ocean, the mind will be more open, and the road ahead will be easier. ”

I asked, with some trepidation, "When will I come back?"

"I don't know, if there's something to come back, if it's okay, I won't come back." He was already sober and calm, "Tong Xin, in front of such a bold nature, we are all small, so we must always keep a humble heart, don't be arrogant and proud, and don't lose ourselves because of all kinds of unsatisfactory." Even though we can't go back to the past, I still feel sorry for myself, and I want to share my spiritual world with you. ”

I looked at him, the sun shining on his hairline and mouth, so dazzling, yet blurry and unreal. My heart twisted and my thoughts were tingling. Yes, we can't go back to the way we were, what else could I hope for, I held back my tears and tried to smile at him. "I saw an interview about you in People magazine, congratulations, it's a success."

"I don't have much expectation of success now." His eyes looked directly at me, and his voice was empty and confused, with a sense of sadness, "This is not what I value most. ”

My eyes were hot, and I turned around, and the golden glow was all floating in the mist of tears.

He let out a heavy sigh behind me.

We were silent and walked into the forest behind. There's a trail that leads deep into the forest. The grass next to the trail grows with small fresh purple flowers, which reminds me of the evening primrose flowers on the shore of Lover's Lake in Yejia Village. Further ahead, the eyes suddenly opened up, a lake, reeds, water birds flying, clear streams and clear streams, like a fairyland on earth. No wonder Xiao Se likes to come here, there are mountains and rivers, and small purple flowers, the artistic conception is quite similar to Yejia Village, and in the urban area, it is very convenient to come and go.

Xiao Se's pair of distracted eyes stared at the lake lonely, and I squatted down and put my hand into the lake, stirring up countless ripples, and the ripples were many circles. The Qing Dynasty poet Liang Shaoren wrote a circle poem: Lovesickness wants to send a circle to paint a circle for the whole circle is reunion, and breaking the circle is parting. There is also the endless lovesickness, circle all the way to the end.

I looked sadly at the circles on the water, all of them were broken circles, and in these countless circles, I saw Xiao Se's equally sad face. I put my head out to the water, and my tears were drawing circles on the water.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Se's mobile phone rang. He answered the phone, and his tone was very surprised: "What were they okay when we left the box, how could it be?"

After he hung up the phone, I asked what happened, and he told me that the call was from Yuan Jiapeng, Wen Hong died, and Chen Guanzhong became a suspect, Chen Guanzhong called Yuan Jiapeng for help, and Xiao Se and I were the last people to see Wen Hong except Chen Guanzhong, and we also needed to go to the scene to assist in the investigation.

Xiao Se and I rushed to the place where Wen Hong's body was found, in Chen Guanzhong's vacation villa by the sea. When we arrived, a cordon had already been set up at the scene, and Mu Mian was also busy inside. Yuan Jiapeng and Chen Guanzhong are together, and their mental state is not very good, especially Chen Guanzhong, who has very serious dark circles under his eyes, his eyes are dull, and his whole person is wilted, it is estimated that it was caused by excessive indulgence last night and fright in the morning.

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