These two days are always unbearable, frequent a few uneasy, maybe it has been closed in recent years, maybe life is not ideal, and maybe it is getting older, so I began to be anxious, anxious about this and that, but the final result is always like an inchworm crawling, always towards a seemingly non-existent and doomed direction that makes people powerless.

Maybe at this Lang age, he was already nervous, because he began to bow down to do too many things, whether it was good or bad, what could be borne or panting, he needed to accept it well, and patiently find the answer to the life he was looking for, but how to go on strongly, it was a kind of good thing and a lot of trouble.

Cai Kangyong has a passage that is quite relatable: "At the age of 15, I felt that it was difficult to swim, so I gave up swimming, and at the age of 18, I met someone you liked and asked you to go swimming, and you had to say, 'I won't';

At the age of 18, I felt that English was difficult and gave up English, and at the age of 28, there was a great job that required you to know English, and you had to say, 'I can't do it'.

The more troublesome you are in the early stage of life, the more lazy you are to study, and the more likely you are to miss the people and things that make you tempted, and miss the new scenery. ”

Perhaps life is like a long picture scroll, it is difficult for people to see the end at a glance, and although it is difficult to find a clear purpose in the current efforts, it can become a better version of yourself.

Since you are confused, you simply don't look around, find what you like to do, practice your skills, and then, wait for the wind to come, and see the beautiful scenery. But it's so hard-

I'm here, I'm in and out of work, I'm running around, I don't know why.

I want to write poetry, I'm not afraid of being flattened, but I'm afraid of being laughed at, so please forgive me for my cowardice.

I want to go far away, but it's too far;

I want to live on the ground, but my heart is disturbed,

I walked through the fog.

I don't know what I'm going to be, but I know I can't be somebody,

I'm just going to reject the mediocrity.

Later, I realized why I had so much time when I was young, like empty emotions, never ending.

Later, I learned the truth of life, and I would no longer laugh at a twenty-seven-eighteen-year-old young man who cried inexplicably.

……

These lives, derived from life, are not only alive, but also alive.

came to be miserable, gradually became miserable, so confused, really confused.