Chapter 30 Famous Flowers Have Masters
So I said, "Is it me who you are talking about?" I think so. She quickly called: "You are very confident, it seems that I have gained a lot from your training, but don't be sad, this wind is not you, it is a colleague of mine." "What?! It really wasn't me! For a while, I was extremely disappointed, I had never mustered up so much courage, but I didn't expect it to become self-inflicted and wishful thinking. Heaven, how unjust you are, if I become submissive and cowardly in the future, and you will complain about others, it will not be due to the will of God. However, my biggest loss is not that I don't have face, but that she really has a boyfriend. Although I was never sure if she had it, I always felt that she didn't, and although I never thought of her as my girlfriend, I never thought that she would be someone else's girlfriend. I may not be able to understand this kind of feeling, I always feel that I am not worthy of being her boyfriend, so I dare not think so, but she is mine, and no one else can take it away (she has become my spiritual pillar, but I didn't realize it at the time), and my idea is very unrealistic (this has something to do with the network itself).
But this moment became a reality, she really had a boyfriend. For a while, I was very angry, you have a boyfriend, why don't you accompany your boyfriend to fall in love with the willow before the flower? I wouldn't, wouldn't you? You're so bored that you chat with me every night, are you sick?! Do you know that you are such a fool? The biggest feature of me is that I don't act on the spot, you really hurt me by doing this, I really can't face this reality. You have long been my wife in my dreams, and you are so understanding in my dreams. Ah, don't think about it, if you think about it again, my tears are about to fall (my eyes are already moist). I thought so, staring at the computer screen in a daze.
First, it's best not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love. Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other. Thirdly, it is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other. Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other. Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other. Sixth, it is better not to be relative, so that we can not meet. Seventh, it is better not to be wrong, so that there is no loss. Eighth, it is better not to allow each other, so that there can be no continuity. Ninth, it is better not to depend on each other, so that they can not be together. Tenth, it is better not to meet, so that we can not meet. But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other. Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick. This is Cangyang Gyatso's "Ten Commandments Poem", which is now sung by Li Mo, and the song is called "It's Better Not to Meet".
"What's the matter with you? Isn't it really sad? Didn't respond for so long. After a while, her words came. Yes, no matter how stupid I am, I can't tell her about my sadness, and it's normal for people to have boyfriends, the key is to put yourself in the right position. I'm not her boyfriend, I'm her brother, okay (my tears really fall)? I said to myself. I was sad and sad again, and the chat had to continue (I had a feeling that I couldn't stop singing no matter what), I tapped on the keyboard: "I'm fine, I'm really okay (stupid, say it's okay for no reason), but I didn't expect you to really have a boyfriend, brother, I'm weird, you should accompany him more when you have it, and talk nonsense with me, sister, aren't you stupid?" "Of course I'm not stupid, I'm not afraid that you will be lonely, besides, I promised you to train you, how can I retire if you don't get out of school." She was serious. I was emotional, but not selfish, I endured my grief and told her: "Sister, thank you really for spending such a good two months with me (a little short), but you have a other half, you have to accompany him more and take care of him more, the feelings are mutual, no matter how beautiful you are, he can't be too cold, the pursuit of beauty is unlimited, but people's patience is limited (really funny, at this time I can even say some witty words). My brother won't let you accompany you, my sister is happy, and my brother will be happy. If you really become it in the future, as long as you are willing to tell me, I will also drink a glass of wine and send a blessing to me. Don't worry, on your big day, I will behave decently and be a responsible big brother, which is even better than you think. ”
In the midst of my grief, I couldn't help but snort (say to myself): "There should be music here." "In the quiet of the night, my computer suddenly rang, which scared me a lot, I don't know if it was a virus or what, I sang a song for no reason, which I had never heard before, and afterwards I checked what He Yihang's "You Finally Made Someone Else's Bride":
Me and you have no results
The starry sky is the loneliest
I don't know how long this will last
Loneliness and loneliness I know best
Me and you have no results
My love is unanswered
The joy we once had
It has become a mirage memory
Now you're someone else's bride
I'm still teetering on the edge of love
The true feelings of memory
Forever and forever buried in the bottom of my heart
Now you're someone else's bride
The starry sky is the loneliest
The joy that I have ever had with you
It's all a permanent memory
Me and you have no results
My love is unanswered
The joy we once had
It has become a mirage memory
Now you're someone else's bride
I'm still teetering on the edge of love
The true feelings of memory
Forever and forever buried in the bottom of my heart