Chapter 40: Miscellaneous 3
She smiled and shook her head slightly, chuckling slightly self-deprecatingly: "Actually, I still think things are too simple and easy. Let's not say that it's not easy to buy a house in the city with a salary at work, just talk about my mother, even if she buys a house, she is afraid that she will not live with me for a long time. She will definitely say that she is not used to living and boring, and she will definitely come back to the village. Most of the older generation in the countryside are like this, unlike young people, young people can't wait to go out and never come back, they like the prosperity of the city, they like a more convenient and faster life, but most of the older generation don't like it. There are also a lot of such people in our village, their children are out of the city, and they want to take the old people to enjoy the happiness, and the results are the same, the old people don't go for a few days and want to come back, and some also say that they are so stuffy that they secretly wipe their tears alone, it is not as good as the village, it is not so hot, not so noisy, the air is good, and there are people who can chat and talk together, freely, anyway, it is stronger than the outside. I don't think I should regret it, if my sister and I both go out, my mother will be so pitiful! ”
Mom is already pitiful enough, how can she bear to make the rest of her old age even more pitiful?
Lu Xiaoqing saw it very clearly, and the longer she came back, the more she saw it clearly, and she was already relieved.
Maybe at the beginning, she regretted it a little in her heart, right? After all, she is also a layman, a child from a peasant family, and only by studying can she change her class, and then benefit her parents, and lay a better foundation and create a higher starting point for her future children.
And everyone around me has this view, after graduating from school, you can find a decent job in the city, integrate into the city and become a city person, and you can get rid of the hard days of facing the loess with your back to the sky and digging in the soil for generations! Hearing and seeing, she also has some of this idea.
And I have to admit that life in the city is indeed easier and more convenient than in the countryside.
Not to mention anything else, for example, there is no mobile phone signal in the village. Once you get sick at night, if you are not in a hurry, you can only wait for dawn, and if you are in a hurry, you have to go to the town in the dark.
Their village is closer to the town, it's better, if it's a real village in the mountains, it's even worse!
It is not uncommon for the condition to be delayed because of this.
At that time, she insisted on staying in the village, that is, she was holding on with a breath, not to mention the pressure brought by her mother and the people in the village, even she herself was under a lot of pressure.
After all, this is not a small matter, it is a major event related to the direction of life.
And what the outcome of her choice will be in the future, no one knows, and no one can guarantee that it will be as good as it seems.
It's a gamble and a risk.
But at least for now, she's survived.
couldn't help but glance at Fu Ling, Lu Xiaoqing's heart warmed slightly, and she thanked him a lot, he was a nobleman. With his support, the pressure on her heart has also been reduced a lot.
Fu Ling also happened to look at her, looking at each other, each other's eyes were a little bright and straightforward, as if they were looking directly into each other's hearts.
It's too late to dodge.
Lu Xiaoqing was slightly embarrassed, her face turned red, her face, neck, and ears slowly warmed up, and she lowered her head in a little panic.
Fu Ling smiled and said softly, "Everything will be fine." He understood what she meant, for the sake of her mother, she would not let herself regret it, and no matter what, she would definitely take a path that would have the best of both worlds. Fu Ling suddenly felt a little distressed, she had endured too much, and it seemed to be ...... And the pressure he put on her, right?
"Well," Lu Xiaoqing nodded with a smile, gradually calmed down, and said with a smile: "I think so too, after all, the times are always developing!" Gotta look ahead. ”
"That's right!" Fu Ling also laughed, stood up and said, "I'll send you back, it's a little late." ”
"Okay." Lu Xiaoqing was about to get up when a hand reached out in front of her. Under the faint light, the slender palms are distinctly jointed, and the hand shape is very good-looking, which makes people feel pleasing to the eye.
Lu Xiaoqing was stunned, raised her eyes to look at him, but saw him smiling at herself. That smile is gentler than moonlight. It's heart-pounding.
After a little hesitation, Lu Xiaoqing reached out and gently put it in the palm of her hand, and she stiffened slightly when she was held by him. The warm and generous touch made her feel numb like electricity, and her little heart suddenly seemed to be beating and pounding as if it had no place to fall.
Flustered.
After standing up, Lu Xiaoqing subconsciously wanted to withdraw her hand, but was held hard by Fu Ling.
She was startled and looked up at him, "Fu-"
"Fu Ling," Fu Ling said, "call me Fu Ling." ”
Lu Xiaoqing's body was weak, her face and ears were red, and she felt even more flustered under his burning gaze with a half-smile on her face, and she stammered subconsciously: "Fu, Fu Ling!" ”
Fu Ling suddenly opened his arms and hugged her tightly in his arms.
Lu Xiaoqing's body tightened at first, then slowly relaxed, hesitated, raised her hand to wrap around his waist, and felt a sweetness in her heart.
Fu Ling's eyebrows bent, and he hugged her harder, and his chest was hot and hot.
Since when? Maybe she left a deep impression on him when they first met, and the kind of clean and indifferent temperament that is hard to ignore.
Later, she had to impress him when she broke into his office and asked for help with beautifully written, well-organized, and logical information.
Because he ran to their village more often, there were a lot of rumors around him, he didn't say a word and disdained it, but he couldn't help but pay more attention to her in his heart, and subconsciously was led astray by those rumors, as if the more he looked at her, the more he felt different.
Seem...... It wasn't a rumor, it was what he thought.
After that, he paid more attention to her. As long as you are free, this shadow will appear in your mind subconsciously, and when you have free time, you always want to run to the village, even if you only look at her a few times and talk to her, it is good, and your heart will be inexplicably happy and happy.
He could see that she was not the same to him.
However, he was not too sure.
After all, she is also a highly educated person, and in this village, she may not have too much in common with other people, he and her are the same kind of people, maybe just because of this, she can talk to him too much?
But sometimes he felt that she was a little different to him after all.
But what if not?
If it's not, it's just that he misunderstood, wouldn't it be embarrassing to meet again in the future?
Fu Ling was extremely entangled.
Until today, seeing Fang Feipeng pestering her so shamelessly in the county town, he suddenly felt a wave of anger in his heart, and he couldn't help but not do anything with that bastard.