Chapter 90: Lingwei "Waiting"
"I'm a little unaccustomed to you suddenly being so civil."
She blinked, Lingwei's words, in fact, went to her heart, it turned out that there was still someone who saw herself so thoroughly.
"I mean, you're a very sad person, more mournful than me."
Hearing her say that, she was shocked.
Not surprised that she said so, but that it was just as she said it was.
She felt that the thick armor on her body had been lifted at this moment, and she was unconsciously afraid.
People are like this, hoping that others can see through themselves and understand themselves, but when they are really seen through one day, they will panic, afraid that after revealing the miserable flesh and blood under the heavy armor, no one will be willing to approach her, or will they stay away from her.
Those who don't understand her can't hurt her, because there is always that layer of armor protecting her, and only those who know her can hurt her, and that kind of injury, straight into the flesh and skin, deep to the bone marrow, can make her die.
So she doesn't expect how many people in this world can see through her, she is afraid of pain, afraid of being hurt, but a lonely soul has been wandering for too long, and will always expect to have someone to walk with, even if it is possible to be hurt.
For Lingwei's understanding of her, she didn't dare to walk in, and she was reluctant to refuse, so she could only silently put it in her heart, not to tell the truth, and not to expose her miserable self.
"Oh no, you found out."
She raised an eyebrow, as if she were joking.
Seeing her say this, Lingwei didn't say anything more.
She probably didn't want others to see her too clearly, and she wouldn't have pierced her.
She knows that she can live a thousand times in life, after all, she is an actor with a professional background, but in music, that feeling can't deceive people.
She understands her music, she is lonely in her music, she is not very happy, she is struggling, she is in pain, this feeling is too strong, so her music can infect others.
This, perhaps, she herself is not aware of.
"You're great today, but I'm going to give it my all, after all, we're half-hearted opponents."
"Is it only half a pound and eight taels? Obviously, there are a lot of pounds and a lot of taels, I am optimistic about you. ”
Lingwei smiled at her, though she knew she couldn't see it, and then turned and walked towards the stage.
She was the last one today.
This stage, she has been waiting for a long time, this is the opportunity she has always dreamed of.
She loves music and has a talent for music, but ...... She didn't stand a chance.
She is actually not called Lingwei, her name is Li Weiwei, and she has an older sister named Li Xixi.
Li Xixi is not her biological sister, she is her stepfather's daughter, and similarly, she is also a well-known diva in the music world, Li Xixi.
Her status is almost catching up with Su Wanqing, but it is the small word in front of the name, and she has always been below Su Wanqing.
Li Xixi is beautiful, has a good voice, and is still a singer-songwriter, who has won countless music awards and has been praised by countless people.
But what everyone doesn't know is that the musical talent they call is a thief.
None of her songs were written by herself, and she had nothing but a good voice and a beautiful face.
The songs that made her famous and made her popular were all Lingwei's.
At first, she pretended to be pitiful and asked Lingwei to lend her songs to sing and participate in a competition.
But who knows, after that game, Li Xixi will be on fire.
After becoming popular, she intensified her efforts, not only saying that the song she participated in the competition was her original, but also forcing Lingwei to hand over other songs she wrote.
At that time, Lingwei was only eighteen years old.
When she didn't agree, her stepfather scolded her, even beat her, and didn't let her eat.
's mother doesn't look at herself, saying that she is all from her own family, and who sings this song differently.
Who sings differently? It's different, her song is her Li Xixi's singing, she knows that her mother is to defend her marriage, but can she sacrifice her daughter in this way?
She has been putting up with Li Xixi's father and daughter for her mother since she was a child, her own family, when did their father and daughter treat her as their own family?
She was forced to drop out of school after graduating from junior high school, and even though she was admitted to a key high school, she still did not have a chance to go to school. And what about Li Xixi? Her grades were not good, she was not admitted to college, and her family spent money to buy her a university.
Li Xixi's agent sneered at her every time he saw her, saying that she was ugly, what was the use of such a good song, Li Xixi could sing the fire, and she was disgusting when she sang.
In blow after blow, she compromised.
Li Xixi sang her song, and she had no way to sing her own song anymore, but she was unwilling, unwilling.
So, she got plastic surgery, changed her name, wrote a new song, and finally signed up for "Best Female Voice".
She wants to get rid of Li Xixi, the demon, she doesn't want to be her puppet anymore, why should she sing and dance on stage with the songs she worked hard to write, and all the fame and fortune will easily come to her?
She is unwilling to have her music dream ended by Li Xixi, which is also the encouragement given to her by her teacher.
Li Xixi, I will give you those things in the past, and you don't want to take anything from me from now on.
"Hello everyone, I'm the best female voice, Lingwei, my song today is called "Waiting".
After Lingwei appeared, the barrage was finally no longer like the previous one talking about Meng Zhanyan, Lingwei performed very well in the previous show, she sang well, and she didn't lose to Meng Zhanyan at all, so there are many people who like her.
"Thank you for helping us look good."
When the host said Lingwei's name, the barrage was swiped by this sentence.
Hearing her sing is also waiting, everyone is also very curious, and her expectations today are already very high.
lived up to everyone's expectations, and her singing today was equally amazing.
In her songs, everyone can feel a person's pursuit of dreams, persistence in a musical dream, and waiting for an opportunity.
Everyone has dreams, everyone has been hurt by dreams, and the most commendable thing is that some people will not choose to give up because their dreams have been shelved.
Some people may be confused, even if they persist in their dreams until the end, they may get nothing, why do they still persevere, but, on the other hand, if you don't even want to persist in it, it is really nothing.
It's like she sings in the lyrics.
"I have a musical dream
I'm waiting for its chances
Even if it doesn't come in the end
I also said that I had waited."
However, accidents always favor those who are unfortunate, especially man-made accidents.
"Oh my God, is she lip-syncing?"
"The microphone was put down just now, and there was still a voice."
"Are we stupid?"
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