Chapter 40: Hope Remains
It was very dark, and after looking at my watch countless times, I finally looked forward to eight o'clock in the evening. Eight o'clock in the evening was our appointed time, and such a picture flashed in front of my eyes: a line appeared on the lovely computer screen, the cloud was online, and I greeted her in a dumb voice, you are coming, I know you will come; She asked angrily if I dared to lie to her again. I said I wouldn't, I wouldn't dare anymore, and the two hearts began to rejoice again. How I wished she would show up on time, but she didn't. Yes, she should also punish me, I only chatted with her at nine o'clock yesterday, and she should do the same. However, nine o'clock soon came, and she still did not appear. Although I was disappointed, I thought about it again, as long as she went online at ten o'clock, even if she scolded me, I would be happy, after all, she ignored me, as long as she ignored me, there was hope.
It was past ten o'clock, and it was eleven o'clock, and she still didn't show up. I know it's impossible for her to get online today. Maybe there's something wrong with her, maybe she's still hating me, it's a test for me, I don't care, I can really withstand it. I suddenly hit a spirit, Yun may see the last words I wrote to him, I live in Shanghai, will she be on the way, the target is not Nanjing, but Shanghai. Haha, I'm so stupid, I'm going to rest quickly, and I'm going to face her with the best face and the best attitude tomorrow afternoon. I can't let her underestimate me. Who am I, man, what a big deal.
I came across such a modern poem in a book called "In Search of Hope":
Please tell me how the pain of this world can be forgotten
I passed through the sharp gaze
Nothing
Only the boundless darkness accompanies me
Please tell me how to find happiness in this world
I have traveled all over the warm land
Nothing
Only the boundless darkness accompanies me
Please tell me where the happiness in this world is
All the way
Only the boundless darkness accompanies me
It seems that only darkness is the best companion
Pain smiled
You're wrong
You see, I'm not still there
What about happiness
Happiness has fallen to death
Where is the happiness
Maizi said
Happiness is on my face
But I can't see it
You first learn to find hope
Xin'er said
The next afternoon (that is, Saturday) I showed up at the exit of Shanghai Railway Station at 4 o'clock, still holding a large bouquet of roses in my hand (even if I stayed any longer, this time was really going to be romantic). I looked at the crowd at the exit with what I thought was the most sincere smile, expecting the clouds to suddenly appear (logically speaking, the fastest train would be five or six o'clock, but who can tell, the clouds are likely to appear immediately). In this way, I smirked and sent away batches of customers, but I didn't find the shadow of the cloud.
My legs were a little sore when I was standing, and when I looked at my watch, it was past five o'clock. I thought to myself, where would I buy a newspaper, sit down and wait. Inadvertently, I saw a girl coming out of the station (the customers of this train were almost out of the station), she looked left and right, as if she was looking for someone, and what was even more pleasing was that she, she, she was wearing a red trench coat. I greeted it with joy in my heart, trying to make myself smile naturally. Looking at her, I will smile, hehe, this cloud, will really create an atmosphere, you look at her, in addition to being a little taller, her posture is also quite mediocre, I feel that she is not as good as my school sister, but it will make me think about it (how funny). However, this is also very good, I really don't care too much about her appearance, at first, maybe we men judge people by their appearance, and after a long time, we still have to make friends. My self-confidence immediately swelled, and I finally understood why she cherished me so much. However, I was really a little angry, and when she saw me coming up, she was still looking around, was it not enough for her to see that I was a cool man. I stepped forward and asked shyly (still ** sick, I was at a loss when I met a girl): "You are a cloud, I've been waiting for you for a long time." ”