Three months have passed, and during this time, I have to stay in front of the Xuanguang Mirror every day to look at my father, mother, grandfather, as well as Lacey and Zifei, and only after eleven o'clock every night will I stand in front of the Xuanguang Mirror and meditate on the appearance of Bai Xue, and then stand motionless in front of the Xuanguang Mirror.

Because only when you sleep, Shirayuki is alone.

"Don't look at it, it's another three hours." There was a voice behind him, I know who it was, his name was Xian Wuyin, it was the person who drove the airship before, and in seven months he would be able to reincarnate again.

He is not here to be blessed, he has a mission on earth.

Now he is just taking me as a newcomer, and I am the future airship helmsman.

I like to look at the snow alone, and whenever Wu Yin appears, I walk away alone, and when I pass through the hallway, I look at the portrait of the master again. Master, Master, is everything really fate, what if I don't meet you? Maybe I'm still secretly in love with Bai Xue, and I can only wander downstairs at her house and look at the window, just for the occasional figure passing by the window.

This airship has countless secrets, many things that he can't tell me without groaning, and many things that even he doesn't know. He only told me that before him, the helmsman of this airship was my master, Mao Xiaofang.

Recently, I like to go to a small bar called Moon Banwan, where there is a resident singer who is also half the owner of this store, her name is Lingni, and she exudes a charming mature smell. I don't like it because I'm obsessed with Lingni, it's because I like to listen to her sing and drink her wine.

Each of her songs is accompanied by a different wine, and each glass of wine is made by Lingni herself. Drink slowly at the beginning of a song, and when a song is finished, the wine is also drunk. People can enter different realms through these different songs and special wines, they can miss the good old days, they can reminisce about their childhood, they can also relive the feeling of being alone, and even let you realize life and enlightenment in this feeling, and unconsciously increase your cultivation.

And today her wine is only for me, smelling the familiar smell of wine, I asked suspiciously, "Mojito?" ”

Lingni just smiled maturely, didn't say anything, and slowly walked onto the stage. Today she sang a song "Life with You" that came out in the prime of life, "Because I dreamed that you left ......" When the first line of this song sounded, I began to have a dream.

"I know that I will be by your side if I have you." When the last sentence ended, I woke up from my dream. The wine was gone, the dreams were forgotten, but I realized that I had burst into tears.

With you in one life, what about the three lives? At this moment, I thought of the Sansheng Stone, the one next to the Sansheng Stone, and the last words she said to me after I saw the scene on the Sansheng Stone - turn around and leave in a second, and forget it for the rest of my life.

I'm going to go back to the Lechuan River and see the Sansheng Stone again, and now I can finally understand why she is always nostalgic for being there, and doesn't want to be reincarnated, because I don't want to do that now.

Quickly arrived at the destination with the airship, the blood pool of the Lechuan River was still gloomy and miserable, but there were still crowds of people next to the Sansheng Stone outside the bridge.

"It's time to go to reincarnation." Someone shouted again, everyone ran away, and the woman in the white dress was still there, she was standing next to the Sansheng Stone and rubbing her hand gently, as if she was caressing her lover's face.

I walked over slowly, and as soon as I approached her, I turned slightly, her eyes still so bright, full of wisdom and detachment.

"You're back." She said lightly.

"Do you remember me?" I was amazed and asked, shouldn't everyone in the world forget about me?

She just smiled.

She really seems to remember me. Haven't I been removed from the Book of Cause and Effect of the Third World? Didn't everyone forget about me? Why does she remember me?

I looked at her in disbelief, worthy of being a strange woman in the world. Since that time I went back, I was a little puzzled by her, and now I want to ask her.

"Jose has been reincarnated, why don't you still leave?"

"No, my Jose is here." She stroked the smooth surface of the Sansheng Stone with her hand, and looked at the Sansheng Stone with a gentle look in her eyes.

I had an epiphany right away. That's right, reincarnated without the memory of his previous life is another person, Jose is no longer Jose! Then why was I so excited to see that I could be with Bai Xue in the next life? I wasn't me then, she wasn't her anymore?

Bai Xue has completely forgotten me now, what is the difference between reincarnation?

After I understood it, I knew that there was no need to watch Sanshengshi anymore, but I wanted to say goodbye one last time, and any story and movie should have a perfect ending.

"I'm leaving." I nodded to her and bowed, and at the same time bent down to express my heartfelt thanks and respect to her. I used a quote from her after I turned my head, and I hope it will help her as well.

"The heart, if there is no place to dwell, is wandering everywhere..."

The next day I prepared a bouquet of flowers and went to see Bai Xue because I had never sent her flowers. Of course, she doesn't remember me anymore, I used the shapeshift to transform into Zhao Dong's appearance,

I just want to hug her one last time, bury my head in her hair one last time, smell her hair one last time.

……

The location is by the small dragon egg lake in Dashipan, and the weather today is good and warm. There are a lot of people here who come for an autumn trip, and they want to catch the last autumn when winter is about to begin, and I am very satisfied with the weather today, which is the ending of the script of my dreams.

I saw the snow, she stood by the water, the breeze blowing her hair softly, the calm lake filled with blue sky and a fairy. She turned her head to look at me and smiled.

I strode up, and she walked towards me, and my heart pounded as if I had seen her for the first time.

Suddenly, a figure ran up quickly beside me, stretched out his hands, wrapped his arms around Bai Xue's thin waist, and picked her up and spun her around.

Zhao Dong!

I looked down at my own reflection in the lake, and I had changed back to my original appearance, and although it was also a delicate face, she could no longer recognize me.

Is this my perfect confession? God won't even give me a chance?.

Causally! I've been cut off from her cause and effect, and even though I used Shapeshift, the outcome is still the same. Why! I just want a perfect full stop.

After a long time, I looked up at the sky and sighed softly in my heart. Zhao Dong hugged Bai Xue affectionately, and I slowly turned around and threw the bouquet of flowers into the lake.

……

I am the tears you left behind,

Condensed into a quiet lake on the side of the road.

Just because every day you pass by the lake, your reflection is imprinted in the water,

It's like I've hugged you tightly.

You don't pass by me,

I'm going to look for you,

The waves that rose with a little breeze crumbled the dirt little by little.

Finally, on that day, I broke through the embankment, and with the hillside I rushed down,

Where are you? I searched everywhere.

There are crowds on both sides avoiding me, and there is no sign of you in it.

I was getting weaker and weaker and had to slow down.

Finally, I saw you ahead.

He'll take you into his arms!

I'm going to try to rush over and wet your little feet so that I can stroke you one last time.

I used all my strength, but you went off into the distance.

Finally I slapped on the stone on the side of the road and kissed the footprints you left behind,

My body, shattered by the stone, turned into those little teardrops.

Note to this chapter - about "She next to the Sansheng Stone" I have explained in the work, but many places have not been published, but I think many friends now know who she is, I hope all Sanmao fans like my arrangement, because I think if Sanmao has a choice, it will be this choice.