Chapter 395: Promise
Zhang Liangsheng has now succeeded in his advancement, and his mood is also very relaxed, after a few glasses of wine, he did not use his aura to dispel the alcohol, and there was a trace of red tide on his face.
Huang Yu ignored Zhang Liangsheng's jokes, but his eyes still dimmed, and he seemed to have thought of the things that happened in the past after listening to Zhang Liangsheng's words. Glancing at Zhang Liangsheng, who was a little drunk, Huang Yu also suppressed his aura, and took a suffocation of his daughter Hong.
He also wanted to get drunk for the first time in a long time, and sometimes it wasn't necessarily a bad thing to escape from alcohol.
"About the ...... of Huangxi"
The two ate in silence for a while, only the lonely creaking of insects. Huang Yu took a deep breath and suddenly whispered.
"What's wrong?" Zhang Liangsheng glanced up at him and said.
"Huangxi has been taken care of by you during this time."
After a long time, Huang Yu glanced at Zhang Liangsheng and said hoarsely, and immediately suffocated his daughter's redness. If the speed of the two of them drinks is estimated to be startled when they see it, this is simply drinking wine as water, but even if it suppresses the aura, with their special physique, if they don't drink a little more, alcohol still won't play a role.
"Of course, Huangxi is a good girl, I am glad that she will be in my flower farm, in fact, I am quite taken care of by her, as long as Huang Xi wants, I also hope that she will always live in this flower farm. I don't dare to say how good the treatment is, but it's not much worse than ordinary people. ”
Speaking of Huangxi's affairs, Zhang Liangsheng also told the truth about his feelings.
“…… I have a bag of gold coins here, can you help me transfer them to Huangxi? Some of it is also for you, and it is regarded as your hard work to take care of Huangxi. ”
Zhang Liangsheng ate the food, took a sip of wine, and said lightly: "Stop, put away your thoughts, who is rare about your stinky money, do you think I let you see Huangxi for your money?" ”
Huang Yu's face was a little ugly, but it was rare that he didn't get angry at Zhang Liangsheng, who was straightforward and explicit, his mood was obviously a lot lower, if it was usual, Huang Yu might have a cold face, but now I don't know if it's because of the effect of alcohol, Huang Yu also showed his true emotions.
He knew that what Zhang Liangsheng said was the truth, and he couldn't refute it, but the sad and suppressed emotions in his heart couldn't dissipate for a long time. With his eyes lowered, he just silently stared at the sumptuous dishes on the table.
"Huang Yu, there are some things that shouldn't be said by me and you, but now it looks like we're going to leave this place. So I don't think it's necessarily a good time to make things clear to you. It's not just you, Huangxi is also a very good sister to me, even if you don't specifically ask me, no one here will abuse her.
Also, maybe because of the long separation, the memory of Huangxi in your memory is still stuck in the appearance of those soft and weak little girls in the past, but you must know that Huangxi has survived a lot of hardships by herself over the years, and she is now a strong, independent and kind girl, not necessarily as fragile as you think. ”
"I know, I've seen it with my own eyes."
Huang Yu pulled the corners of his mouth a little lonely, and when he was about to drink the wine in the cup, he saw Zhang Liangsheng holding the cup and stretching out his arm, he was stunned for a moment, and then took a deep look at Zhang Liangsheng, who was calm-looking, and after hesitating again and again, he still touched the cup lightly with him.
The two of them raised their heads together, and Huang Yu silently watched Zhang Liangsheng pour himself full again.
"Also, although it is my own speculation, I wonder if you have misunderstood something. Huangxi doesn't have any hatred for you, or to put it more bluntly,
Regarding the past, Huang Xi has never resented you because of this, I don't know if you talked to her about this, but it would be better to tell you. ”
Huang Yu heard this and said bitterly: "It's impossible, that's just self-deception." Now that you know what's going on, if it were you, you say, wouldn't you hate me? It's all the same. I thought about it I don't know how many times, and each time it ended in my betrayal. ”
Zhang Liangsheng said softly: "You are not Huangxi, you will not understand her mood." And you aren't actually to blame for that, are you? ”
"The process is not important, the important thing is the result, because because of my mistakes, Huang Xi encountered a bad thing that should not have happened at that age.
With that alone, I can't pay it off in my lifetime. I don't want more, I just hope that Huangxi will never encounter that kind of thing again, and he can live in peace, and he doesn't ask for much else. ”
After that, Huang Yu's eyes flashed with a strong determination.
"Now that I've found Huangxi, as long as it's to protect her, I'm willing to do anything, anyway, I've come to this point, and I have no way out."
Zhang Liangsheng looked at him quietly and sighed: "The reason why Huangxi has always kept his distance from you is because of the way you are. ”
Huang Yu was stunned for a moment and said, "What do you mean?" ”
"Your impression of Huangxi is stuck in the past, isn't Huangxi's impression of you also stuck in the past? She is the same as you, in her memory, you are the brother who is not good at words, but still honest and kind. But what do you think would happen if you let Huang Xi know what you have done in the past at the royal family? ”
“……”
Huang Yu opened his mouth, but his throat and eyes were so dry that he couldn't make a sound at all. What Zhang Liangsheng said is the truth. And before he met Zhang Liangsheng, he also knew how many sinful things he had done in the royal family. Perhaps deep down, it was precisely because he cared about this that he didn't dare to ask for Huangxi's forgiveness from the front.
Perhaps he already knew that if he took the initiative to approach Huangxi and beg for her forgiveness, she would actually forgive him. But forgiveness means that the two will return to their previous intimate relationship, and returning to an intimate relationship means that sooner or later they will have to tell Yu Huangxi all the cruel things they have done before.
However, Huang Yu did not have the courage to let Huang Xi accept those cruel facts. No matter what he thinks, he will feel that once Huangxi knows that, he will completely stay away from him, and he may not even be able to watch over Huangxi.
"It's late, it's already happening."
After a long time, Huang Yu said dryly. Zhang Liangsheng didn't answer, looked at the painful Huang Yu, and sighed secretly in his heart.
"I can probably guess what you have done for the family in order to be valued by the royal family, and I know very well how difficult the initial growth of a funeral master like you who is a side of a large family is very difficult, and I will not criticize it. And, although it's just speculation, but Huangyu, I guess everything you did was to avenge Huangxi. ”
"You can say that, but more accurately, I'm probably just doing it for myself." Huang Yu replied in a low voice.
"Can you tell me if the guy who betrayed you and Huangxi back then is now dead."
The corners of Huang Yu's mouth twitched, his eyes gradually became cold, and he said, "Those who are dead can't die anymore." None of the guys involved are still alive in this world. ”
Zhang Liangsheng smiled helplessly and said, "According to your character, I guess it's just that." But as I said just now, the past has already passed, and I am entangled in the past
There is any use. Now that you have taken revenge and determined the life and death of Huangxi, I am wondering, can you wash your hands with this golden basin?
Seriously, those things you do in secret, God knows you know and I know, as long as you don't say it, I can assure you that the royal family will never know your secrets, okay? ”
Huang Yu drank it all, and sighed: "What's the point of that, wash your hands in the golden basin...... Hehe, where is there any golden basin to wash hands, this is just one of the most self-deceptive lies in the world. ”
"Of course, you have to bear the crimes you committed in the royal family, but it's never too late to turn back on such things. What's more, if you don't commit to this, I will never hand over Huangxi to you. ”
Zhang Liangsheng's words suddenly sobered up the somewhat drunk Huang Yu a lot, and he looked at Zhang Liangsheng in dismay, not knowing what to say.
Zhang Liangsheng smiled lightly and said, "As long as you really have a heart of repentance, I am willing to help you restore the relationship with Huang Xi, after all, you are the real relative to her." As long as you're willing to commit to it, I think a lot of things will be easier to deal with than you think. ”
Huang Yu's heart beat violently, and he didn't dare to think about resuming relations with Huang Xi at all.
"You don't have to worry, Huangxi is stronger and kinder than you think, and...... Forget it, just tell me if you can promise that. ”
After being silent for a while, Huang Yu trembled and said, "If I can really make Huang Xi forgive me for everything I did in the past, I will die, and it will be worth it." ”
"It's too early to die, what should you do if you die Huangxi. Okay, I'm relieved to have your words, and I'll help you when we come back. ”
The two glanced at each other and immediately toasted very tacitly.
"By the way, don't talk about this, I still have questions for you, and I almost forgot about business."
Seeing that Zhang Liangsheng suddenly remembered something, Huang Yu also looked at it a little strangely.
"Can you tell me more about the hierarchy of the undertaker?"
"You don't even know the basics? Really? ”
Zhang Liangsheng looked at Huang Yu's gaze like looking at a fool, and smiled bitterly in his heart. Of course, it was impossible for him not to know this kind of thing, but the reason why he wanted to ask Huang Yu naturally had his own reasons.
As we all know, the hierarchy shared by the entire undertaker world is the same, but this is only a general statement, and depending on the school and family, there will be very different differences in the differences in the cultivation path.
And he was born in a small family with no name, if it weren't for the chance to get the funeral scripture, otherwise he would still be a nameless little undertaker. Although he had already seen even the Bodhi Ancestor, it was not until the power before the seal disappeared due to the backlash that he clearly realized his lack of basic knowledge of details.
After this upgrade, many of the changes he made in his body were due to a state of ignorance, and he understood that some of the changes were estimated to be different from ordinary undertakers, but in order to make this distinction, he needed to figure out what he didn't know first.
And Huang Yu is different from himself, he was born in a wealthy family like the royal family, even if he is a side disciple, he has received a systematic and complete education since he was a child, and it should be right to ask him questions in this regard.
After that, Huang Yu also carefully explained to him from the beginning, and thanks to Huang Yu's spare explanation, Zhang Liangsheng's understanding of the funeral master was also more in-depth. However, he was still a little unclear about the Divine Yuan Gathering Point and the Spiritual Qi Condensation Point.