Chapter VI: Online and Offline
It is said that an online relationship ended like this, and it should be a little lost and regretful, but the roommate was fine, like no one, and soon chatted with another girl on the Internet.
It seems that I said it when I attacked the girl named Yuqing before
"There is no truth on the Internet, and yesterday is strange today", which is not unreasonable. However, he was so devoted to this chat that he even forgot to sleep and eat, and I really can't think of any kind of girl who could touch his heart like this.
Originally, I was not a curious person, but he stopped talking to me, and I was still very uncomfortable. So one night, before going to bed, I asked him, "How are you talking, tell me about it, or else I will say that you will forget your friends when you see you (you should forget your friends if you don't see them)." He smiled embarrassedly, and then whispered in a dreamy voice: "The girl who chatted this time is so close to him, they chatted for a few days, and they left each other 163 mailboxes, and they wrote to each other every day, it felt like falling in love." I said, "What's the big deal, the last girl wrote you a real letter, is it a playhouse?!" He replied, "No, how can I tell you, the girl I talked to this time is more similar to my female classmates from college, the same style of speech, sometimes I have some kind of delusion." I stared at him tightly and said, "I see, you have a crush on that female college classmate of yours, and you're looking for a replacement." ”
"Yes," he replied with his head bowed, as if with great determination, looking up at me firmly,
"I'm going to tell you a good story about me and her (that college girl), I haven't talked to anyone before." The 40,000 words omitted here are too many words for him to write them all due to space limitations.
After listening to him, I couldn't know or confirm whether there was love between them (and even if there was, it was purely spiritual), and he didn't even hold her hand.
But I was so impressed by his infatuation that I can still imagine a picture of a sad boy standing on a balcony at sunset, holding a cigarette in his right hand, looking up at the sky and sighing as if spitting out round smoke rings, his long figure reflected in the gray corridor (the scene in the university).
Two days later, at about 9 o'clock in the evening, he hurriedly ran into the dormitory, looking at his panicked appearance, he really didn't know what was wrong.
He said in a panic: "I am embarrassed and ashamed, I didn't expect such a coincidence in the world!" It turned out that after he chatted with me for a long time, he couldn't get enough of it, and when he chatted with the girl, he asked the girl: "Did you talk about love in college?" She replied, "There was a boy in college who seemed to like her, but she couldn't figure out whether it was true or not." This statement is in line with his story, he is the first to confess to his female classmates, but they didn't respond, feeling faceless, for his own little vanity, he explained to her that his previous actions were because so-and-so took a fancy to her, and he helped introduce him from it, she flatly refused, saying that so-and-so had no hope.
He felt extremely depressed and guilty about what he had done, so he made up his mind to bury his love in his heart and stay away from her.
Since then, various signs have shown that the female classmate does not hate him, and can even be said to like him. And just like that, a few years passed, and nothing happened between them.
But he himself knew that he was not happy, very unhappy. The statement of the girl on the Internet resonated with him.
He told her everything that happened to him and his female classmate, and told all his true feelings without any scruples, and after he finished speaking, he felt more relaxed than ever.
The girl listened quietly to him until the end of the conversation. As soon as he went online tonight, he didn't see the girl, but a netizen took the initiative to greet him, and he didn't respond, because he saw that her screen name turned out to be the last two words of the name of his female college classmate (more special, not a coincidence), she said: "I know it's you!" His mind was instantly confused, and the person he had been chatting with was really his female classmate!
Doesn't it mean that there are millions of people on the Internet, and the chance of running into someone is very low? Just then talked about two people and met, how to explain this?
He felt embarrassed, ashamed, and unable to face it, so he went straight to the net and fled in a hurry.
I asked him in confusion, "Aren't you dreaming about her?" How can you not face it when you meet online? ”