Han Jin's mind spun around in a chaotic circle, and the expression on his face was well controlled, "I've been training in the county for the past few days, and I didn't go home after yesterday, I thought about coming over to send something to Xiaoshan and Xiangxiang, but I really didn't know that Xiangxiang had gone home." Did something happen to the family and who did she go back with?"

Teacher Sun was not in a hurry when she heard this, "The day after you left, she went to pick vegetables in the tunzi, and a relative of your commune brought a letter, saying that a cousin of her cousin's family had a miscarriage and hemorrhage, and no one took care of her in the hospital, so she asked her to hurry over and take a look, and Lanxiang left that day." Don't worry, Lan Xiang will definitely not suffer on the road to the county where she took the big car. ”

Han Jin was particularly distressed about Xiangxiang, which was seen by everyone. Xiaoshan also values her sister, and the younger brother who has delicious food together gives the first bite to her sister, not to mention doing heavy work, even if her sister goes out to sunbathe, Xiaoshan is worried.

Because the two members of the family love her, outsiders also have to take care of her, and they will love her a lot.

Han Jin was anxious, but he still quietly chatted with Teacher Sun, and asked Xiangxiang clearly about the situation when he left, and then went to find Xiaoshan.

Xiangxiang doesn't have a cousin, grandma and grandpa are outsiders, they only have one daughter, grandma only gave birth to two daughters, aunt and Zhang Guirong, and their family doesn't even have distant relatives who can't beat them, let alone the kind of cousin who is so close that she needs Xiangxiang to take care of in the hospital.

Han Jin pulled Xiaoshan aside and asked him, Xiaoshan's statement was the same as that of Teacher Sun, "I didn't look at the person who carried the letter, my sister met it when she went to cut a handful of coriander in the tunzi by herself, and said that her aunt asked her to bring the letter, she told me and left." Brother Jin, you always go to see my aunt with my sister, I haven't seen my cousin's sister, and my sister hasn't usually said it. ”

He is young, his grandmother and grandfather have passed away when he was born, and he has never returned to his grandmother's house, and he still doesn't remember when he is three or four years old, and his grandmother is gone, and his aunt has a bad relationship with his mother, and the two families never move, and his aunt comes to pick up his sister and goes to Grandpa Han's house to pick him up.

It's just that I've been walking around a lot with my aunt this year, and he's all in school, so I've never seen him at all, and he and my aunt are familiar with each other, and they haven't said a few words at all, and I have never had such a thing as a relative of my grandmother's family in my impression.

The only brother and sister in the family who have contact with grandma's family is my sister, and she usually doesn't like to gossip, and Xiaoshan doesn't know anything about things over there.

So my sister said that she was going to take care of her cousin, and it was my aunt who asked her to carry the letter, so he completely believed it.

Han Jin's heart was like a red-hot steel wire falling in mid-air, he didn't know what it was like, he knew that Xiangxiang was very smart, and he would definitely not be deceived by others, and if this person was not there, it must be used to deceive Teacher Sun and Xiaoshan, she was going to leave by herself, and she should be fine.

But she walked for four days, and she didn't go home

Han Jin tried hard to suppress the inexplicable fear in his heart, and carefully asked Xiaoshan about the situation before Xiangxiang left, Xiaoshan didn't say anything special, "My sister didn't say anything, only said that if she stayed there for a long time, let the two of us go back and find clothes to wear, and said that there was still a month to go out, and it would be cold in the morning and evening, she bought a set of new autumn clothes and pants for each of us, and put them in a new box in her house, let you find out and try it, if it is not suitable for her to change it." ”

"Brother Jin, my sister instructed me several times, let the two of us be grateful to try on autumn clothes, what is there to try on autumn clothes, she must have bought me a big one again, you said that my sister has to be 1.8 meters tall in her heart, why does she always think that I am too long" Sister thinks he grows fast, Xiaoshan is actually proud in his heart, and he has no intention of complaining at all.

The fear in Han Jin's heart became bigger and bigger, and he didn't know why, his palms began to feel cold, and he barely said a few words to Xiaoshan, and he hurried home.

Xiaoshan didn't know anything, but he knew that the new wooden box that Xiangxiang said couldn't hold clothes, that was when he just typed it out, brushed the varnish and put it on the side of the new house to disperse the smell, Xiangxiang also told him when he left, the box had better be used for two months, or the paint smelled too much and it was not good for the body.

She didn't match the actual situation with Teacher Sun and Xiaoshan, but she must know that they would tell him these words, so what did she want him to know

Where the hell is Xiangxiang

Will she be in danger

Why didn't she tell him anything and left?

She knew that he was waiting for her call in the commune every day, so why did he leave without saying a word

When Han Jin rushed to Ishihara County, there were more and more questions in his heart, and what he was most afraid of was that she was in danger. What the hell happened to her, why didn't she look for him

These questions were spinning in his mind like a marquee, and when he came to the door of his aunt's house, it was already dusk, Han Jin clenched his fists tightly, rubbed his face fiercely, and then pushed open the door and walked in.

The aunt is eating with a leash, and while eating, she is talking about the hoe that is about to be hung, is it okay to go to the little aunt

On the table is the dinner of the grandparents and grandchildren, eggplant stewed beans and potatoes, and peppers, the aunt is very casual, try to make all the dishes in one pot, do not pay attention to the good looks and don't care too much about the taste, the purpose is to eat full. But fortunately, the life of the grandparents and grandchildren is very passable, and there is a salted duck egg on the table, and they will dig a piece for their grandmother to eat a bite, and the two of them have a good taste.

Han Jin didn't ask anything directly when he came in, seeing that Xiangxiang was not there, his heart seemed to be pressed by a boulder, and that guess was about to be implemented.

However, he still couldn't see anything on his face, and didn't let his aunt Zhang Luo bring him a bowl to eat, "Auntie, I'm here to eat in the county, you can sit down and eat quickly, I'm just passing by, come and see you and tie up." ”

Tie up Zilai is very familiar, other children are afraid when they see Han Jin, he is not afraid, because he knows that Uncle Jin Zi will not lose his temper, and he has seen his good temper with the little aunt, and he does not agree at all when others say that Uncle Jin Zi is scary.

Tie up and move the small bench over and sit next to Uncle Jinzi, "Uncle Jinzi, why didn't my little aunt come to my grandmother and let me go over to see my little aunt when she said to hang the hoe, you tell her, I miss her, I dreamed of her the night before yesterday, she made me sugar steamed buns and big elbows, but they are delicious"

Han Jin knew that Xiangxiang really didn't come, so he asked his aunt sideways, "Auntie, what other relatives are there over there of Grandma Xiangxiang I have a meeting in the county today, and a Shitun told me that he is Xiangxiang's cousin, is there such a person over there?"

The aunt shook her head very resolutely, "If there is no one, I will leave me and Zhang Guirong, our family is two bags of desperate households, one of the relatives is gone, don't let them be foolish, what cousin can Shitun have, there is no one in my grandmother's family, and it is so clean that there is not even a piece of ancestral tablet left."

Han Jin reluctantly said a few more words to his aunt, took out a pack of White Rabbit toffee from his pocket, tied it up and left. He heard that seven pieces of sugar can top a cup of milk, which is good for the body, so he thought about tonifying the body for Xiangxiang, so he bought a lot.

Han Jin didn't know how he ran back to Mopantun from Jiapigou, it was already midnight when he ran to the tunzi, and the old grandfather who came out to feed the night grass to the livestock saw him, "Jinzi, why didn't you ride a bicycle when you went out?"

He remembered that the bicycle was still in the compound of the county party committee, and he had forgotten about it at all.

Running to the house, Han Jin rushed directly to Xiangxiang's new house, the east one was going to be lived in by Zhou Lanye at that time, and it had already been pasted with window paper, and a wooden bed had also been built, and there was an unpainted log box to put something for her.

The two boxes that had been painted had been placed in the west room, and Han Jin ran over and opened the box with a trembling hand, and there were two boxes full of clothes, both of which he had never seen before. A box for Xiaoshan, a box for him, Xiangxiang made new clothes, shoes and socks, new fabrics, and even a new wool blanket and a quilt with new faces, new cotton in his box.

And in the box, she left a letter for him and Xiaoshan respectively.

Han Jin picked up the letter and opened it several times before opening the unsealed letter and taking out two pieces of paper from it.

Xiangxiang's delicate and beautiful words are so familiar, but he only read one sentence and his hands trembled so much that he couldn't read the words clearly.

Xiaojin:

I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

Han Jin clutched the letter paper and pressed against the wall to make himself stand firm. A gust of wind from somewhere extinguished the faint flame of the kerosene lamp, and Han Jin stood in the darkness and gritted his teeth fiercely, breathing heavily like a strong wind on the sea before the tide came.

I don't know how long it took for Han Jin to reluctantly believe what he saw. In fact, he had a hunch when he was in the performance team, but he didn't believe it, everything was fine, how could Xiangxiang leave

This was impossible, he didn't believe that Xiangxiang would suddenly leave him and leave

They are about to get married, a new life is just around the corner, and he is planning their future good days all the time, how can she leave all of a sudden

What the hell is wrong, how did Xiangxiang leave?

Han Jin stood in the dark for a long time before lighting the lamp to read the letter again.

"Xiao Jin, I know it's unfair for me to say goodbye like this, but if I don't leave, you will definitely not listen to what I say later, let alone accept it."

"You are the most important person in me, if I were to be put in an order, then you would definitely be the first person in my heart. So I didn't leave because I hated you, and you can't get me wrong. ”

"But to become a husband and wife, there are too many conditions, and the two of us are not suitable. I know you won't accept my decision, and if we still live together and see each other every day, you won't give me a chance to say no, so I can only show my heart in this way. ”

"Xiaojin, don't worry, I'll arrange my own life. Don't look for me, when you figure it out, marry a wife and have children and live a good life, I will come back to see you and Xiaoshan. Being your sister is the luckiest thing I've ever done in my life, and I look forward to coming back one day. ”

"Xiao Jin, look at the girls around you, and slowly you will find that there are many, many good girls, and you will definitely find better ones."

"I know it's hard for you to take it, but I'm ready, maybe three or five years, maybe ten or eight years, it's okay, take your time, one day you'll figure it out."

Han Jin reluctantly said a few more words to his aunt, took out a pack of White Rabbit toffee from his pocket, tied it up and left. He heard that seven pieces of sugar can top a cup of milk, which is good for the body, so he thought about tonifying the body for Xiangxiang, so he bought a lot.

Han Jin didn't know how he ran back to Mopantun from Jiapigou, it was already midnight when he ran to the tunzi, and the old grandfather who came out to feed the night grass to the livestock saw him, "Jinzi, why didn't you ride a bicycle when you went out?"

He remembered that the bicycle was still in the compound of the county party committee, and he had forgotten about it at all.

Running to the house, Han Jin rushed directly to Xiangxiang's new house, the east one was going to be lived in by Zhou Lanye at that time, and it had already been pasted with window paper, and a wooden bed had also been built, and there was an unpainted log box to put something for her.

The two boxes that had been painted had been placed in the west room, and Han Jin ran over and opened the box with a trembling hand, and there were two boxes full of clothes, both of which he had never seen before. A box for Xiaoshan, a box for him, Xiangxiang made new clothes, shoes and socks, new fabrics, and even a new wool blanket and a quilt with new faces, new cotton in his box.

And in the box, she left a letter for him and Xiaoshan respectively.

Han Jin picked up the letter and opened it several times before opening the unsealed letter and taking out two pieces of paper from it.

Xiangxiang's delicate and beautiful words are so familiar, but he only read one sentence and his hands trembled so much that he couldn't read the words clearly.

Xiaojin:

I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

Han Jin clutched the letter paper and pressed against the wall to make himself stand firm. A gust of wind from somewhere extinguished the faint flame of the kerosene lamp, and Han Jin stood in the darkness and gritted his teeth fiercely, breathing heavily like a strong wind on the sea before the tide came.

I don't know how long it took for Han Jin to reluctantly believe what he saw. In fact, he had a hunch when he was in the performance team, but he didn't believe it, everything was fine, how could Xiangxiang leave

This was impossible, he didn't believe that Xiangxiang would suddenly leave him and leave

They are about to get married, a new life is just around the corner, and he is planning their future good days all the time, how can she leave all of a sudden

What the hell is wrong, how did Xiangxiang leave?

Han Jin stood in the dark for a long time before lighting the lamp to read the letter again.

"Xiao Jin, I know it's unfair for me to say goodbye like this, but if I don't leave, you will definitely not listen to what I say later, let alone accept it."

"You are the most important person in me, if I were to be put in an order, then you would definitely be the first person in my heart. So I didn't leave because I hated you, and you can't get me wrong. ”

"But to become a husband and wife, there are too many conditions, and the two of us are not suitable. I know you won't accept my decision, and if we still live together and see each other every day, you won't give me a chance to say no, so I can only show my heart in this way. ”

"Xiaojin, don't worry, I'll arrange my own life. Don't look for me, when you figure it out, marry a wife and have children and live a good life, I will come back to see you and Xiaoshan. Being your sister is the luckiest thing I've ever done in my life, and I look forward to coming back one day. ”

"Xiao Jin, look at the girls around you, and slowly you will find that there are many, many good girls, and you will definitely find better ones."

"I know it's hard for you to take it, but I'm ready, maybe three or five years, maybe ten or eight years, it's okay, take your time, one day you'll figure it out."