The night was densely shrouded, and there was silence and darkness around him, and he could only hear the clanging sound of the train going away, all at once, like every stroke accurately smashing on his heart, so that Zhou Lanxiang's blood all over her body was stuffy in her heart, and she could gush out with just a slight movement.

Han Jin's tall figure was draped over her, his head getting closer and closer to her, and his voice was cold and calm, "Xiangxiang, did you see that?" Does the woman I want to marry satisfy you? It doesn't take three or five years, let alone ten or eight years, you can say it yourself, you will go home when I marry a wife and have children, and now I will pick you up. ”

Zhou Lanxiang trembled and hid back, this cold and dangerous Han Jin made her so strange that she was afraid, everyone used to say that he was a little wolf cub, but she always felt that he was at most a little milk dog with soft and fluffy fur, and he always showed his soft belly to her.

For the first time in her life, she knew why everyone was talking about him like that. Now she is like a prey in the jungle on a winter night that is being watched tightly by a lone wolf, and the blood in her whole body is about to freeze.

Han Jin got closer and closer, until he completely held her in his arms, but instead of hugging her tightly as before, he trapped her weakly, and said calmly almost to himself, "How ruthless is your heart?" How hard can you be on me? You don't even want to look at me, do you really plan to never see me for the rest of your life? ”

Zhou Lanxiang's whole body trembled slightly, the cold to her bones that had been tormenting her all these days spread from the bottom of her heart, making her unable to open her mouth or make a sound, she could only slowly shrink into a ball in Han Jin's cold breath.

Han Jin was still asking her one after another, asking her what she couldn't really hear.

Is she satisfied? He's getting married, he's going to be with another person to have old children, is she satisfied?

Does it really matter if she's not satisfied?

Life has never given her the right to choose, what choice can she have but to walk barefoot on the ice in front of the cruel reality of the ice and snow?

She was willing to bear his questioning, she was willing to accept all his anger and unwillingness, but she couldn't give an answer.

She also wanted to find someone to ask for an answer, but unfortunately, she never had a chance to ask a question.

She only remembers the heartache of being betrayed by her children in her previous life, she really cut the flesh and drew blood to raise the children, and her heart was eager to chop it up and feed it to them, and in the end, she still couldn't afford to give birth to kindness.

If it's not your child, it's not yours, and it's useless to give no matter how much you give.

Now Han Jin may feel that she makes him feel cold, and she would rather let him think so for the rest of his life, because she knows that the betrayal of her child is the most bitter thing in the world.

The little life you raised little by little, you poured all your love for him, you thought that you were flesh and blood, you were willing to do everything for him, and in the end, you could wipe it all out if you were not your own.

That kind of pain and suffering that death can't alleviate a little, she hopes that Han Jin will never be able to experience it.

He was such a proud and powerful person, if the old man really encountered such a thing, she didn't dare to think about what would happen to him. But it must be a thousand times stronger than today's resentment and pain, and she can't let herself bring such a disaster to him if she dies.

That's what really ruined him.

The pain is so extreme that people are numb, Zhou Lanxiang's heart is like a numb hand and foot that is frozen every night, and it hurts densely like a pinprick, but fortunately, she is used to it, and she has the strength to push Han Jin.

She couldn't give him the answer he wanted, and now everything she said was in vain. If hating him makes him happy, then hate.

Zhou Lanxiang's body miraculously didn't tremble, she pushed Han Jin resolutely, even though she knew that she couldn't push away, she still pushed with all her might.

I don't know if it was her resoluteness and persistence that played a role, Han Jin actually let her go.

She didn't see what Han Jin was doing, she couldn't hear what he was saying, she just wanted to get out of here. Standing up on her own, Zhou Lanxiang walked home step by step, as if Han Jin had never appeared at all.

I didn't even forget to bring a net bag on the ground.

When she got home, the old lady happily asked questions, washed her face with water, washed as usual, and then lay down in the warm bed and fell asleep.

As for where Han Jin was and what he was doing, she couldn't care anymore.

Anyway, no matter where he is, he hates her, and she bears it.

There was no insomnia, no dreaming, no even being woken up in the middle of the night, she had the best sleep in more than a year.

When she woke up the next morning, the old lady came over with a bowl of egg syrup and stroked her hair distressedly, "You kid is too real-minded, I shouldn't let you go." It's only been two days and I've lost weight again, so I must have stayed up all night working! ”

Zhou Lanxiang divided the egg sugar water into two parts, and drank half a bowl with the old lady, and the old lady pressed her in the quilt again, "Lie down for a while, there is someone at home to spend the night today, don't get up, wait for someone to leave." ”

The old lady's house is large and the population is small, and it is much more spacious than those who live in two or three houses nearby, and there are often relatives from the neighbor's house who come to stay for two nights, and if the old lady who is staying in the house is a man, she will not let Zhou Lanxiang get up to cook in the morning.

She's an old lady and there's nothing to do, but there's a little girl at home who looks like a flower, and it's always right to be a little more careful.

The old lady tucked the quilt corner for her and went out, Zhou Lanxiang looked at the blue sky outside in early spring in a daze, and soon there was a sound of the door opening in the Westinghouse, and the old lady greeted people vaguely in the kitchen, and then someone opened the door and went out, the courtyard door was opened, and the people who stayed overnight left.

Zhou Lanxiang got up just now, and the spring was shining outside, but she still put on the padded jacket. The padded jacket was changed a few days ago, and it already fitted, but today I found that I was wearing a little spacious, Zhou Lanxiang added a thick velvet jacket inside, and a smock on the outside, the person was too thin, and no one could see that she was wearing so much.

She went out and the old lady hurriedly took the hot water bottle, she was afraid of the cold recently, and the old lady who rubbed her hands and feet in the middle of the night knew best that the house was always filled with hot water from two thermoses, and she usually let her use hot water whether she washed her face and hands or drank water.

Zhou Lanxiang washed her face and pushed the old lady to the table and sat down, seeing that there were leeks and fresh vegetables in the vegetable basket, and discussed with her about the leek box at noon, and the spinach soup to be eaten in the morning The old lady has already made it, and she will make egg cakes.

The old lady looked at her and the batter with a smile, "I'll go out for a walk after breakfast, this month's meat ticket is used up, see if you can buy some high-priced meat back, let's make dumplings at noon!" After you leave, I won't have this blessing! I haven't tasted anything these days, so I'm looking forward to you coming back and making something delicious! ”

Zhou Lanxiang put down the big bowl in her hand and hugged the old lady in the past, she was reluctant to leave, she had never received such gentle and loving care from older women since she was a child, if she could, she really hoped to be by the old lady's side all the time.

The old lady's eyes turned red all of a sudden, but she quickly held back, hugged Zhou Lanxiang and patted her, "Okay, don't talk about it!" There are guests at home, don't let people laugh at them! ”

Zhou Lanxiang let go of the old lady, guest? Isn't it gone?

Before the old lady could explain, the door of the West House was opened, and Han Jin walked out of the house and greeted the old lady with a smile: "Auntie, I'm sorry for you!" I'm almost done, I'll go back to breakfast first, and I'll have to come over and disturb you today. ”

The smile on the old lady's face was sincere and joyful, "Xiao Han, you're welcome, whenever you come to the aunt, you are welcome!" Come, this is my Lan Lan, my niece, I went out to visit relatives a few days ago, you haven't seen it yet. Lan Lan, this is the object of your Aunt Ma's sister Shuhui, her name is Han Jin, and she has been living with Guoliang in our house these days. The young man has the ability, he can install the radio, and he will work in our Westinghouse when he has time! ”

After the old lady finished speaking, she invited Han Jin: "Xiao Han, don't go back to eat, eat at my house, my Lanlan makes egg cakes in the morning, her skills are good, you can't forget it if you eat it!" ”