All night, I tossed and turned, couldn't sleep, and I thought about it a lot. Finally it occurred to me that I had to face up to reality, and if she was an average-looking girl (I really wanted her to be like that, I don't care if she was beautiful or not), we should have drama; If she really does what she says, we won't be able to do it. I really have to face the reality, in reality, although I am also extremely confident, but I am only 1.75 meters tall, not a prince charming (a little handsome and a little cool, often called Kenji Takakura), let alone her prince charming (really, the thought of us standing together, people can't tell who is tall and who is low, I am extremely frustrated). So, chatting is just chatting, I can't take her too seriously, life has to go by day by day, thinking about this, I can't help but smile bitterly.

The next night, she reappeared. I pretended to be nonchalant and asked, "Was there something wrong last night?" "Oh, I'm so sorry, I had a friend who had a birthday and came back late, and I found out that you weren't there when I went online." She responded quickly. "Of course I'm not here, our time is from 8 o'clock to 10 o'clock, and I will naturally go offline at 10 o'clock." I typed dissatisfied. "You're really angry, don't worry, I will be punctual in the future and be your girlfriend, how can I break my promise." Her words were full of comfort. "Thank you, I'm a man, no matter what you do, I'll be punctual, that's one of my virtues." I'm still a little dissatisfied. "Hey, listen, why are you still careful, now, it's time for you to say something sweet." She was busy changing the subject.

When I got back to bed, I couldn't help but say to myself: "I will be punctual, I will always be punctual, I am willing to play this game with you forever, but can you?" You'll fall in love in the future, you'll get married, you'll have countless things, and will you still remember your former fake boyfriend? He will be alone at the computer, helplessly waiting for you to appear, even if he is full of gray hair, still staring at the screen with old eyes, but you will never show up again. Thinking of this, tears welled up in my eyes, and I was moved by my own vision. But no matter what, life has to go on, enjoy this relationship for as long as you can, be happy today, laugh today, and have tears tomorrow. It's ridiculous to think about it, this is not in love yet, and it has experienced the torment of falling out of love first.

Remembering who we used to be

It's a little bit of a feeling

Very sad!!

It's heartbreaking!!

In the bottom of my heart

Saddened alone!

Why pay sincerely

In the end, it ended up like this!?

Poor infatuation

But it can't be exchanged for a piece of affection

I don't blame you for everything I do

Blame it all too late!

It's just that the distance between them is too far!

Once we were

So passionate

So full of anticipation

Each other's hearts have collided

Each thinks about each other in their hearts

And now

All sorts of things

It seemed to disappear overnight

Very uncomfortable, very unaccustomed!

Your love is with me

has quietly walked away

Walked in such a hurry

Before he could come to his senses, he walked away

Go further and further!

Took my heart and walked away!

Haven't started yet

It's over

The flowers have withered!

Sweet dreams have awakened!

tears

It's blurred my eyes!

Heart

has stopped beating,

has begun to be sealed,

Waiting for you to open it someday!

No matter what happens in the future

Only hopefully

Remember there was one

Someone who loves you and cares about you very much

It's been waiting for you

Forever!!

I really hope you

You can live happily!

That's all!

One day, I counted the time we had known each other, and it had been almost two months, and she had been pretending to be my girlfriend for more than a month. What kind of relationship do we count? It's sticky, can't figure it out, cuts constantly, must chat for two hours a day, all over the world, talk about everything, all kinds of life, all in the chat, flirting? It seems that there are, but I'm still a little rusty as a student, and it's unnatural to play (mostly this sister is active, and I'm passive). Sometimes I think about it, I think it's worth it, I don't have anything to pay for her, she is willing to talk with me for so long, bring me so much happiness, and also treat me. If it's a kind of happiness, I should enjoy it and shouldn't be too demanding. It occurred to me that this was the legendary online dating bar (although it may be one-sided), and I fell into it, unable to extricate myself, moths throwing themselves into the fire, and had no regrets. But I am a sane person, and I deeply know that the Internet and reality are two different things.