Yinglong knows that the days of being unemployed at home are terrible, there is no income, and he wastes his time every year, what else is there to talk about marrying Shiwei? At that time, how can there be a face to see her.

Besides, Yinglong thinks that Shiwei is better than him, if Shiwei is doing well in the future and her income is optimistic, how can Yinglong be embarrassed to go to her.

Thinking of this, Yinglong sighed and hugged Shiwei tighter, he was worried that he would lose such a good girl, after all, it was not easy to come by, and they had been together for a few years.

Shiwei was silent for a long time, and said softly to Yinglong: "Yinglong, we want to take graduation photos, are you the same?" But I don't know when I'm going to shoot yet. ”

Yinglong thought for a moment and replied, "I guess it will wait until after the exam!" ”

Shiwei looked at him seriously, full of expectations: "Then you must come when you take graduation photos!" Let's take a picture together, shall we? ”

She placed her hand on the back of Yinglong's hand and stared at his handsome face.

Yinglong opened his fingers and held Shiwei's little hand: "Okay, I will definitely come!" ”

Shiwei still told uneasily: "Don't miss it, you must remember that day." ”

Yinglong shook her hand, hoping that she would be reassured: "No, I will definitely remember it." ”

It was getting dark, and they all had to go back to the dormitory to complete their homework for the day, and their study tasks were getting tighter and tighter, and they couldn't afford to relax at all.

Yinglong and Shiwei knew that today's meeting was coming to an end, but they felt that there were still a lot of unfinished words in their hearts, and they seemed to have a heavy burden that they couldn't put down for a long time.

But at this moment, even if there are thousands of words, they can't spit out to the other party.

Their worries about the future are even heavier than the upcoming graduation exams, and they really don't have any answers in their minds about where to go from here.

But the experience since then has made them all different worlds, which is something that Yinglong and Shiwei didn't expect before.

Yinglong has always been thinking about finding a job, so he had already taken advantage of the vacation to intern in a computer center of a state-owned enterprise through the introduction of his father's friend.

At that time, Yinglong was mentored by a senior engineer.

Under the guidance of this master, he flipped through some materials, and after painstaking meditation, he integrated a set of applications based on a database system.

The program is not designed to be complicated, but the workflow is well planned and runs smoothly after compilation.

Yinglong got a lot of guidance from this engineer, the master's knowledge is very rich, and the point is very unique, and Yinglong has benefited a lot.

He felt that Yinglong, a student, still had a certain ability to comprehend, and encouraged Yinglong to continue to work hard from time to time.

Yinglong felt that if he simply regarded this program as his graduation project, the judges should be satisfied with it, and his results might be successfully passed.

Later, when graduation was approaching, Yinglong handed over this set of procedures to the teacher as a graduation project, and as expected, it passed the audit smoothly.

Although the teacher was a little skeptical at first, how could a student like Yinglong make up such a program, but through Yinglong's explanation and the experience of the internship, the teacher suddenly realized, and also said that the graduation project was successfully passed.

Yinglong took a lot of recruitment exams after leaving school, but because his graduation certificate had no gold content, he was not admitted.

Later, through his father's friend, he went to nearby Lake City, where he was recruited by a computer company and was able to work in Lake City.

Yinglong once returned to Ben Thanh and met a college classmate on the street.

Yinglong asks him about Shiwei and asks him if he has seen Shiwei.

The classmate was puzzled: "Aren't you with Qiu Shiwei, I thought you were together after graduation?" ”

When Yinglong heard this, he couldn't help but smile awkwardly.

He also heard that on the day of the graduation photo, someone saw Shiwei wearing a white wedding dress to take pictures accompanied by her classmates, but Yinglong did not appear as promised.

Shiwei seemed to have waited for a long time, so she had to take some photos with a few classmates, but in the end, she didn't see Yinglong.

And Shiwei didn't seem to be happy when she was smiling under the camera.

Yinglong then remembered that before graduation, when he and Shiwei were dating in the cherry blossom garden, Shiwei had told him very seriously that he must come when taking pictures, don't forget.

However, when Yinglong finished his last few courses, he left school to look for a job.

After leaving school, he was on the road to find a job, busy preparing for the recruitment exam, and almost forgot about taking a graduation photo.

Yinglong didn't see Shiwei before leaving school, perhaps because everyone was busy preparing for the exam.

On the afternoon before leaving school, he went downstairs to wait for Shiwei in the girls' dormitory, but he didn't see him for a long time, so he had to leave the school alone with a disappointed mood.

As for Shiwei, Yinglong later heard from her classmates that after graduation, she was recruited to a coastal city and found a job as an assistant editor in a magazine.

Because he was smart and diligent, he was kept by the magazine.

Shiwei also asked others about Yinglong, but Yinglong has been busy looking for a job and has hardly contacted his classmates.

Later, Yinglong went to Lake City, and his classmates in Bincheng had no way of hearing about him.

Yinglong regrets that he neglected Shiwei's expectations, and he also regrets that he missed the last chance to see her.

After Yinglong heard Shiwei's news, he began to worry about her, but that classmate didn't even have Shiwei's contact information.

Yinglong imagined Shiwei's shadow in a white wedding dress, he said that he wanted to marry Shiwei after graduation, although the opportunity was not ripe at that time, but Shiwei cared about his words very much, so he rented a wedding dress when taking pictures.

Yinglong didn't know if Shiwei would be disappointed, whether she would complain about Yinglong's breach of appointment, Yinglong didn't know at this time.

He doesn't want to be seen as a broken man, even though he knows that he has missed the appointment, which disappoints Shiwei.

Although Yinglong has his own reasons, in front of Shiwei's expectations, it is obviously insignificant.

Because he was busy looking for a job and forgot his appointment, he lived for several years with the guilt from his heart.

Perhaps Yinglong wanted to get a job quickly so that he could fulfill his promise, but he forgot more important things.

But later, Shiwei accidentally lost the small notebook with Yinglong's contact information, so they could no longer contact each other.

Because of Yinglong's negligence and eagerness to find a job, he was unable to contact Shiwei for a long time in the future.

Years of silence are enough to dilute memories.

For a long time, in order to gain a firm foothold, Yinglong was only busy with work, and had no mind to take care of other things.

Although Shiwei was always thinking about her, Yinglong was unable to contact her, let alone understand her situation.

Memories fade in the course of time. Yinglong has since become a little forgetful. It seems that anything, just a day or two ago, Yinglong will have no impression.

Could it be that Yinglong's memory has deteriorated, or some other reason, anyway, when others ask him about his past, Yinglong always replies: "I don't remember." ”

Even my colleagues feel strange, is Yinglong perfunctory to us?

But Yinglong is not so vague about the work he has explained, so others think that he is perfunctory.

Yinglong didn't want to explain too much about this, he only knew that too many memories would not do him any good, and it was better to forget them sooner.

In fact, after Shiwei graduated, she went to the coastal city, and it was not easy for her.

Because she has just joined the work, it takes a lot of effort to win this hard-won opportunity, so Shiwei has put in more effort than others.

Busy running around every day, big and small, before and after, Shiwei has to do it herself.

As for sweeping the floor and pouring water, wiping the table, and working overtime to type manuscripts, Shiwei always went to the unit early in the morning to be busy, and by the time she got off work, it was already after dinner.

It is very difficult for a girl to put down roots in a foreign country. Shiwei has a meager salary, a dormitory, a canteen, and often suffers some grievances, and her life is very hard.

When she finally survived the probationary period, Shiwei was lucky to be hired by the magazine.

Because of her intelligence and ability to bear hardships and stand hard work, she was very appreciated by the editor, and later became the editor's right-hand man.

In the first days of hard work, Shiwei lost a lot of weight, and the whole person became more delicate and slender.

But Shiwei knows that the current life is not easy to come by, and the family is not rich, so she often sends a sum of money to her parents who are far away after paying her salary, and she only keeps a part of it for life.

When her life gradually stabilized, she took a car to the beaches around the city every weekend.

Walking on the soft and delicate sand, watch the white seabirds spread their wings and fly, and the waves crashing onto the shore keep washing the sand beneath your feet.

Bathed in the warm sunshine and blown by the oncoming sea breeze, Shiwei's long black satin hair fluttered in the wind.

Walking on the beach, she would often take off her shoes, lift up the corners of her skirt, and walk barefoot in the sea by the beach, letting the waves caress her ankles.

At this time, she will forget the loneliness and troubles of struggling alone, and sit quietly on the beach alone, looking at the clear blue sea in the distance, the sky and water are connected, watching the clouds roll up, letting the sea breeze blow her long hair, and listening to the waves wash away the troubles on her body.

She also remembered the look on her face when she accidentally fell down the dirt slope before, and Yinglong stared at her in surprise; I even think of the hand-holding and conversation when two people walk together; She still remembers the smell of fragrant peanuts and mustard shredded pork in the lunch box, although it was just a simple dish or two, but it was much more delicious than the food in the cafeteria.

But she didn't understand why Yinglong didn't say goodbye, and she didn't even see him when she took pictures.

And Shiwei was wearing a wedding dress at the time, and how much she wanted Yinglong to accompany her to take a group photo.

Shiwei guessed that Yinglong might have forgotten the original agreement, or he may have changed his mind temporarily, of course, she has no way of knowing these reasons, and her original wish was to leave Yinglong with a surprise when taking pictures.

Slowly time flies by, and Shiwei only leaves the impression of walking down the steps in a dress in Yinglong's memory.

Indeed, in Yinglong's initial impression, Shiwei was just like her name, just like a beautiful and lovely rose.

Even when they were together, Yinglong still vaguely remembers, but he worked hard for his life, and he only remembered these past events at night before going to bed.

After that, Shi Wei's figure slowly became blurred in Yinglong's mind, and his forgetfulness once left Shi Wei with only the impression of being handsome in a dress for a period of time later.

And Shi Wei's delicate voice and smile became more and more blurred in Yinglong's heart.

What's more, none of them left a group photo at the beginning, so Yinglong didn't know how to recall her appearance.

Without contact, Yinglong didn't know who to talk to. Although he still remembers the original agreement, but now there is no one to talk to, who should he express his heart to?