The rainy season is coming, and the drizzle in April keeps falling, which reminds people of an ancient poem: "During the Qingming Festival, it rains a lot, and the pedestrians on the road want to break their souls." ”

In the soul-wrenching rainy season, Yinglong and Shiwei haven't walked together for a long time because of the downpour for almost half a month.

Shiwei leaned in front of the window, looking at the dense rain connecting heaven and earth outside the window, like an overwhelming bead curtain, covering the buildings in the distance into a hazy and hazy appearance, as if separated by a piece of translucent glass, so that the buildings in the distance only had vague outlines at a glance.

Shiwei's mood is always a little melancholy in the rainy season, to be honest, she doesn't like rain, and she doesn't like the rainy season like Yinglong.

As long as it is raining in the rainy season, Shiwei likes to stay indoors and read the borrowed novel alone to relieve her boredom, and feel the twists and turns of the protagonist's fate and unusual encounters from the ups and downs of the plot in the novel.

In Zhang Ailing's "Half Life", the tragic encounter of the heroine Man Zhen touched her deeply.

When Shiwei read this novel, she thought to herself, whether she would have such a tortuous encounter in the future, of course, not like Man Zhen in the story, otherwise it would be too tragic.

But she believes that she will also be as strong as Manzhen, and even more stoic than her.

Although Shiwei feels that she is a weak woman, in today's environment, Shiwei believes that her experience will not be so bumpy, it is almost certain.

Shiwei thought of Yinglong, whether Yinglong would be like Shijun, Shijun is an introverted man, very reserved, even when pursuing Manzhen.

But after careful comparison, although Yinglong is also very introverted, his personality is much more cheerful than Shijun.

Although Yinglong is introverted, perhaps because he lives in this era, he is more open than Shijun in the novel. If you think about it, it seems that Yinglong still has something hidden in his heart.

For this reason, Shiwei couldn't say clearly, and even Yinglong himself didn't want to reveal too many details.

Perhaps the reason why Chinese men are more reserved, they tend not to express their inner thoughts too much to the opposite sex.

In this way, Shiwei is always guessing what Yinglong really thinks, and she also wants to know more about Yinglong and want to know everything about him.

But Yinglong didn't want to tell her more about the past, so although Shiwei was often with Yinglong, she only knew a little about the things that Yinglong didn't want to show.

But Shiwei cares about Yinglong very much, to be honest, Yinglong is her first boyfriend, and like her, Shiwei is also Yinglong's first girlfriend, and they both like each other very much.

The novel "Half Life" made Shiwei think of "fate".

Speaking of fate, most Chinese may believe that people's lives are more or less related to "fate".

Friends and acquaintances on the road of life may have more or less connection with "fate".

Deeper speaking, lovers and husbands and wives, parents and family members don't get together because of a "fate"?

"A hundred years of cultivation can be crossed in the same boat, and a thousand years of cultivation can be slept together."

This lyric is the best illustration of this.

People are just a speck of dust in the universe, and they meet each other by chance. want

Become a family or a close lover, the probability of meeting and matching in the middle is how small it is in the vast sea of people, so it is probably the most appropriate to explain it with the word "fate".

When Shiwei finished reading this novel, she covered the volume and sighed: "Things in the world are so complicated, even if it is because of an accidental mistake or a small misunderstanding, or an incorrect decision, he can miss out on his sweetheart who worries about him day and night, and even leave a lifelong regret." ”

Shiwei thought so, looking at the rain pouring outside the window, she was full of thoughts and her mood was ups and downs.

She didn't want to implicate herself with Yinglong and the characters in the novel anymore.

After all, a story is a story, and although the plot of the novel is so complex and changeable, when you read it, it is as if it is being performed in front of your eyes, which is very real and anxiety-making, but in the end it is just a novel.

However, Yinglong and Shiwei in front of them are real realities.

Although Yinglong is a rough man, he is also warm, and he is indeed sincere to Shiwei.

To be honest, for Shiwei, even if it is no matter what happens in the future, he does not want this fate to be interrupted with graduation.

Yinglong stayed in the dormitory, very worried, because the rainy season came, he could hardly ask Shiwei to go for a walk on the tree-lined path.

He hated the rainy season, and the clothes he changed on rainy days could hardly be dried, and he always wore them damply, giving off an unpleasant sour smell.

This made him feel uncomfortable, and he was afraid that Shiwei would distance herself from him when she smelled the bad smell. He doesn't care what others say when they smell it, but if Shiwei smells it, he will be very worried.

Therefore, in order to maintain hygiene, Yinglong always washes his clothes with soap and laundry detergent when washing clothes.

This is also to keep him clean and refreshing in front of the girls he likes.

Although many people don't pay much attention to their image for ordinary boys, Yinglong has realized this problem since he met Shiwei, and he doesn't want to alienate Shiwei because of his poor appearance and make Shiwei think that he is a "sloppy ghost".

Yinglong also found that although Shiwei was a little eccentric, she always looked pitiful in front of him, so Yinglong couldn't help but want to hug her and comfort her.

Shiwei looks very fresh and refined, giving him a very cute feeling, and Yinglong also finds Shiwei very sunny.

Every time he saw Shiwei, he always felt warm in his heart, and he wondered if this was the feeling that love gave to men.

As long as he saw Shiwei standing in front of him, he always felt very happy, and he was in a very happy mood, and he could throw all his sorrows out of the clouds.

And Shiwei doesn't like to give him problems, and even plays a little temper in front of him, which makes him very relieved.

The rain kept falling, and there was no time when it was ready to stop.

Every day when he goes to class, Yinglong always carries a broken umbrella.

Although he was holding an umbrella, the rain still fell from the small edge of the umbrella, and not only wet his clothes, but also made his shoes and trouser legs wet, which was a very annoying feeling.

Yinglong was helpless, after all, this was in the south.

When I was a kid in the Northeast, the weather was not like this, the sky was always clear, and there was hardly a long rainy season like in the south.

So Yinglong's favorite thing is a sunny day, and the sun is almost his idol.

Like Apollo, the sun god, he can rule the sun's haunting, and without sunlight, he will become gloomy and lost.

And when the sun shines brightly from the east, the golden light brings him infinite strength, so that he can get rid of the gloomy and lost dark clouds in an instant, and usher in a sunny day full of passion.

In the long rainy season, Yinglong misses the days when he held hands with Shiwei even more.

The last time he learned that Shiwei was reading a novel, he had actually read "Half Life" a long time ago, but he used to read reprinted books, which were still in middle school, and he borrowed them from classmates during the holidays.

He also knew that Man Zhen was a weak woman, and he was very sympathetic to her plight.

He also knew Shijun and regretted that Shijun could not be combined with Man Zhen.

Originally, God should have let lovers eventually become married.

However, in the novel, Shijun and Man Zhen finally missed their lives.

Yinglong looked at the title of the book, but let him realize that it was God who was playing tricks.

could have achieved a lifetime marriage, but it only became a half-life marriage.

Fate is really unpredictable, not to mention that the two of them are fate in the end.

Yinglong didn't want to pass by Shiwei in the end, resulting in a fate.

This outcome was not what he wanted.

He just wants to hold hands with Shiwei because of his encounter, and he should think that he should walk the road of life with Shiwei, which is the result he Yinglong wants.

Yinglong doesn't believe in fate very much, he believes that fate should be grasped by himself, and instead of choking the throat of fate, it is better to grasp the direction of fate and let fate evolve in his own hands.

He believes that man is the master of fate, and unless it is a force majeure, then he should be responsible for himself.

Yinglong knows that in the life of people in the world, every important decision will lead to different outcomes in the future. Although everyone is fighting for their future, but under the influence of certain factors, people

Negligence or wrong decisions will lead to the loss of something important in the future.

Or rather, an incorrect decision that leads you down the path that deviates from your course.

And Yinglong found that when making a decision, he was not sure what the outcome would be, or even what would happen.

This is the result of mindset and mindset.

Yinglong is a sensible young man, but he also has moments when he is impulsive and naïve, and to be honest, he is not very mature now.

Yinglong believes that fate made him know Shiwei, but he is also afraid of losing Shiwei like Shijun.

So when getting along with Shiwei, he always spoils Shiwei.

He is like looking at a newborn, full of curiosity and pity for Shiwei, for fear that something will make Shiwei angry.

In the final analysis, Shiwei is like a small sun in his sky, bathing him with full warmth, allowing him to feel the vitality of life wholeheartedly.

He basks in the sun and breathes in the breath of love, which makes him full of hope for campus life.

He longs for life to go on like this, until he can afford to bear the trials of life, and then make a final choice: to live with Shiwei forever and spend his life journey together.

But as he pondered these questions, they didn't realize what had happened.

Although they both left each other's addresses, because Shiwei's family didn't have a phone, Yinglong only had her address.

And although Yinglong left Shiwei his contact information, because Shiwei accidentally lost Yinglong's phone when she graduated.

Later, Shiwei's family moved elsewhere, and Yinglong's family was not easy to find, so the two lost contact.

Besides, neither of them had ever met each other's parents or been to each other's homes, after all, they were still students in the concept at the time.