I collapsed on the bed, unable to move, except for tears pouring out of my hair like crazy. ∵ Eight ∵ Eight ∵ Read ∵ Books, .↗.▲o

I didn't even know when Ye Zihan left, my mind was a mess, my heart was sore, painful and bitter, and then, I felt a hand gently wiping the tears on my face, and when I opened my eyes, Xiao Se was looking at me, pale and short of breath.

"Why are you hiding it from me?" His lips trembled slightly, obviously restraining himself, "You heard what Ye Zihan said to me just now, right?" ”

Tears rolled down my eyes, he held my face with his hands, leaned down, his lips kissed mine, I didn't move, I didn't react, he looked up, I saw tears shining in his eyes.

"What's the point of telling you?" I whispered weakly, "Didn't you say that I couldn't resist the temptation of men, and you would also suspect that I was not pregnant with your child." ”

He frowned in pain and grabbed my hand with his hot hand. "I'm not a jerk to that point yet!" His eyes were filled with tears, and to hide himself, he laid his head on my hands. Immediately, I heard his gasping voice and hoarse whispering: "Tong Xin, I'm sorry for you!" Sorry for our kids! ”

I didn't speak, just sighed deeply. When he looked up and we looked at each other, I felt like I was in a different world.

His throat was hoarse and emotional: "It's all my fault, Tong Xin, give me a chance, let's start again, okay?" I've always loved you and never let go of our feelings, but I'm too busy and tired to think about how to solve the problems between us. When I came back this time, I originally wanted to find you and talk to you again. ”

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place. I was shaken by his strong confession, and his tears wrenched my guts, but I still wanted to arm myself, and I looked into his gaze and shook my head. "The fundamental problem between us has not been resolved. Although the misunderstanding between me and your father has been resolved, there are still Lin Enmo, and Zhao Junning, and there may be others in the future, which will cause conflicts between us again. It is said that distance produces beauty, but we do not produce beauty, but problems, and the distance makes us lose our sense of security and cannot trust each other 100%. If they get back together, they may also be separated in the future. ”

"I can come back and get a job right away." His face was bloodless, and his eyes were fixed on me, "Shrink the distance between us to the shortest, give each other enough security first, and then slowly run in and cultivate a sense of trust." ”

"If you want to come back and find a job on your own, I don't have a problem, but if you come back for me, you don't have to." I wiped away my tears and said frankly, "I don't want to be a stumbling block to your ideals and ambitions, then I will feel guilty, I won't be happy, and you won't be happy either." Joy and happiness should be attained by one's own abilities and not by means of self-sacrifice. ”

He put one hand on his forehead, looking tired, desolate, and depressed. I tried to say something, but my throat was hoarse and I couldn't make any sound.

After a while, he suddenly raised his head, his eyes were red, and he was silent for a long time before he said in a low voice: "Okay, I will rely on my own ability to fight for you again and gain joy and happiness." ”

I felt that I was moved, moved by the affectionate affection and helpless sadness in his tone, but when I thought of his previous misunderstanding and hurt to me, and thought of Lin Enmo's morbidity and madness, I lost the courage to start over with him. Although when I can't see him, I will miss him, and I still can't suppress my inner desire and emotional impulse when I meet, but when the scars of the past are uncovered again and the bloody facts reappear in front of me, I still flinch. It's not that I don't love, it's not that I don't want to start over, it's that reason has overcome emotion, and I can't take that step easily.

I stayed in the hospital for a week, Xiao Se has been with me, taking care of me, and he didn't even go home, he asked Uncle Xiang to send a laptop and some change of clothes, and the work was done in the ward. We didn't talk about our feelings anymore, but talked about our current situation and future plans like good friends who haven't seen each other for a long time. Knowing that I was injured because of the 32 laps of the black swan, he was full of emotion: "I also saw in my mother's diary all the hardships of her playing the black swan, and I remember that she wrote that during the whole process of the 32 laps, the range of toes should not move more than a circle surrounded by a belt.

When she first started, she felt that the world was spinning, but she turned dozens of times a day, and after three months, she would get used to it. Every time she started to spin continuously on the stage, there were a few rings in the audience: one, two, three...... After 32 gorgeous spins, applause always floods the theater. ”

"I'm going to get used to it, and I'm going to let the applause flood the theater." My tone was firm and full of conviction.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Xiao Se took me to a restaurant halfway up the mountain for dinner, and after the meal, we walked slowly down the mountain road while waiting for Uncle Xiang to drive us to pick us up. Approaching the wealthy area halfway up the mountain, we suddenly heard a commotion in front of us, and we curiously walked a few quick steps forward and saw an amazing sight. There was a woman with a disheveled hair and a disheveled dress, with her hands on her lower abdomen, hunched over, stumbling forward.

Several people were chasing after the woman, including those with video cameras and those with cameras, who were filming and taking pictures. The woman screamed in her mouth, "Don't slap me, please let me go."

"She was unsteady on her feet and fell right at our feet. Those with camera and video equipment still refused to let her go, and the spotlights flashed at us. There are also people who keep asking: "Miss Lan, have you been violated?" "Miss Lan, if you plan to call the police, we can help you......

Xiao Se and I helped the woman up, and I was surprised to find that it was Lan Jingyu, her face was as white as wax. "Help me......" she recognized us too, her voice faint, her features distorted by pain, "take me away...... Don't let those journalists follow. ”

I caught a glimpse of Chen Yangyi and Zhang Zheyu among those chasing Lan Jingyu, Lan Jingyu must have been involved in some very entertaining incident, and it was likely to be peach news.

At this time, I happened to see Uncle Xiang's car coming, Xiao Se stepped forward and beckoned him to stop, and I helped Lan Jingyu into the car. The reporters dispersed in a hurry, apparently driving to tailgating.

"Hurry up and get rid of the people in the back." Xiao Se said to Uncle Xiang.

Uncle Xiang stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped away, his driving skills were so good that he quickly left those tracking vehicles far behind.

"Where are you going?" I asked Lan Jingyu.

"Go to ......," she said after a moment's hesitation, "go to the hospital." ”

"Are you hurt?" I asked again.

She writhed in pain, unable to sit still, but kept silent.

Just now, those reporters asked Lan Jingyu if she had been violated, and she must have encountered something unspeakable when she was so depressed and miserable.

"If you don't say it, I'll call you a doctor later." I'm also quite embarrassed, she is so uncomfortable that I am afraid that I can't go to the doctor alone.

"I'm ......," she struggled for a few moments, before whispering in my ear, "I...... The following is ...... Stuffed stuff ......"

I was stunned for a moment before I reacted, what did she mean by "below", no wonder it was painful to be like this, but she was still targeted by the paparazzi, which was really embarrassing. "What's stuffed?"

"You must not tell anyone." Her voice was so faint that she could barely be heard, "Yes...... Golf. ”

I was horrified, I had never played golf, but I knew how horrible it was to be stuffed underneath that thing was round, big and hard!

On the way, my bell rang, an unfamiliar number, and after I answered, it was a woman's voice: "Tong Xin, hello, I'm Chen Yangyi, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

As soon as I heard it, I understood the purpose of Chen Yangyi's call, and looked at Xiao Se in a bit of a panic, not knowing how to deal with it.

"Who called?" Xiao Se asked.

I told him he was Chen Yangyi.

"Give it to me." Xiao Se took me and said very calmly: "I'm Xiao Se, Tong Xin is with me, if you have anything you want to ask, just ask me." ”

Later, I heard Xiao Se say to Chen Yangyi that Lan Jingyu had already gotten out of the car, and we didn't know where she was going. We just happened to pass by, and when the road was uneven, we drew our swords to help, and we didn't know anything about her.

"Thank you." Lan Jingyu also understood what was going on and thanked us.

Xiao Se only returned it to me, and did not react to Lan Jingyu's thanks. I said the word "you're welcome" briefly, and I didn't say anything more.

After arriving at the hospital, I kindly thought about Lan Jingyu and whispered to Xiao Se if I could carry her in. Xiao Se was very reluctant: "Isn't she able to leave by herself, why do you want me to spend my efforts, and besides, if I am photographed again, won't I have a mouth that I can't tell." ”

"You just do good deeds, she really has trouble walking, I'll tell you what the situation is later." With my efforts to persuade, he reluctantly agreed, and asked me to take a sunhat from the car and put it on Lan Jingyu's face so as not to be recognized.

Lan Jingyu was taken to the operating room, and the doctor took out two golf balls from her lower body, which were said to be frighteningly swollen, and if the treatment was delayed, she might be worried about her life. One golf ball is scary enough, there are two!

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak for a long time, Xiao Se also had a surprised expression, and only coughed after a while, and said mockingly: "Lan Jingyu told us with facts that golf can be played like this, there is nothing that can't be done, only the unexpected, everything is possible." But if you think about it, kids can get out of there, and two golf balls aren't a big deal. Especially like Lan Jingyu, who has been cultivated by many people, has a strong tolerance. ”

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