According to Ling Jun's plan, she should go to the Shen family in Zhouzhuang to be married in a few days, and distribute the medicinal powder that inhibits the locust plague along the way to the wedding, so as to spread the good name among the people, a few more points, and establish a life in Yanjing.

In this regard, although Liu Qingxin was repulsed, thinking that doing this was unkind, she had to admit that Ling Jun's plan was indeed for her good.

Since ancient times, the promotion of Mien, the fight of Mien.

There are a few people who are selfless for the people and don't leave a way for themselves to live, and how many people can really get a good end, the Empress Dowager Xiaoke, isn't it the best example?

This kind of thing is a good name, hungry and cold, and can no longer be used except to be hung on people's lips, and lamented and mourned after the death of that good man.

It is necessary to know that the world is human, but there are few people who are born in the world and eat the fireworks of the world, and they are willing to sacrifice their lives for the safety of others, unless they have other intentions.

Just like in her previous life, she sacrificed her life to pull Zhang Xu off a cliff to die, isn't it also to let him stop harming the world and damaging her teacher's wisdom?

She was never selfless.

He has never been afraid of death.

It's just that, for her, the wisdom of her mentor is far more important than life and death!

"Write a letter to my grandfather."

"Tell him the old man, make someone, prepare these herbs for me."

"These medicinal materials are to be used as powders to eliminate the locust plague, and they will be distributed on the way to the wedding, so you need to prepare more."

For the old man of the Shen family, the grandfather of the original owner of this body, Liu Qingxin was full of guilt and entanglement.

However, since she has already enjoyed it, the other party's favor and protection are unreasonable, and she is not grateful to her, and she is sincerely filial.

I don't know if it's the original owner of this body, there is too strong obsession left, she has been more and more in recent days, remembering the "past things", and because of this, she has a new view and understanding of some people, but she is not confused, at least, in front of some "right and wrong", how she should decide, is appropriate.

For example, Shen Hongxue.

For example, Ling Jun.

"Your name is Shen Qingxin."

"He should be called grandfather."

Shen Hongxue's eyes instinctively darkened.

He lowered his eyelids and taught Liu Qingxin a lesson in a very low, helpless and reluctant tone, and then took a deep breath, raised his head, and met her eyes.

"You are about to marry the third prince as a concubine."

"The pickles in the inner garden of the palace are far better than where you are now, one wrong step is a catastrophe, and I will do everything I can, and it will be difficult for me to reach it."

"In the future, similar mistakes must not be repeated."

After that, Shen Hongxue was silent for a moment.

Xu felt that his words were a bit heavy, and he hurriedly added, "Others may change, Shen Hongxue, will always be Shen Hongxue, at least, in your heart, it will always be." ”

"Today's Liu Qingxin is no longer yesterday's one, why should you be so persistent and embarrassed yourself."

There is something to say.

There are things that can be done.

But there are some secrets, and the fewer people who always know, the less likely they are to get into trouble.

Liu Qingxin is not a reckless person, at least, after listening to Gu Luochen's admonition, she already understands that her true background cannot be known to outsiders.

As for Ling Jun.

Perhaps, as his "old friend" and "elder", Gu Luochen had already told him about it.

But since he didn't ask her, she didn't need to mention it before she was ready to explain it to him.

According to her increasingly clear "memory" in recent days, before she "picked up" the seriously injured him to the Good Doctor's Workshop, he and the original owner of this body knew each other, no, it should be said that they were acquainted, but she still couldn't infer how familiar they were.

Do unto others as you would have them do to you.

If you can't remember, the entanglement between the original owner of this body and Ling Jun......

Then it would be better to wait for one day in the future, when she can calmly tell Ling Jun about her true life experience, and then ask him about it.

As for Shen Hongxue.

She planned to bring this secret into the coffin.

In this way, Shen Hongxue does not have to feel guilty for the death of the original owner of this body, and she does not have to take the risk of being burned to death as a monster possessed by others.

It can be counted, well, each with its own benefits.

"It doesn't matter what you become."

"Demonization."

"For the demons."

"Iniquity."

"In my heart, you, always you."

"Those bad things, forget them, forget them, there is no need to dwell on them."

Shen Hongxue's hand shrunk into her sleeve clenched slightly.

He wanted to straighten the messy hair on Liu Qingxin's forehead behind his ears as before, but he reluctantly suppressed the urge when his arm had just made a move to lift it.

There's no going back for them.

Since he didn't resist his family's decision, he didn't hesitate to abandon everything in order to stay with her, he has lost her.

Ling Jun is a madman.

Regardless of etiquette and morality.

Even, even the face can be trampled under his feet, just to be able to stay with her.

In this regard, he was indeed convinced.

"Look at what you said."

"I can still take it seriously one day, and I can't become a monster who eats bones and eats flesh."

Liu Qingxin knew that Shen Hongxue didn't mean this.

But some things, if you take it too seriously, will make people feel uncomfortable.

She smiled and pursed her lower lip flap, staggered her gaze with Shen Hongxue, and looked at the front hall of Deshui Xuan, dancing with her hands, playing with a few embroidery girls, her eyes were full of tenderness.

This little guy grows really fast.

When I was born, I was wrinkled and didn't look like I could feed myself.

It's grown up now, but it's really more and more like Zhang Xu when he was a child.

Especially those eyes, which were shining with essence, were exactly the same as those when the kid was first adopted by their master.

No matter what kind of selfishness she had, she planned to turn Xiaobao into a person who could take over her mantle.

She has not yet discussed this with Ling Jun.

But she believes that Ling Jun has no reason and position to refuse.

"Xiaobao is very smart."

"It's like the first time you were brought to the Shen family by your aunt."

Her gaze drifted with Liu Qingxin's gaze, and Shen Hongxue saw Xiaobao in the crowd, who was held by the stars.

His expression froze for a moment, and the scene of the past seemed to come to his heart suddenly, and even the bottom of his eyes were flushed with a thin layer of red.

Silent.

Instinctive, breath-holding silence.

The front hall outside the window was filled with laughter and laughter, but the room across the window was so quiet that it could be heard.

After a long time, Shen Hongxue let out a faint sigh.

The sigh was full of contradictions.

It carries a tangled entanglement called soreness, mixed with a bright, unbelievable, joy of finding sustenance.

Just listening to it, people will feel that it is awkward.

"Xiaobao, do you look like me?"

In many cases, changing the subject is an effective way to alleviate embarrassment.

Hearing Shen Hongxue mention Xiaobao, Liu Qingxin hurriedly climbed the pole and led the topic to Xiaobao.

The mirror of this era is still made of copper, and it cannot be like the mirror of the future, clearly restoring the appearance of people, so although she has had the experience of "looking in the mirror" a few times, she is only "walking", and she has not really seen what the original owner of this is considered to be the posture of heaven and man, what does it look like, and Xiaobao, is it similar to her.

Newborn children will always be similar to their parents, although there are some who will slowly resemble the people who raised him and got along with him day and night in the process of growing up, but after all, it will take a relatively long process, not a few months.

Xiaobao is not like Bi Chengen, not at all.

Since it's not like Bi Chengen, it should be, it's like her.

What Shen Hongxue said should not be polite.

Thinking like this, Liu instinctively reached out and touched his cheek.

In my heart, is the aesthetics of the ancients so distorted?

Do you think that this kind of person with a round face like a basin is called good-looking?

No, with a conscience, this face is not very round to the touch, how can it be ...... with Xiaobao

"I mean, the look in the eyebrows."

As a businessman, especially Shen Hongxue, a businessman who relied on his talent and adaptability at a young age to find his own "gold mountain", how could he not be good at observing words and feelings?

Seeing that Liu Qingxin reached out to touch his face, and his brows were tightly wrinkled, looking entangled, he immediately understood what she was thinking, the corners of his lips couldn't help but raise slightly, smiled, and added a sentence to her, so that she could explain with relief.

Although she "doesn't remember" the past, her behavior just now was the same as when she was laughed at by the elders and said that she was fat and ugly.

This made Shen Hongxue feel very cordial, or rather, just looking at it, he felt joy.

"Children's families, in addition to eating, drinking, sleeping and playing, are just coquettish and messing around, where can they be happy."

Shen Hongxue's smile made her feel that something strange rose in her heart, and a trace of sweetness and excitement was added to her gentleness.

She knows that this kind of feeling belongs to the original owner of this body, and has nothing to do with her, if you don't want to cause trouble, you must suppress it as soon as possible, otherwise, the consequences will be unimaginable.

"It's not too early, I should go and change the dressing for Ling Jun."

"At home, I'll trouble my brother."

No matter how good it is, it is better not to see each other for a long time.

To be dead is to be dead.

No matter how unwilling you are, it's meaningless.

She can avenge the original owner of this body out of "kindness", but she can't accept it, and let the feelings of the original owner of this body affect her life.

Liu Qingxin accepted his thoughts, politely "pleaded" with Shen Hongxue, then turned around and looked at Lixia, who had been standing by her side and was responsible for protecting her, "I remember, among the gifts sent to us by Depingbo, there are two century-old ginseng trees, you go and find them for me, and later, after I finish changing the medicine for His Royal Highness, I will clean them up and make them into medicine to tonify the body, and let my brother take them back to Zhouzhuang to fulfill my filial piety to my grandfather." ”

Hundred-year-old ginseng can be regarded as a treasure that can be difficult to find.

As long as there are goods out of the mountain, the medicinal herb shops on the market will bid for the harvest, and when the market is good, it can even make a ginseng picker and several generations of people clothed and fed.

Compared with the ones that Liu Qingxin asked the Shen family to help prepare, although the quantity is large, the price is low, this file of "favor" can definitely make most people of the Shen family honestly shut their mouths, and dare not talk about it behind their backs, saying that she has too much favoritism, whether it is for the old man of the Shen family or Shen Hongxue, it is beneficial and harmless.