Eight hundred and zero thoughts
He was angry and anxious after being surprised, knowing that the girl was messing around, but she shouldn't be so messing around!
He can be spoiled by how much will happen in the capital in the end, but the northwest front is at the forefront of the killing.
Once the two armies fight on a large scale again, he is afraid that he will not even care about himself, let alone a girl, so that is the first time he is "quite unreasonable".
knew that the girl would be wronged, but for the sake of the girl's "safety", he had to be ruthless.
thought that with the girl's temperament, she would leave with a temper and huff, but he underestimated the girl's wisdom and courage.
He knows that the girl actually has great wisdom, but in the past, she always liked to make noise, and she looked unruly outside, which was easy for people to ignore something.
He almost forgot that she was still behind the door, and she was still an extremely smart girl who was afraid of pain but not afraid of death.
At the moment, his abdomen and back were attacked by the enemy, and he was embarrassed, but the aura of his body was still not allowed to be provoked, he angrily reprimanded and asked Zhu Sheng and Bai You to immediately escort the girl and Chaoxuan to retreat to a safe place in the rear, no one dared to refuse, but only this girl.
She actually twisted her neck, stubbornly talked to him, said that she would not leave now, she was coquettish, and even threatened, and his heart was almost soft.
But as soon as he thought of the hard battle that might be "dead and alive" at the end, he forced himself to harden his heart again, and almost lost his temper, even Zhu Sheng and Bai You couldn't bear it anymore.
But the girl just got on the bar with him, and she was willing to leave whatever she said, and what was even more angry was that Chaoxuan's kid was also on the side, and Zhu Yan Baiyou was still echoing on the side, at that time he was really angry and wanted to do it, but in the end he still couldn't be ruthless, who let that girl be the person in his heart.
Just when she was willful, Zhao Zongtong thought about protecting the two of them no matter what, but even more unexpected things happened to him.
This girl actually dared to "team" with Zhu Shubai to trick him into taking medicine, and staged a big drama of "serving in the army for her uncle" together.
They actually dared to drug him, and dared to risk his identity to go to the battlefield to fight the Huns!
The Huns are a million army, and those generals under him are not sure of something, this girl and Chaoxuan dare to stand up to the scalp.
To be honest, after waking up and learning the news, he really almost missed Zhu Sheng's life!
He had never been so afraid, he was afraid of hearing anything bad, he was afraid that the girl would die there, and there was nothing he could do.
He hated that powerlessness and his own incompetence, but the dignified Northwest Admiral needed to rely on a girl to protect him, and he was really about to collapse at that time.
But he didn't dare to fall, because he knew that there were still too many pairs of "ill-intentioned" eyes in the barracks, so no matter how worried he was, he couldn't fall!
Even for the sake of the girl, for the sake of the "adventurous" little girl, he had to hold on, panic, shake his hands, and finally wait for the girl to "return safely".
But even so, his "panicked" heart has not diminished at all, after all, they are really "bold", even if they "win", but this tone Zhao Zongtong is still stuck in his heart.
lost her temper and knelt on the ground, but she still couldn't bear the girl's stubborn temper, she actually dared to "threaten" him again and again, and she also "threatened" him with herself, knowing that he was reluctant, this girl could really make him suffocated, and only she could, and only she dared!
It's obviously "nonsense", and he should be taught a lesson, but he just can't get this hand, lift it up, put it down, put it down, put it down, put it down......
Zhao Zongtong himself felt that he was too benevolent, but he just couldn't do it, and in the end he could only completely compromise under this girl's "coercion and temptation", and there was no way at all, so he could only let this girl "be at the mercy of the master".
Although he should be quite aggrieved, he felt inexplicably comfortable, so comfortable that he couldn't believe it.
He will quickly "get used to it" to this kind of life, probably because he has been jumping too tight all these years, and finally has a chance to relax and breathe, although it is only a short 20 days, but those 20 days in the northwest military camp are what he misses the most, likes and yearns for the most.
So at that time, he accepted all the girl's intimacy, and it seemed that he was a little reluctant to let go.
But after returning to Beijing, after seeing Liu Changxi again, his almost indulged heart suddenly sobered up!
yes, what is he doing!
How can he be such a bastard, so selfish, that's a girl, a little girl, such a bright and cunning little girl who is so many years younger than him, how can he have such a mind for her, and how can he take her for himself.
No, he can, he can't hurt the girl, the girl should live a carefree life, he can't, he can't......
Therefore, after returning to Beijing, Zhao Zongtong suddenly restrained Jiang Mo, and he immediately faded from the ground.
Although he was reluctant in his heart, for the sake of the girl's happiness in the future, he forced himself to hold on, and even did not hesitate to "use" Liu Changxi.
During that time, although he couldn't see with his eyes, his long-term tacit understanding made him sensitive to any emotional ups and downs of the girl, even if he didn't use his eyes, he could know it well, and it was because of this that he didn't have a good time during that time.
He knew that he was a little "despicable" like this, but he had no choice, because he couldn't say anything if he refused, and he "owed" Liu Changxi if he continued like this, but he had felt extremely tormented for a few days, but he had to hold on while staying up, he just wanted to be a good girl, even if he was poked in the back, he would not give up.
It's a pity that he ignores his heart, once there is a crack in some things, he is destined to never go back, and now he is about to burst, even if he wants to control it, he is powerless.
Subsequently, he could only compromise, and could only succumb to the most real torment in his heart, and then prudently chose to have a "showdown" with Liu Changxi.
Unexpectedly, Liu Changxi was devastated, he knew that it hurt her a little when he said this, but for ten years, he has done everything for her that can or can't be done, and even violated his intentions and principles, but he still fell to the point where he is now.
He had thoroughly recognized that in Liu Changxi's heart, no matter how he was, he was not as important as her father and herself.
Although Zhao Zongtong has always been reluctant to admit this, after all, it has been ten years, but what she and her father have done over the years, especially what has happened in the past two years, has constantly reminded him of all this again and again.
He is just a "backer" who is in front of them in the palm of his hand, and he can always be given up at a critical time.
This feeling he once suppressed, struggled, and even wanted to choose forbearance, but in the end, he couldn't defeat them, but his "inch by inch" was completely consumed.
So he chose to forgive her and let himself go, but what he didn't expect was that Liu Changxi became obsessed and refused to let them go.
The girl wanted to come forward, but he refused, after all, this was a matter between him and Liu Changxi, and he couldn't implicate the girl no matter what, this matter was far from her.
But he still underestimated the ruthlessness of a woman once she became ruthless, and the girl almost died at her hands when she fought with him.
If someone else is replaced, Zhao Zongtong has definitely broken his body into thousands of pieces, and if he dies without a place to be buried, he will never hesitate for a moment, but why is it Liu Changxi!
He obviously didn't want to owe any more, but his heart just couldn't be completely ruthless, because of the girl's injury, he was annoyed, regretted, and despised himself.
But he has never been ruthless, and he knows that this is also the most important point of wronging the girl.
But...... He really doesn't want to bully a woman, whether she is innocent or not, and no matter what relationship they once had, it has nothing to do with it, he just doesn't want to put all the blame for these things on Liu Changxi and her as a woman, that's not what he should do.
The so-called "unjust debtor has owner", why do he know these things in his heart, the culprit has not yet been punished, why did he embarrass her as a woman, although he has surged with murderous intent in his heart more than once, but in the end it has turned into a complete cut off of a help. 2k reading web