Chapter 097: On the Way to Meet the Grim Reaper
I don't even have to guess to know that such a cold voice must be An Beimo, but from her current tone, I can hear the implicit dissatisfaction.
"Then why don't you tell us what you said to him at the time?" Seven Stars' voice asked again, "The beast asked you before, but you didn't say it. Now it's just the two of us, and you still won't say it! ”
"Don't you believe me? Do you doubt that I will harm him? An Beimo's voice was a little colder.
"We are by no means suspicious of you, we are teammates who share life and death, we absolutely believe in you!" Qixing's voice paused, "But I still want you to tell me what you said to him, so that I can explain to my superiors when I go back!" ”
An Beimo said: "Is it so important that I told him?" Shouldn't we now think about how we can save him? ”
Qixing said slightly angrily: "Goddess, don't you still understand? We have not restored communication and have no backup. If he can't be treated, he won't be able to survive tonight in this situation! Black Hawk is dying, you know? His current situation leaves me at bay. He saved us and hitched a ride on himself! And you were the only one who spoke to him at the last moment, maybe that was the last thing he left, I wonder if the content is too much to ask? ”
It turned out that Qixing was asking about the content of the conversation between me and An Beimo at the last moment. My mind immediately rang with what An Beimo said to me at that time.
"As long as you get out of here, complete the mission, and rescue Hugo, I'll promise you a date. But now you have to concentrate on trying to get us to push the boulder away, and I'm sure the exit should be not far from us. ”
This is what An Beimo said to me in my ear, this kind of thing to be repeated by the cold and arrogant An Beimo, it is something that can't be done by beating her to death. It's no wonder that Qixing asked so much, but An Beimo refused to reveal a word.
In fact, I was also funny in my heart, thinking that An Beimo was really stubborn, wouldn't it be okay to tell a little lie and fool the past at this time, why do you have to carry it and not say it, making yourself so nervous among yourself.
As soon as I thought of this, a thunderbolt suddenly occurred in my head.
What did Seven Stars say just now? I'm going to die? And say I can't survive tonight? What kind of joke is this? Aren't I fine right now?
When I think about it, where am I so good, I can't do anything other than move in my head and hear sounds in my ears, am I really going to die?
One second I was still immersed in the joy of everyone being rescued, and I had the opportunity to date An Beimo, and the next second I was about to face the shock of imminent death. This reversal is a bit big, and I can't turn around for a while.
Listening to Qixing's words, it seems that I was injured before, infected and inflamed, which caused me to have a fever, and I collapsed due to the force of moving stones, which aggravated the injury. It's not a big deal, the point is that we're at high altitude right now, and these symptoms are enough to kill me. However, we can't contact the backup plane now, and we can't transport me back for treatment, so I may die tonight!
I thought about it for a long time to figure this thing out, no wonder I felt a little uncomfortable before, it turned out that the wound was inflamed and feverish.
When I was in the army, I encountered a cold and fever, and it was basically good to sweat during exercise, and I had never been injected or taken medicine, which I was used to a long time ago, so I didn't take it seriously. Who would have thought that these habits would bring them ** annoyance.
But when I think back to the situation at that time, all I think about is to get out of the underground as soon as possible, and I don't have time to think about whether I have a fever or not.
Looks like I'm in danger this time!
But at this time, I knew that everyone had escaped safely, and I felt a little more comfortable, at least my efforts were not in vain. It's just that I'm afraid that I can't date An Beimo and I'm a little disappointed, as for life and death, it doesn't have much impact on me.
In fact, after returning from the black heart of Gaoligong Mountain, I fell into a kind of thinking blind spot. My people are gone, but my heart is there. If it weren't for the thought of revenge that sustained me, I would have been a dead man.
But what if I let me catch Zheng Xiaocheng with my own hands? What if I were to kill him with my own hands? Zhao Jin couldn't survive, and neither did the soldiers who sacrificed. If I really succeed in revenge, I guess the heart will die with it.
Every time I face death, I feel a sense of calmness, as if this is the relief I have always wanted to find. Instructor Anna said that I haven't come out of self-blame yet, and I have always blamed myself for Zhao Jinfu's death. No matter how much Anna tried to enlighten me, I could not get rid of the shackles of this thought.
I joined the D.R.T not for some noble mission or noble morality, but to find out what secrets are hidden in the black heart, my purpose is to find clues to find Zheng Xiaocheng's traces.
And Zheng Xiaocheng is no longer my ultimate goal, because he is just an executor who obeys orders, and the mysterious forces behind him are the culprits. I have a bloody revenge plan hidden in my heart, and I want to kill everyone in the forces behind Zheng Xiaocheng. Because each of them has the blood of my comrades on their hands!
I actively cooperated with the training, obeyed the arrangements of my superiors, and forbearance was all made for the sake of revenge. I firmly believe that as long as I stay in D.R.T, sooner or later I will know the secrets of the Black Heart.
I knew Hugo that they had a gag order for me, and no one could mention anything in the Black Heart to me, but after a long time together, I couldn't believe that I couldn't find the slightest clue.
And today's result is something I didn't expect, and I'm afraid I won't be able to go back to the first mission.
I also wondered why I rushed forward every time I was in danger, and my teammates saw me as fearless of life and death, and I knew that I was simply looking for my own death. It seems that subconsciously only when he dies can he be worthy of those sacrificed comrades.
I didn't say what I thought to anyone, and for a while I even suspected that I was schizophrenic.
No one can understand the pain and suffering in my heart, as if every day of my life was exchanged for the lives of my comrades. This left me with a huge amount of mental stress and a sense of guilt, and I felt that being alive was the biggest mistake.
The conversation between Bei Qixing and An Beimo fell silent, perhaps because they left. But I don't pay attention to that, I'm completely caught up in my own world of thinking.
After that, people came to visit me from time to time, sitting next to me and not talking, but it was Shen Hao who was smoking with all his might, I didn't expect this kid to still have stock. The sound of him smoking made me want to sit up and light one at once, but I couldn't do anything.
Wu Jingshan and Li Mingche also came, Wu Jingshan just cried, and Li Mingche kept comforting her.
Qixing came most often, she didn't say a word, listening to the movement, she was always busy with something. I didn't feel anything, but I could guess she was doing all sorts of tests for me. In addition to that, it is the sigh of the seven stars from time to time.
Every time she sighed, I knew there was one less hope.
It seems that my new teammate is not competitive enough, and before the task is completed, it has become a drag on everyone, and even myself is starting to feel that I am a bit redundant to be half-dead.
And An Beimo and Feng Jiutian have never come to see me!
I don't feel good about it, but when I think about it, why make them sad! I still remember Feng Jiutian's desperate crying appearance, maybe through this crisis, she can make a change, at least don't bring unnecessary trouble to others.
And when I think of An Beimo, my heart is extremely complicated. I want her to come, but I don't want her to come. Truth be told, she's really charming and I've been drawn to her many times for her dazzling style.
Others may be deterred by her cold appearance, but I feel that under that cold appearance, there are some untold stories.
And I suddenly wanted to date her at a critical juncture, just to get to know her real side.
It's like myself, and I have a lot of things hidden inside. I used cynicism to hide myself, while An Beimo used indifference. I think maybe it's people who have the same story to tell each other.
Now I'm lying here, and only my brain is working. An Beimo had never been here once, which made me think that maybe the words she said to me at that time were just to encourage me. And in fact, she was perfunctory to me, and she wouldn't really go on a date with me.
I have to admit that this beauty plan was still successful! She really brought out all my potential, otherwise people wouldn't have escaped. This is a method that I used to deliberately provoke Feng Jiutian and make her forget her fatigue.
Now everyone is asking her what she said to me, and it is inevitable that she will not be angry with me, after all, it is the topic of dating that makes her difficult to talk about and puts her in a difficult situation.
I was on the verge of a Jedi at the time, I didn't fantasize about what would happen to An Beimo, and I didn't want to ask her to confess to her, I just wanted to know more about her, that's all.
I had no idea how much time had passed. No one spoke around, except for the occasional sound of the wind.
Suddenly, I felt sleepy, and I really wanted to sleep, but vaguely I had a very bad feeling about this sleepiness. But I didn't resist after all, and my mind lost consciousness in a daze.
I was sleeping soundly when I was disturbed by a loud noise. At first it seemed far away from me, but then it seemed like it was right in my ears. I was a little irritable and struggled to regain consciousness, wondering who was going to yell while others were asleep.
"Black Hawk! Black Hawk! Can you hear me? Don't give up, don't give up, you must hold on! "I finally heard clearly, it was Shen Hao yelling at me.
"Get out of the way! I'm going to do another electric shock, everybody get out of the way. "It's the voice of the Seven Stars.
I felt a tingling sensation that made me very uncomfortable, but my thinking was clearer. I want to scold, what the hell are these people doing?
"That's it! The heart is beating again. Fortunately, he found it early, otherwise the gods would not have been able to save him! "It's still the voice of the Seven Stars.
This time I finally understood, just now I went to the Grim Reaper for a walk and reported it. It was the Seven Stars who found out and dragged me back.
I suddenly wanted to laugh, I guess the Grim Reaper was annoying me, and he always showed his face and left, thinking that I was playing tricks on him.
At this time, I heard Li Mingche's voice shouting: "It's back, they're back!" "I was wondering who had come back when I heard a rush of footsteps running up to me.