Chapter 226: Ah Yan, Wait for Me
"Experienced?" For the first time, the corners of Mu Fan's mouth actually pulled out a wicked smile, and he added his lips, as if he was reminiscing about something, "Experienced people will freeze when kissing, and they won't even react at all?" β
"I ...... I was just...... Not ready! Xia Yan didn't admit it, but his heart exploded.
Mu Fan is right, she is indeed inexperienced, whether it is in this life or the previous life, her first kiss is still there, but ...... Today, I was suddenly taken away by this hairy boy!
That was the precious first kiss she had left for decades, and it was gone?
Xia Yan was really angry, but as soon as he thought of that good-looking face, the fire in his stomach disappeared instantly, and even ...... It can even turn into a blush and heartbeat.
Mufanta...... I shouldn't be able to see that I am blushing, after all, my face is coated with such a thick layer of bead powder.
But why does she feel unwilling?
Though...... Although this kissing seems to taste good...... But......
Why is she the one who is forced?
No, I must get it back today!
said that it was too late, Xia Yan took advantage of the fact that Mu Fan, who was still smiling evilly, did not pay attention, pulled up his collar, and tiptoed to kiss the slender lips.
The sudden softness and sweetness made Mu Fan not react for a while, and his whole body was stiff and stunned.
This...... This is...... Ah Yan took the initiative to kiss him?
It doesn't feel like it's going to be bad......
Hiss...... Hurt......
Mu Fan, who was immersed in joy, suddenly came back to his senses with a burst of pain, and then, he felt a faint fishy smell in his mouth, and it turned out that Xia Yan had bitten his lower lip.
Ah Yan is really stupid......
Although he thought so in his heart, the expression on his face couldn't help but soften a lot, and he was no longer stunned just now, but stretched out his arms and wrapped the soft body in his arms.
Feeling the clumsiness of the person opposite, Mu Fan smiled in his heart, grabbed the waist that Ying Ying was holding, and after pulling her closer to him, he turned defense into offense and regained the initiative.
It's just that compared with the previous rough plunder, this time Mu Fan is much gentler.
This kiss is like a vicissitudes of life.
I don't know how long it took, Xu felt the softness of the person in his arms, and Mu Fan reluctantly let go of her.
"Ah Yan, you are really lying to me, how can you have any experience?" Mu Fan stared at Xia Yan's red and swollen lips, his face distressed, "I'm sorry...... I...... I'm pushing too hard, next time it's lighter......"
"I want to have a next time! Dream! Xia Yan glared angrily, and pointed at Mu Fan with an angry look, "Why am I the one who was forced, I want you to know that I also have the right to take the initiative!" Tell you, I just gave it back to you! From now on, we don't owe each other! β
Suddenly, Xia Yan thought of something, and looked at Mu Fan with disdain, "I think Mu Gongzi's skills are quite skilled, it seems that you usually mess with the girls." With your unique appearance, there must be many girls who want to marry you, so why do you have to force me to be my fiancΓ©e? β
"Ah Yan, you're so stupid, this is the second time, how can I not learn it?" Mu Fan didn't seem to hear Xia Yan's sarcasm, and muttered in a voice she could barely hear.
Listening to Mu Fan muttering for a long time, Xia Yan only heard the sentence "You are so stupid", and couldn't help but get angry again, but before she could have a seizure, she saw Mu Fan looking at her with tenderness, and said: "You are the only one, you are special, I only want you, it can only be you, no one else can." β
"...... you" Mu Fan's words made Xia Yan suddenly lose her mind, she opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.
Is this a confession?
But what does the phrase "you are so stupid" mean?
No, this is definitely not a confession, how can anyone scold before confessing......
If it's really a confession, how do I respond to him?
Promise?
No, he hurt my brother and mother, and I am incompatible with him.
No promise......
Can...... What's going on with this indescribable feeling?
Why does my heart beat so fast? Why is there a hint of joy and anticipation? Why is there a trace of regret and reluctance?
And why?
Just when Xia Yan was thinking nonsense, Mu Fan's gentle voice came again: "Ah Yan." β
"Hmm." Unprecedentedly, Xia Yan actually responded.
"Will you go out for a walk with me?"
At this moment, Xia Yan's brain was out of control, and he blurted out: "Okay." β
The two of them walked out of the courtyard without saying a word, and when Xia Yan came back to her senses again, she found that she had unconsciously followed Mu Fan to the foot of Wubi Mountain.
"It's snowing." Mu Fan stretched out his hand to catch a snowflake, "It was also a snowy day when my mother left. β
Xia Yan didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this matter, and he didn't know how to answer this conversation, so he could only look at him silently.
"My mother is gone, but my father is still there." Mu Fan's eyes were full of apologies, "Ah Yan, I'm sorry, I lied to you." β
Before Xia Yan could respond, Mu Fan stepped forward and took her hand and said softly, "Ah Yan, I'm leaving." β
"Where?" Xia Yan asked almost subconsciously.
"Go back to the capital."
"Because of your father?" Xia Yan knew that Mu Fan was from the capital, and because he suddenly heard him mention his parents, he felt that this matter must have something to do with them.
"Sort of." Mu Fan avoided Xia Yan's inquiring gaze and lowered his eyes.
"Will you be back?" What Mu Fan did when he went back, Xia Yan didn't care, she just wanted to know if she could see him in the future.
"Yes."
"Too ......" Xia Yan's eyes suddenly lit up, and the corners of his mouth rose uncontrollably.
But before she could be happy, she heard Mu Fan's voice again: "Maybe not." β
For a moment, Xia Yan's smile froze on her face, she broke free of Mu Fan's hand holding her tightly, turned her hand behind her back, secretly pinched her left hand, forced herself to calm down, and shouted in a voice pretending to be excited: "Great, you nasty ghost is finally leaving." β
"You ......" Mu Fan's mouth opened slightly, with an unbelievable look.
"What are you?" Xia Yan glanced at Mu Fan, "Could it be that you think I can't give up on you?" Or are you crying and begging you not to leave? Mu Gongzi, you are too self-indulgent. You killed Lian'er, causing my mother and brother to be deeply hurt by Gu poison. You know what, my brother...... My brother can only last three years! Not only that, without Lian'er, I can't give Xiaohu an explanation, I can only watch him miss her day and night. If they have three longs and two shorts, I have an enmity with you. A cold-blooded and ruthless person like you should have disappeared from my face a long time ago. The Tao is different, and goodbye! β
After speaking, Xia Yan hugged his fists and saluted, and did not look at Mu Fan's reaction, turned around and ran.
"Ah Yan!" Mu Fan wanted to catch up with her and explain all this to her, but his feet couldn't even move a step as if they were filled with lead.
Eventually, Mu Fan gave up.
Looking at Xia Yan's back as he quickly left, he smiled self-deprecatingly, then lowered his head and muttered, "Ah Yan, do you hate me so much?" β
When Mu Fan raised his head again, he couldn't even see Xia Yan's back, he looked at the direction she left, and said in a daze: "Ah Yan, wait for me ......"
Xia Yan used the fastest speed in his life to escape and leave, but he didn't feel good in his heart.
She clutched her heart, biting her lower lip tightly, desperately holding back the tears that were about to flow.
What she feels at the moment, she can't tell.
It's just that why does my heart hurt so much, it's like being cut by a knife.
Why is the nose so sour? Why can't the eye sockets be moist?
Shouldn't she be happy that the annoying guy is finally gone? But why do tears keep falling?
At this moment, Xia Yan has heartache, reluctance, self-blame, complaints, regrets, and grievances, but she does not have the joy she thought she would have.
She didn't understand why her mood had become so uncontrollable. I don't understand why I have such inexplicable emotions towards him.
In this way, Xia Yan returned home confused and depressed.
As soon as I stepped into the door, I heard Qing'er's surprised voice: "Miss, what's wrong with you?" β
Qing'er covered her mouth and looked at Xia Yan with wide eyes.
My own lady went out for a while, how did she seem to have changed.
The originally radiant eyes became dull at this moment, and the red and swollen eye sockets and the two conspicuous tear stains all proved that she had just cried. When I went out, my face was still as white as jade, but it became mottled at some point, and the small cherry mouth that had been specially covered was extremely red and swollen as if it had been bitten by something. All this converges on that delicate and small face, what a miserable word.
"Miss!" Qing'er hurriedly ran forward and supported Xia Yan, "Are you injured, do you want to call a doctor!" β
Facing Qing'er's nervousness, Xia Yan didn't want to respond at all, but said weakly: "No, it's just a fall, it's okay." β
"But...... But ......" Qing'er raised Xia Yan's arm, looked left, looked again, and examined her carefully, "Your mouth is swollen, how can you still say it's okay?" β
It's okay not to mention this, but as soon as Xia Yan mentioned it, he recalled the scene just now, and the tears that he finally held back were about to flow out again, and he immediately scolded: "Get out!" β
"Miss......" Qing'er had never seen Xia Yan lose her temper with herself, she shook her body violently, and immediately let go of her hand, with a look of bewilderment, "I ......"
"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired." Seeing that Qing'er was frightened by herself, Xia Yan hurriedly slowed down her tone, "You go out first, I want to sleep for a while." β
After speaking, Xia Yan slowly walked to the side of the bed, pulled up the quilt and wrapped himself in the bed and lay on the bed.
"Miss...... You haven't changed your clothes yet...... Qing'er originally wanted to help Xia Yan change her clothes, but when she saw her tired appearance, she didn't dare to say anything more, and bowed to her and slowly withdrew from the house.
I thought that Xia Yan was just sleeping for a while, but I didn't think that she slept for a whole day, from morning to night, no one called her and didn't give a little reaction, but she was sad for the people at home.