This feeling is both familiar and strange, it seems that she has known this man for a long time, but it is very strange.

It may be that these big hands can warm Ruoyu too much, and gradually Ruoyu falls asleep.

When I woke up again, it was hazy.

When she opened her eyes, Ruoyu found her at home, lying on her bed, and there was no one around her.

She sat up, found that there was adhesive tape on the back of her hand, and looked down to see that she was wearing pajamas, it seemed that she was not dreaming yesterday, it was really someone who took her home, helped her change her pajamas, and gave her an infusion.

Because she was in a very bad mood, she didn't have much of the heart to study who took her home.

She went to her mother's room, sat on her mother's bed, held the pillow that her mother usually slept on in her arms, and felt that there was still the smell of her mother on the pillow.

In less than a week, she lost the two most important people in her life.

I still remember a week before Tianxiu disappeared, Tianxiu still came to the house for dinner, and at that time, my mother was still desperately putting vegetables in Tianxiu's bowl, Ruoyu also joked that my mother didn't want her if she had Tianxiu.

Unexpectedly, Tian Xiu disappeared a week later, and my mother chose to end her life at this time.

Ruoyu suddenly felt as if she had been abandoned by this world, and she couldn't find the meaning to continue living.

Looking at the empty room, she suddenly felt that her heart was empty.

Ruoyu stayed in her mother's room for a while, then went out to the supermarket, where she bought a few bottles of beer and went home.

Since Tianxiu disappeared and her mother left her, she didn't shed a single tear, and her chest was like a big stone, and now she felt more and more difficult to breathe.

When she got home, she went straight to the studio on the rooftop, opened a bottle of beer and drank it all in one go, then opened another bottle and drank it again, and then opened another bottle......

In this way, Wakaba drank three bottles of beer in a row.

Originally, Ruoyu's alcohol consumption was not good, and she didn't eat anything, and she soon fell drunk and slept on the sofa in the studio after three bottles of beer.

She didn't even notice the purple dragon outside the studio.

After Zilong brought Ruoyu back yesterday, he asked Xiaomei to bring the doctor over, Xiaomei changed Ruoyu's soiled clothes, and the doctor also gave Ruoyu an infusion and left.

Zilong stayed with Ruoyu until Ruoyu got better, he went home, took a shower and changed his clothes and came to Ruoyu's house, and saw Ruoyu carrying a bag of things to the rooftop.

He followed and found that Ruoyu was drinking, he originally wanted to stop it, but after thinking about it, this is also a good thing, after all, if you are too depressed, you will get sick, so it is good to let Ruoyu vent.

Ruoyu got drunk and started talking nonsense on the sofa: "There is no one in this world who cares about me anymore." ”

Zilong stood outside the studio and replied in a low voice: "Who said that there is no one to worry about, and me." ”

Although Zilong also knew that he was not qualified to be the person that Ruoyu cared about now.

Ruoyu opened another bottle of beer and drank it all in one go, she raised her hand, looked at the silver ring on her hand, and felt uncomfortable for a while.

In just one week, she lost Tianxiu, lost her mother, lost the two most important people in her life, and now who else is beside her, that feeling of loneliness and helplessness is like a knife, cutting her flesh piece by piece.

After a while, Ruoyu and four bottles of beer were served, and her consciousness began to blur more and more.