056 Not before, not now, and not in the future
"Bang ......"
The knock on the door came again, accompanied by the man's angry voice: "Lin Qingwan, are you bold?" Open the door! ”
Lin Qingwan had just come out of the bathroom, she stood in front of the door, staring at the five locks on the door, hesitating whether to open the door.
At this moment, she has the illusion that she is a little white rabbit and a big bad wolf outside the door.
After a while, she cleared her throat: "Mr. Lu, is there anything wrong?" ”
She was a little uneasy in her heart, whether Lu Ruoxuan was pushed out of the big thing by her, and Lu Fancheng came to vent her sister's anger!
Just like that time, she gave Lu Ruoxuan a strong cathartic drug, almost killing her.
"Open the door!" Lu Fancheng didn't have that much patience, "I'll count to three, if you don't open the door, I'll kick it!" ”
As soon as the words fell, the door opened, revealing the girl's timid little face.
He stared at her and strode in: "Am I a wolf?" You don't need to be so guarded against me! ”
Look at her guarded face, as if he is really a jackal, tiger and leopard!
When he entered, he closed the door.
When he turned around, he found that Lin Qingwan was only wrapped in a white bathrobe, a bandeau style, and his face immediately darkened: "It took so long to open the door, did you deliberately dress up like this, waiting to seduce me?" ”
Lin Qingwan realized that she was indeed only wrapped in a cloth, and looking at the man's face, she responded coldly: "Could it be that Mr. Chenglu will react to my ugly body?" I believe that Mr. Lu, even if he is extremely hungry and thirsty, will not have a desire for this body, am I right? Young Master Lu? ”
Lu Fancheng gritted his teeth and said, "You are self-aware!" Who would be interested in this toad skin? ”
Seeing the injury in her eyes, he couldn't bear it, but the words that came out of his mouth were still cold: "Take the bath towel away." ”
Lin Qingwan raised her head suddenly, looking at him in astonishment, she thought that she had heard it wrong.
"Do you want me to do it myself?" Lu Fancheng said impatiently.
Lin Qingwan didn't move.
Lu Fancheng was annoyed, raised his hand, stretched out and pulled, and in the girl's exclamation, the bath towel was thrown out by him.
Lin Qingwan was so frightened that she squatted down, clasping her body with both hands: "Bastard, what are you doing?" ”
I know that she is ugly, and I obviously dislike her, but I want to do this, is it to embarrass and be ashamed?
Lu Fancheng squatted down, sighed silently, and slowed down: "It's not that I haven't seen it!" What are you shy about? ”
Lin Qingwan glared at him hatefully, with tears in her eyes: "Lu Fancheng, why are you humiliating me like this?" Yes, I'm ugly, but I'm also a self-respecting person, you want to avenge your sister, there is a way, why do you ...... like this"
The words that were too late to finish were blocked by the man, and it was not until she had difficulty breathing that he raised his head, wiped his mouth, and said lightly: "It's noisy!" ”
Lin Qingwan squatted there panting heavily, his eyes were confused, what was he doing?
Lu Fancheng turned his face away, Lin Qingwan didn't notice that the tips of his ears were half red.
"Give!" Suddenly, he threw over a bag.
"What?" Lin Qingwan picked up the small bag and saw that there were actually two ointments inside, exactly the same as the one Luo Yiming gave her last time, which was scar removal ointment.
"I don't need to!" She put the ointment back in the bag and handed it back to Luvan.
The man's face sank suddenly.
A woman who doesn't know what to do!
He took out an ointment, unscrewed it, squeezed some on the cotton swab, and wiped the old scar on the girl's body with a cold face, but the girl did not appreciate it, and raised her hand to knock off the cotton swab.
"I don't know why Mr. Lu did this, but I really don't need to." Lin Qingwan said coldly.
These scars will always remind her of what mistakes she has made in her life: her sister died because of her, the Lin family was ruined because of her, her parents were indirectly killed by her, and her grandmother was indirectly caused by her coma into a vegetative state.
If there is no home, there will be no love, this scar is the pain of her eternal life!
But Lu Fancheng didn't understand her, he said coldly: "Don't forget the three conditions you promised me. The second condition is that you must use this ointment to remove the scar from me! ”
Lin Qingwan was puzzled: "Why are you doing this?" ”
Lu Fancheng said in a deep voice: "I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I can't see a woman with a toad skin!" Ask so much what to do, and use it if you are asked. ”
Lin Qingwan was even more puzzled, looking at him and not moving.
Lu Fancheng tried to coax: "If Old Lady Lin wakes up and sees her granddaughter covered with old wounds, do you say, will she be sad?" ”
This trick paid off immediately.
When Lin Qingwan heard this, she immediately snatched the ointment: "I use this medicine!" ”
Grandma is her only relative in this world, and she doesn't want her to be sad for her.
Lu Fancheng looked at her and sighed helplessly in his heart.
an hour ago......
Rockwell Hospital.
He took the scar removal ointment from Luo Yiming's hand.
Luo Yiming is sometimes like a roundworm in his stomach, he can understand his mind.
"Don't look at me like that!" He said calmly, "I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, I can't see her scars, I don't want to have nightmares at night!" ”
"An explanation is a cover-up!" Luo Yiming said with great certainty, "Ah Cheng, you dislike her and hate her on the surface. In fact, deep down in your heart, you are distressed and Wanwan......"
……
Distressed?
Lu Fancheng thought coldly, how could he feel sorry for her?
He said that he really has OCD!
His gaze wandered a little, and he said to himself once again that he didn't feel sorry for her, but that obsessive-compulsive disorder made him do it!
The girl in front of her is seriously applying medicine.
When his gaze touched the new wound on her chest, it was as if something had stabbed him in the heart.
He got up irritably.
The door of the girl's small bedroom was wide open, and at a glance, his face turned ugly again.
"Why don't you change this bed?" He pointed to the wooden bed that had collapsed on the ground, a little annoyed, "Lin Qingwan, are you so poor that you can't even afford a broken bed?" ”
Lin Qingwan had already put on a nightgown and covered all the skin on her body.
She looked faint: "One, I am very poor. Second, and most importantly, every time I lie on it, I tell myself, never delusional, never daydream! ”
The man in front of him, he will hug her, kiss her, and even want her, just because, he just treats her as a sister! It wasn't that he had love and lust for her.
She must always remind herself not to be delusional.
Gu Yunman also once persuaded her to buy a comfortable bed, but she refused, and after learning the reason, she didn't say anything, but she felt very sorry for this good friend who was born in the same year, month, and day as herself.
Lu Fancheng's face tightened, and he approached the girl who made him a little crazy step by step, and directly pressed her against the wall.
He was tall, and the whole person almost covered the girl tightly, and the compelling aura made Lin Qingwan breathe quickly and her heartbeat accelerated.
"You...... What are you doing......" she was nervous.
Lu Fancheng pinched her chin, lifted her face, and said gloomily: "It's not too stupid!" Lin Qingwan, let me tell you, it's best not to have any delusions about me, because, I don't love you, I didn't before, I won't now, and I won't in the future! ”
He naturally understood Lin Qingwan's feelings for him.
Since the night when he successfully proposed to Lin Tianya a few years ago, he began to pay attention to the way she looked at him, and there was a strong love in it. Now, four years have passed, and in her eyes, he can still see the strong feelings, but compared with before, this love has been mixed with tension, anxiety and fear.
She's afraid of him!
Hearing his resolute words, Lin Qingwan's nasal cavity and eye sockets suddenly swelled.
The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but you stand in front of me and don't know that I love you.
And for her, the farthest distance in the world is that you know that I love you, but you stand in front of me, reject me bluntly, and tell me, you don't love me! Never love!
She lowered her eyes, tears still dripping, and after a few seconds, she looked up and smiled, "Okay, I remember." From now on, I will try to forget you and only think of you as someone I once knew. Mr. Lu, don't worry, in the future, I will meet my own Prince Charming, I will fall in love with him, I will marry him, and I will have children with him...... That way, you don't have to worry about me eyeing you anymore! Now, you're satisfied, right? ”
"You ......" Lu Fancheng was stunned for a moment, then gritted his teeth and said, "That's the best!" ”
At this moment, there was a gentle knock on the door: "Xiaowan, I've made breakfast, come and eat it, it's not good if it's cold." ”
Lin Qingwan responded: "Okay, I'll come right away." ”
She bent down, got out from under Lu Fancheng's armpit, wrapped her nightgown, and said, "Mr. Lu, thank you for your ointment!" ”
And he went out.
What she didn't expect was that Lu Fancheng actually followed into Gu Yunman's room.
Lin Qingwan didn't think about it, turned around and pushed the person out directly, and quickly closed the door.
Lu Fancheng was so angry that his face turned green.
"Lin Qingwan, you ......"
As soon as Gu Yunman came out of the kitchen, he heard a voice outside the door and asked, "Who is it?" ”
Lin Qingwan raised her voice: "A neurotic! Leave him alone! ”
When Gu Yunman heard this, he only felt weird, but he couldn't say what it was, so he said seriously: "The pressure on people's lives nowadays is too great, they can't adjust, and they are easy to suffer from mental illness. It's pathetic to think about them......"
Lin Qingwan took over: "That neurotic just now, it's not pitiful!" ”
Lu Fancheng's head outside the door was about to smoke, this damn woman is really getting more and more lawless, dare to scold him for being insane?
He really wanted to kick the door in and kill her!
After eating breakfast, Gu Yunman turned his back to Lin Qingwan and slowly pulled down his clothes.
"Xiaowan, I have to trouble you to help me apply medicine every day, if it weren't for you, I really don't know what to do."
As she spoke, she handed the ointment and cotton swab in her hand to Lin Qingwan.
It was given to her by Luo Yiming, and it was the same brand as the scar removal ointment that Lu Fancheng brought just now.
Lin Qingwan carefully applied the medicine for her, compared with the first time, since using this ointment, the scars on Gu Yunman's body have faded a lot.
Looking at the injury on this body, Lin Qingwan's heart ached faintly.
She couldn't help but ask, "Xiao Man, why?" ”
When she saw her old wound for the first time, she was shocked, but Gu Yunman didn't say anything, and she didn't ask anymore.
But now......
After being silent for a while, Gu Yunman said softly: "Xiaowan, actually, like you, I have been in prison. ”
——
After Lu Fancheng was pushed out of the door by Lin Qingwan, the fire in his chest almost didn't spew out.
He knocked on the door across from him.
After drinking a glass of water poured by Song Ziying, he felt that the breath had eased up.
"Ziying, how many years have you and your brother been with me?" He asked suddenly.
Song Ziying said: "Back to the young master, it has been fifteen years. ”
The brothers were twelve or thirteen years old when they met.
Lu Fancheng nodded and sighed: "I didn't expect that so many years have passed." Have you and Ye Lei met a girl you like? ”
"Back to the young master, no."
"If so, be sure to let me know. I have bought you each an adjoining villa in your name, and when you get married, you will move in there......"
"Young Master!" Song Ziying raised his head suddenly.
Just then, a woman's frightened cry for help pierced through two layers of walls and smashed into their ears.
They all have excellent hearing.
"Don't come here!"
"Help......"
Lu Fancheng was shocked, this voice was obviously Lin Qingwan's!
He secretly screamed in his heart, no!
He and Song Ziying rushed out of the room and kicked Lin Qingwan's door open.