Chapter 36: Wasted Years

Gu Qingyi smiled lightly, "Why did Aunt Zhang bring up the old things again?" Haven't our grievances been written off, if you say it again and again, it seems that I can't tolerate it. ”

It is a shrewd look that does not enter the oil and salt, and does not leak water.

"I was the daughter of a good family, but I was abducted and sold since I was a child, and I fell into the dust, when the wind and dust who was happy to welcome me, it was hard to find a lover to get out of the sea of suffering, but the housewife was jealous and intolerant, and found an excuse to send me to this miserable place, and ignored me for many years......"

Zhang Xinya was originally pretentious, but she was touched and sad when she was talking, and she really cried, "I know that I come from a humble background, and I am looked down upon by you ladies from famous families, so I can only ask for some cheap words and deceive myself." ”

She sang and wrote well, and she cried with true feelings, Gu Qingyi's eyes moved slightly, and she suddenly felt nostalgic for herself, if the guards of the Qin Wangfu did not take her cousin out of Wanhualou, I am afraid that Zhang Xinya would be a cousin or a portrayal of her future.

"It's not that you love the wind and dust, it seems that you have been mistaken by the front edge, and you are also a hard-working person." Gu Qingyi sighed lightly, "It's all involuntarily, why bother each other." Miss Zhang, don't cry, the Buddhist temple is clean and unrestrained, which is not a good thing for you. ”

"Confined to the small courtyard of the nunnery, the green lantern ancient Buddha, where is the good thing."

"Then you are in the courtyard of the deep house, silk and satin, have you ever been happy?" Gu Qingyi asked rhetorically, "It's just a boxy yard." ”

Zhang Xinya was dumbfounded, suddenly didn't know how to refute, and continued to cry, "Miss Gu just came, I don't know that the loneliness in the nunnery is terrible, there is not even a person to talk to, she sits all day long, and gradually describes the withered and walking dead. After a long time, you are afraid that you want to escape in your dreams. ”

In addition to Zhang Xinya, who is very strong, has a slightly vivid personality, in the Pinxin Courtyard, whether it is Zhao Xiuying, Li Niangzi, who is in her prime of life, or Mrs. Zhou, who is not confused, they are all in a dull appearance, and they are really like walking corpses.

Seeing that she was silent, Zhang Xinya knew that she was in her heart, and hurriedly pursued after the victory, "Miss Gu is just a young man, is she so willing to spend her time in the nunnery?" ”

Gu Qingyi is naturally unwilling, but now that she is abandoned by her family, she has no roots, no roots, and no place to return, where can she go.

The problem that she never dared to think about was nakedly exposed by Zhang Xinya, she felt unprecedentedly confused, if her uncle Gu Kangwen didn't take her back, how would she deal with herself in the future? Do you really want to die in the nunnery?

"Miss Gu, a woman has two dependences in her life, one is her father's family, and the other is her husband's family. Now my father's family is unreliable, and only a good husband can save you from the sea of suffering. ”

Zhang Xinya's voice was like a Sanskrit sound, leisurely entering the eardrums, Gu Qingyi was slightly startled, and suddenly woke up, feeling that she was not untargeted, so she asked, "What does Miss Zhang mean by this?" ”

"Naturally, I am here to show you the way out, Miss Gu." Zhang Xinya pursed her lips and smiled, pretending to point to Zhao Xiuying's house mysteriously, "Do you know that Zhao Xiuying's woman embroidered day and night, and asked the nunnery to take her into the city and sell it for silver?" ”

Gu Qingyi nodded, she had already guessed the day before yesterday, but she didn't know what the mystery was, it was worth letting Zhao Xiuying be so solemn, "Although everyone's beautiful needlework should not be left outside, but now it is not the same as it used to be, if it does not show traces, it is not a big deal to exchange needlework for some silver." ”