泱, three points of water plus the center of the center, the 'lips' are slightly opened, and the corners of the mouth are pulled to both sides, which is the pronunciation of this word.

When I was a child, the old man once took me to the temple to worship the Buddha, and a monk wearing tattered monk's clothes came to me and said to me when the old man was away, "Three drops of water in the central middle school are not good, and they are absolutely bad."

I asked the monk what was wrong, and I liked this word very much.

But the monk said, I will walk the waterway in the future, and I will walk too much on this waterway, and I will get my shoes wet in the morning and evening.

I immediately spat at the monk, saying that he was talking nonsense, how could my father be a famous silk merchant in Zhaozhou City, how could I go by water.

Although, at that time I didn't know what a waterway was.

I never took this to heart, but many years later, when I finally stepped on the ship and went out to sea, I suddenly remembered what the monk had said.

The old man is naturally very good to the sons and daughters, in fact, the average family either pampers the big or the small, but I don't know why the old man who is partial loves me the most among the brothers, the third in the ranking.

He was away from home all the year round, so his mother pulled us five brothers by himself, and of course he had a younger sister later.

Among the five brothers, I am the most compatible with the fifth, and the boss is not right, the fourth has always been timid and afraid of things, as for the second brother is very idle, I don't know what to do all day long, I often instigate the fifth to do it with the boss, because the boss loves the fifth the most, only in this way, when the fifth 'makes' hurt the boss, the boss will be more sad.

In fact, no one told me these truths, but I seemed to be mentally clear, and I followed the old man out to see the market a few times, and when I looked at those people, I naturally understood.

Later, when I got older, I think the reason why the old man loved me so much was probably because of his sons, I was the smartest, the most similar to him, and it was probably a good material for a natural business in the future.

Later, my sister loves to play behind my ass, she is the youngest, I am about ten years old, I sometimes deliberately bully her, even if she cries hard, but she will not sue her mother, as soon as she wipes away her tears, she follows me again.

There was a time, when I was about fourteen or fifteen years old, and I was annoyed with her, because she followed, and even if I wanted to go out and have some different fun, I couldn't do it.

At that time, I already knew about the male and female affairs early, and I secretly ran out to 'spend' the money and find the girl in the building to play.

Naturally, my mother can't control me, she can control the boss and a few of them, but she can't control me, just a few words, she can be coaxed over.

The family has a good life, and there has never been a shortage of silver, I increasingly feel that this day is boring, please 'private' Mr. Juku, those words in the books, I can recite them with my eyes closed, I wonder what I should do, I can't always want to play something special, I reach out to my mother to ask for silver, and when the time comes, I ask where the silver is, and it is not good to fool the past.

I have been thinking about this for a long time, at least half a year, and in this half year, my appetite has increased greatly while pondering, and I don't know what the 'problem' is, as long as I think about things, I can eat a lot of things.

The direct consequence of this is that in just half a year, I have become a fat person, and I am so fat that even my eyes are squeezed into a line by 'fat' and 'meat', and my facial features are almost impossible to see.

For my own situation, my mother is anxious, and often when the boss looks at me, he also shows his face 'worried', but I am myself, in fact, I am not panicked at all, fat is fat, what's wrong, anyway, I won't eat up the old man's silver.

But my sister loves to follow me more and more, she is older, a little longer, but better than those Fengyue 'women' in the building, and she also loves to toss on me, saying that it is soft 'meat' and very comfortable.

At first, I didn't bother to care about her, she tossed as much as she wanted, just let her, tossing tired, she always fell asleep on me, and then she was quiet and well-behaved.

Many years later, when I think of this scene, I think that time was actually my happiest time.

Half a year later, I figured out that I was famous, as if I was born with a restless dark factor in my bones, and I wanted to give it a try as long as I could make a lot of money that others would not dare to do.

Finally one day, I met a red-haired merchant in Fanbang, the merchant 'lost' the way '' the non-fluent Da Yin, in the market was in a hurry, I stepped forward, to show him the way, of course I was not kind, I just heard the old man say before, these Fanbang merchants always have good things in their hands that Da Yin does not have, if you sell, it will make money.

As I grew older, my mother's money, which had not increased for 10,000 years, was not enough for me to 'spend'.

There is an urgent need to earn money for yourself.

When the merchant arrived at the resting place, he danced happily, and he graciously invited me to his room to rest, and I agreed without even thinking about it.

Generally, this kind of invitation, there are ten ** that are the next plays, follow the old man, I have seen too much.

When I entered the room, there were still four or five young foreign 'women' hidden in the merchant house of that state.

Until I died, I remembered that day vividly, the day that changed my fate.

The merchant took out some white powder from a box, and he motioned for me to use it, and I waved my hand, and then I saw that he had used it for himself, and in the end, after only half an hour, he went crazy, and was very excited.

The four or five foreign 'women' had blonde hair, and some had the same red hair as the merchants of that state, and I saw that they also used some of the powder one after another, and then two 'women' entangled themselves with the merchant for a while, and the three of them quickly took off their 'essence' and turned upside down.

The remaining two or three 'women' were wrapped around me, I clearly felt their hot and soft bodies, I didn't move, let them move by themselves, that time Wushan**, all those two or three 'women' served me, so that I was comfortable for half the night, and I remembered for a long time.

Since then, I started trading with the merchant of that state, I bought the white 'colored' powder in his hand, and then resold it to other people, first-hand, I made a lot of silver, only then did I know that the white 'colored' powder in Da Yin also has a name called "Xiaoyaosan", if sold is a forbidden 'medicine' that will be cut off from the head.

For this reason, I stopped for a while, but when all the money I earned was 'spent', and I was poor again, I told myself that I would sell it for the last time and quit completely.

I don't know how many times I've told myself this, my 'spending' is getting bigger and bigger, in fact, I don't know what I'm doing, anyway, the silver is just 'spent' out, playing with girls, occasionally gambling, visiting restaurants, doing other transactions, the money comes too slowly.

At last, I knew very well that I was in a state of unstoppable obstacle, like a man who was on the loose, and I was addicted to the quick buying and selling of money, even though I had never sucked it myself.

In the process of my complete depravity, my sister has become bright and generous, and I even heard my mother telling people to find a mother-in-law for my sister.

She still pestered me as much as ever, and I was still so fat, if not fatter.

My sister is getting more and more girly, and she has grown up as she should have in her 'girl' body, but she still crawls on me often without realizing it, and finally one day, I was terrified to find that I accidentally touched my sister, and my body actually reacted.

I don't know what to do, and I don't know if I have feelings for my sister, after all, I'm not yet twenty years old, and I don't know what feelings are all about.

I had to stay as far away as I could from my sister, and she only thought that I was annoying her again and refused to see her, but in fact I was afraid to see her.

Later, Xi Lao Wu, who didn't pay attention to it since he was a child, wanted me to instigate the kid, actually brought back an 'illegal' child outside, and I liked that kid as soon as I saw it, like a wolf cub who didn't admit defeat, he was very fierce, and he caught whoever bit whom.

And he often calls me a fat man with disdain.

At that time, among the brothers, I was the only one who didn't even accept a room, I was not like Xi Lao Wu, I only liked to play with 'women', I loved silver.

There is another secret, for so many years, in addition to loving silver, I also fell in love with my own sister.

Since that time when my body reacted to my sister, I don't know exactly when, but the more I looked at her, the more beautiful I felt, and when she looked at me with watery eyes and grievances, even the tip of my heart could melt me.

I felt that this kind of feeling was love, but I didn't dare to say that this kind of feeling was difficult for me to talk about, and I was deeply self-loathing.

Seeing that Xi Lao Wu was becoming more and more obsessed with 'female' people, I had the idea of 'tricking' him, and took him to the small house, and found a beautiful little man for him.

I didn't rest in the small restaurant that night, I went back to my room, I didn't want to, but I saw my sister blocking me at the 'door', I drank some wine, I felt angry, angry with myself, angry with my sister.

I'm like this, and she still doesn't want to do anything!

I pushed her away and went into the house, and my sister followed, and as soon as she came in, she was dissatisfied with 'messing' and 'messing' my things, and first turned over the last bit of my leisure, which I had been preparing to sell but hadn't sold yet.

The worst thing is that she thought it was some kind of white powder that the 'woman' wiped her face, and sprinkled the Xiaoyaosan on my face, which was the first time I smoked Xiaoyaosan, although the amount was not much, but it was enough to make me hallucinate.

That night was both a nightmare that plunged me into the abyss, and an incomparably wonderful ****.

Yes, I defiled my own sister, and I was so mad that I pressed her under me.

I put a stop to my unspeakable feelings, in a defiled way.

When he was sober, it was his father's angry face and his sister's desperate face.

Since then, I have been expelled from the Xi family, my father did not listen to me explain half a sentence, no one in the whole family was willing to listen to me half a sentence, and even Xi Lao Wu dodged.

When I was outside, unclothed, and hungry, I began to hate, hating everyone in my family.

Later, I met Yang Tui, and I always thought that Yang Tui was the smartest person in the world, because he was far-sighted and had nothing to lose.

Knowing that I wanted to seek revenge from the Xi family, he casually helped me with an idea, and in order to survive, I had to start running a sea ship for the eldest prince to do business and earn money.

I finally walked the waterway.

Many years later, I stole back to Zhaozhou, and there, I met Liu Qingqing, the second 'woman' in my life, she was a 'girl' in a Qinglou, I heard her talk about Xi Zixiao, and I had a plan.

I asked Liu Qingqing to take advantage of Xi Zixiao's relationship, and asked her to find a way to enter the big 'door' of Xi's family.

At this time, I also did one thing, that is, to find Xi Lao Wu, he was still so stupid, I only instigated a few words, these years, he has long been dissatisfied with the love of men and women, and he fell into an immoral hypothesis.

Soon after, I heard that Xi Lao Wu's eldest daughter-in-law had an affair with someone and committed suicide.

I know, this is what Xi Lao Wu did.

I achieved my goal, and that day, I couldn't close my mouth after smiling for a long time.

I began to run a sea ship for the eldest prince again, and once again in the storm at sea, I broke my body, I can't be humane in this life, and I can't have children, I accepted all this calmly, and I did all the bad things, and it was normal for God to punish me.

After many years, I heard that the old man had died, so I returned to Zhaozhou, and I met Xi Zixiao and his wife 'Hua' Ah Jiu.

Yang Tui wants to deal with 'Hua' Jiu, I naturally have to help, and then I learned that Liu Qingqing actually gave birth to a 'daughter' for me, I was ecstatic at that moment, I thought that there would be no descendants in this life, however, the child died, died in the hands of Xi Lao Wu.

Is this a cycle of cause and effect? I thought so at the time, but I still wanted to kill Xi Lao Wu, just for that child, and I heard that she died a terrible death.

In the end, I am also going to die, Xi Lao Wu has been a nest all his life, but he gave birth to a good son, Xi Zixiao, it is okay to die in his hands, and everyone is always surnamed Xi.

It's just that I think of my sister again, since that night, I haven't seen her again, I only heard that she is married, and she is living well, so many years, but I dare not look at her, I have only loved her in my life until death.