Chapter 123: She Regretted It
Lin Bixiao can deceive anyone, but he definitely can't deceive his heart.
Although it was right that she took the initiative to keep her distance, when Bi Qianmo really left her alone, only when she was a subordinate, she felt uncomfortable.
Until now, she still clearly remembers the scene when Xin Ye entered the ward that day to inform her that she could be discharged-
"Congratulations, Miss Lin, you can be discharged from the hospital." Xin Ye's tone was still as cynical as usual, but it was a little more dissatisfied.
Lin Bixiao is good at swallowing her anger in front of Bi Qianmo, but it doesn't mean that she is indifferent to Xin Ye's sarcasm.
"I don't seem to have offended Dr. Xin?" Not only did she not offend, but Xin Ye had been bothering her since she was admitted to the hospital.
Of course, deep down in her heart, Lin Bixiao never really felt that Xin Ye's behavior was disturbing. Because she knew very well that Xin Ye, as the head of the first hospital, could personally inquire about her situation every day, completely because of his relationship with Bi Qianmo.
Although she kept saying that she wanted to draw a line with Bi Qianmo, hadn't she been enjoying Bi Qianmo's alternative care for her?
Lin Bixiao found that since she met Bi Qianmo, she had completely become a contradiction.
She even thought that she would continue to struggle, but she didn't expect that Bi Qianmo had already made a decision before she had fully made up her mind.
"I didn't offend."
Xin Ye suddenly put away his usual hippie smile, and there was a chill of disappointment in his originally warm voice, "I always thought that Miss Lin was different. ”
"Huh?" What do you mean by that?
"But now it seems that I overestimated Miss Lin, or maybe Miss Lin was born with a heart of stone." Xin Ye's tone was mocking again.
If at this moment, Lin Bixiao couldn't hear that Xin Ye was helping Bi Qianmo fight the grievances, then she was really stupid.
At that moment, she suddenly became extremely envious of Bi Qianmo, although Xin Ye was usually out of tune, but he was extremely protective at critical times, and the left bank that had been sparing no effort by his side was even more ...... Unlike her, the people around her who approach her all have other plans.
"Won't Dr. Shin forget that you're just a doctor and don't have a position to say this?"
Lin Bixiao didn't feel good in his heart, but he still spoke coldly.
"Indeed!" Xin Ye smiled self-deprecatingly, "Since Ah Mo opened his mouth to let you go, then you should hurry up and go through the discharge procedures." ”
Out of sight, out of mind.
"I will." Lin Bixiao's voice continued to be cold, but if you listened carefully, you would find a trace of almost invisible trembling.
"Hopefully you won't regret it in the future." This was the last sentence he said to Lin Bixiao.
In fact, Xin Ye, like the left bank, can be regarded as a witness who has witnessed Bi Qianmo supporting Dihua Group all the way. They are also from wealthy families, and they all deeply understand the hardships they have paid behind Bi Qianmo's glamorous appearance.
With Bi Qianmo's current status in the imperial capital, he can't count the number of daughters and celebrities who want to be eager for him, but he hasn't seen Bi Qianmo get close to anyone over the years, and he is a scandal insulator at all.
People who play with Bi Qianmo know that he is an emotionally introverted person, and what Bi Qianmo has done to Lin Bixiao has long exceeded their cognition of Bi Qianmo.
Although Xin Ye usually likes to tease Bi Qianmo for a few words, he clearly knows in his heart that his brother who is as cold as an iceberg is trapped.
If Lin Bixiao had been on good terms with Bi Qianmo, then they would have supported her unconditionally, but on the contrary......
Lin Bixiao remembered the sentence 'I hope you won't regret it in the future' that day, and her eyes were wet again.
Won't you regret it in the future?
But she regretted it in her heart now! No, it should be said that she regretted it the moment she realized that Bi Qianmo really let go.
Every day since she was hospitalized for stomach problems caused by getting drunk at night, she wanted to leave the hospital, but Bi Qianmo refused to let go.
Lin Bixiao once complained about Bi Qianmo in her heart.
However, when Bi Qianmo really relented, what she had in her heart was not relieved, but pressed a stone heavily.
Did Bi Qianmo finally decide to let go?
Obviously, everything is developing in the direction she wants, but her heart seems to have been punctured into a big hole and can no longer be repaired.
Lin Bixiao didn't stay at home much after being discharged from the hospital, because she always thought a lot when she was alone, thinking about all kinds of things with Bi Qianmo.
Even if it was for Han Xiao that she found Bi Qianmo, it is undeniable that there are too many memories between them during this period of time.
She was afraid that if she was not careful, she would be completely swallowed by those memories.
And staying at home has to face Lin Bichi all the time, so she simply returned to the company to work soon, wanting to use work to numb herself.
On the day Lin Bixiao returned to the company, he even imagined that Bi Qianmo's sudden decision was just to teach her a lesson, hoping that she could give in to him. She also thought about it, but if Bi Qianmo gave her the slightest hint, she might really bow her head.
In fact, in her heart, the weight of Bi Qianmo's existence has exceeded her desire for revenge little by little.
Therefore, when she returned to Dihua for the first high-level meeting of the company, she had apprehension and expectation in her heart.
In the end, however, the expectations were disappointed.
At that meeting, Bi Qianmo didn't give her any hints, she never even looked at her, she was just his subordinate like the rest of the high-level officials.
Lin Bixiao didn't know how he returned to the marketing department that day, he should have stumbled several times on the way?
Later, every time I reported to Bi Qianmo face-to-face, the deep eyes of the man opposite were still unfazed.
Only then did she realize that she had rejected Bi Qianmo thousands of miles away again and again, and finally pushed Bi Qianmo away with her own hands.
At that moment, her heartache and sadness were even greater than Qin Qinglang's betrayal of her in public.
These days in Dihua, she has been well disguised, as if she has become a machine without flesh and blood, and even in the face of various projects, she is very calm and wise.
But only Lin Bixiao's heart clearly knew that she had already collapsed.
And the reason why she treated her coldly with the words that Qi Fang asked her just now was not that she didn't feel the concern from Qi Fang, but that she finally found an outlet for catharsis.
"Lin Bixiao, you're really finished."
The corners of her lips had a touch of self-deprecation.
When the whole world thinks that you have a relationship with Bi Qianmo and are the most intimate relationship, you personally push him away from your world.
Even if you want to go back to parallel lines that don't intersect, you can't change what has happened.