It's not that her heart is as hard as a city wall, but she thinks that her heart is already a disaster now, so at this time she doesn't have the confidence to let it open to the outside world again.

—Epigraph

"I'm back."

Ye Xuan, who was always vigilant, opened the door first when he heard the slight movement outside the door.

Meng Zhanyan outside the door was stunned, she hadn't touched the door yet.

I looked up and bumped into someone who was a little cramped.

"Well, are you going out?"

It's a little unclear why he opened the door.

"No, open the door to breathe."

But the eyes did not leave her face for a moment, like a scanner, not letting go of her every expression.

"Well, I don't even know how you can breathe, even though there isn't even a window outside."

Put on your slippers and walk into the house.

There is only one elevator outside, and the door is closed; There is a staircase, which is also closed.

"It smells so good."

Smelling the smell of rice, she pulled out a smile and ran to the table.

With chopsticks, I took a large piece of food and put it in my mouth.

He looked as satisfied as he had ever eaten his cooking, and could not find any flaws.

"It's delicious, Ye Xuan, your cooking skills have improved again."

"Ah Yan, you're eating ginger."

"Huh?"

She was stunned, but unconsciously chewed the ginger slices in her mouth and swallowed them.

"So your cooking skills are getting better and better, and the ginger slices can be made so delicious, haha." She laughed twice, and the impeccable smile on her face turned into a bitterness in her heart, "Come and eat, it's a little cold." ”

She didn't want to let herself know that she was unhappy, Ye Xuan was secretly sure in her heart.

frowned, a little sullen in his heart.

She can even eat ginger slices without changing her face, is it really like what she said, or is it already uncomfortable to be numb in her heart?

To eat the food she hates the most?

Took her a glass of water and handed it over.

She took a sip but choked on it, and hurried to help her breathe.

"It's okay."

"It's fine."

She smiled wryly, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes, and the trace of loneliness did not escape his eyes.

Watch as she finishes her meal as she normally would, washing off as she normally would.

Ye Xuan's brows furrowed more and more.

But she treated herself like air, doing whatever she had to do, and she didn't mean anything to say to him.

"Ah Yan, come here."

Ye Xuan sat on the sofa and called her.

Meng Zhanyan wiped his hair and walked over, "What's wrong." ”

"You sit down, I'll wipe your hair."

"Ahh Honestly handed her the towel.

Only then did I remember that there seemed to be a lack of a hair dryer at home, and he used to be at home by himself, and his hair was short and he couldn't use it, so he didn't buy it.

After she arrived, the two of them were also busy with work, so they forgot to add something to the house.

Today, I noticed that every time she washed her hair before, she waited for her hair to dry naturally before going to sleep, and sometimes she was too tired and her head would be sleepy little by little.

There is some self-blame in his heart, although the two of them are together now, he doesn't seem to be a qualified boyfriend all the time.

She wouldn't tell herself what she lacked.

She wouldn't tell herself if she was unhappy.

Her world seemed to have a thick fortress, and he was outside.

"Ah Yan, are you unhappy today?"

The girl's soft hair was scented with shampoo, and her expression could not be seen when the scattered hair fell to her forehead.

"You know it all." She was silent for a moment when she heard herself ask.

Ye Xuan's heart was hanging, yes, he knew it, he knew that she had been very abnormal in the past two days, and she was in a bad mood.

All of this is because of Conghan's death.

"I was scolded by the director in front of many people today."

It turned out that she still didn't plan to open up to him.

The slender fingers in her hair paused in disappointment.

"Hey, but how do you know, did you secretly visit my class?"

"Nope."

Although she didn't, he knew what happened to her in the crew today, because her current state made him particularly uneasy, so he sent some people to protect her secretly.

There was some irritability in his heart, and he was willing to listen, why didn't he want to say it? Even if it was as he had been as a child, he felt completely isolated from her world.

"I'm out for a cigarette."

Before he could react to what he said about smoking, I saw him put down his towel and walked to the bedroom, probably to get a cigarette, nestled in the sofa, staring at his bedroom door.

She never knew he was still a smoker, because she had never seen or seen a cigarette at home.

Maybe don't smoke in front of her.

Just as he was thinking about it, I saw him come out of the bedroom with an extra pack of cigarettes in his hand.

I didn't look at her, and walked straight out.

"When will you ......"

Before he finished speaking, he saw him slam the door and go out.

"I learned to smoke."

The rest of the sentence is said to myself, and it doesn't matter if anyone listens or not.

Exhausted, he collapsed on the sofa, and tears flowed out the moment he put his head against the sofa.

She felt his careful care from the moment she entered the door, as sensitive as her, and every frown he made could stir her nerves.

She knew that he seemed to be angry.

It feels like a hole in my heart has been opened, and it hurts.

I wanted to wait for him to come back, but I fell asleep until the last waiter.

In the dream, she dreamed of Conghan, they were all wearing ancient costumes, and there were cameras, probably filming.

They studied their roles together every day, and they had a good time, the movie was broadcast, they became household names, they won the actress together, and the host called their names to let them go on stage to accept the award.

They were very happy, and Leju said that he was going to propose to Han today, let her keep it a secret, and was going to surprise her.

Standing on the podium together, snickering in her heart, she must not know now that there is a bigger surprise waiting for her besides the actress today.

It's so good, today is her happiest day, after winning the movie, and her favorite man proposed to her, Meng Zhanyan sincerely felt happy for her friend in her heart.

But when I turned my head, I found that the people around me were gone.

There was only herself on the big stage.

"Best Actress winner Meng Zhanyan, congratulations."

"Why is it just me? There is another person, Conghan, where has Conghan gone. ”

She was a little panicked.

"What Conghan, Zhanyan, you won't be excited and confused, who is Conghan?"

"You don't know Conghan? The two of us came up together just now, and you called her name, how could you not know Conghan. ”

Her eyes widened.

"You're the only one."

She ran off the stage directly, she was going to find Conghan, and the people in it were lying to her.