Am I fighting against myself? It sounds like you're setting up a plaque for yourself.

I really don't want to do this, but since Wang Zhengqing wants to hand over the snuff bottle to me to deal with, it can only be like this.

The world is like this, sometimes you just want to be a melon-eating masses and do your own job, but the current situation is that I can't just do my job, and I have to shoulder heavier responsibilities.

Should I do this...... Anyway, in the past, I definitely thought that what did it have to do with me even if the fuck was the end of the world.

But the truth is, when an unprecedented danger happens to me, I just have to grasp the straw, or I just have to pull the fuse and not let it blow.

It's just that I haven't seen the market yet, and Wang Zhengqing and I haven't figured out the origin of this black smoke, so now we want to stop it from eating away at my mind? It's a little hard for me.

I woke up early the next morning, or to put it mildly, I hadn't slept at all that night.

It's not that I don't want to sleep, it's that I can't sleep at all.

I would wake up once in an hour or so, and it was very painful because every time I woke up, it was the endless darkness of my dreams.

In my dreams, the darkness invaded me completely, then laughed at me mercilessly, and then gave me hope when I was about to break, and I woke up suddenly when I was about to fall.

So that's how I spent the whole night, disappointed, hopeful, hopeless, disappointed.

I felt like I was being subjected to some kind of psychological torture, maybe this is the desire to wear a crown, to bear its weight, and this snuffbox is the crown.

When Wang Zhengqing saw me, he still didn't know what was going on, and deliberately asked me what was wrong.

This kind of thing, I can only complain to him.

When I told him what I had seen from last night's dream, he was in an unbelievable exaggeration.

Indeed, what I said is somewhat serious.

It's like a pervert who is inflicting psychological torture on me, and it just so happens that this pervert is myself, my own heart.

Then it's embarrassing, because no one knows themselves better than I do, so no one knows their weaknesses better than I do.

That is, if I were too strong in my heart for that craving, I would definitely want to compromise with that black smoke in the snuffbox.

This is a temptation that no one can resist, so after I finished talking to Wang Zhengqing, I asked him, can he still trust me to keep the snuffbox now?

I thought he'd shake his head, and I thought of another way to do it, and we could find a place to bury it.

But burying it does not mean that this problem is gone, this problem still exists, and we have to face it and these temptations after all.

"Zhang Yao, I believe in you, and you should also believe in yourself."

To be honest, I don't want to believe it.

I can imagine the pressure and temptation that the black smoke would release to me through the snuffbox.

You know, last night, I left the snuffbox in the cabinet in my room, and I didn't keep it close to me, even by the bedside, but from so far away, he was still able to release some kind of temptation to me, prompting me to turn on the red knob.

I felt as if he had established some kind of connection with me.

How to put it, it seems that I dripped blood on the gluttonous wood carving to promote the gluttony to my use to achieve the effect of eliminating evil and evil, and at that time, I established a certain relationship with the gluttony.

What has this connection with me is an evil thing, no...... It should be said that it is a living body.

"Brother Wang, you should know that we are tantamount to putting a time bomb by our side, right?"

I asked.

And he nodded without hesitation and said, "I know." ”

"But if we don't leave this time bomb with us, he'll be used, and then it's a simple bomb."

Hearing him say this, I can only admit that this burden has now fallen on my shoulders, and I must bear it.

However, I guess he also knew that my pressure was too much, so he patted me on the shoulder again.

"Zhang Yao, if you really can't hold on, then we will hand this over to our superiors, and you have to think about all the consequences."

After speaking, he sighed: "Of course, you don't need to have any psychological pressure, because this matter was simply done by the two of us, without any instructions, because we were worried that this thing would be used by others and used as a bad direction, so we ......"

Before he could finish, I nodded.

"Brother Wang, I know, I know, what we do is all private behavior, no organization will endorse us, all the consequences need to be borne by ourselves, and even I need to bear it alone."

When I finished the last sentence, and I had to bear it alone, he nodded as well.

"Yes, you're right, you may have to bear these consequences alone in the end, so whether you accept this thing now or not, I respect your wishes, and you don't need to have any burden."

When I heard Wang Zhengqing say this, or in the dead of night, when I could think of these things alone, I wanted to give up.

How to say it, as I said before, even the end of the world has nothing to do with me, if I really can't stand it, I can throw this snuffbox away, who to love, what does it have to do with me? Who released it? And what will happen to this black smoke in the end, does it all have anything to do with me? Not at all.

But humans are such strange animals, they have nothing to do with themselves, but they still have to wade into this troubled water.

I guess that's me.

"Zhang Yao, no matter what, I will stand with you and be your most solid backing, and even let me tell you that our Maoshan Sect will become your most solid backing."

"You're going to tell me about this?"

I asked, and Wang Zhengqing nodded.

"I don't know if it's right to do this, but Master is an old man, in my heart, not only Master, but also like Father."

After saying that, he fell into deep thought, and then asked me, "Do you think I should believe so blindly?" ”

"Don't forget, you also blindly believe in me, so sometimes we do things intuitively."

After hearing me say this, Wang Zhengqing seemed to react, nodded, and then said, "Then tell my master, he is the only person I am willing to believe in now besides you, as for the team leader...... ...... Just the group leader. ”

There is one thing I didn't say, that is, no matter whether Wang Zhengqing blindly believes in the ancient first, I believe it anyway.

Although there is only one side, this ancient one is long, and I have some friendship with it before.

But this reminds me of one thing, since grandpa is a little greasy, does he know what kind of greasy he has?

Maybe you can find an opportunity, when Wang Zhengqing and I go back to Maoshan together, we will explore the long style of the ancient one.

Of course, Gu Yi is much smarter than me, what kind of wishful thinking I have in my heart, can he still not know? I guess when I opened my mouth, as soon as I mentioned this, he knew what I wanted to ask.

It seems that you still have to find the right time, and you can't ask rashly.

After calculating with Wang Zhengqing, Dezi called me and said that the medicinal materials had been prepared, and all kinds of utensils for boiling Chinese medicine had been prepared, and we could start at any time.

Then let's solve the matter in front of me first, and I'll hurry up and tell Mo Xiaoyun to get up.

I didn't sleep much last night, and this Nizi guessed that it was already eight or nine o'clock, and she was still lying on the bed, looking sleepy and couldn't wake up.

When she heard me say that all the medicinal materials had been prepared, she was stunned for a moment.

"Hey, it's so fast, I thought it would take two or three days to get better."

Mo Xiaoyun rubbed his eyes wistfully, sat up from the bed, and slowed down for a long time before coming back to his senses.

I said what were you doing last night, why are you sleepy like this?

"Huh..."

This little girl actually sighed, as if she was very sleepy.

"Woo, I studied your Gu poison last night, and I didn't sleep until it was almost dawn."

After saying that, this little girl looked aggrieved, to be honest, I haven't seen Mo Xiaoyun's little daughter's appearance.

And when she said this, when she slept so late because she was studying the Gu poison in my body, I was still very moved in my heart.

But at the moment, he said with some blame: "Then you can't sleep so late, you Chinese medicine is not particular, go to bed early and get up early, you can't stay up late." ”

"It's very sleepy, but if you don't sleep, it's called staying up late, and if you're not sleepy, when you're doing what you like, it's called a pleasant all-nighter."

I was impressed by this little girl's crooked reasoning, but I knew what she was afraid of, so I said, "Do you dare to say this to your master?" ”

"Hmph, ignore you."

Sure enough, this little girl knew that she was at a loss, so she walked in the direction of the bathroom angrily.

"It's not good to repay the kindness, it's obviously for you to research."

This little girl, but although I blamed her on the lips, I was very grateful to her in my heart, so I went to the kitchen and made breakfast for her.

After we had eaten, we were ready to leave to find Tokuko.

He was very well prepared, and even found a room for Mo Xiaoyun to refine medicine.

It seems that for this last opportunity, Dezi is also very concerned.

After arriving at the place, there is a utility room next to the hospital, and there are some traces of stacked goods, but it is estimated that Dezi found someone to pack these things overnight, and now all the utensils that can boil Chinese medicine are readily available, and there is even a mobile air cooler to ensure the comfort of alchemy.

"Doctor Mo, please."

Dezi bowed solemnly at Mo Xiaoyun.