No one behind him followed, holding his hands on his knees and gasping for air, the air slid through his throat with a burning pain, and he squatted on the ground and coughed desperately.

Go to the hospital or back to school? Looking around blankly, for the first time, I felt that this city that I had been with for four years was so unfamiliar.

It's okay, just like she said to Si Ran, to herself, although it is still an endless night, but in a few hours, the sky will be bright, and everything will be fine.

How she wished that tonight was a nightmare, and that she would wake up tomorrow with something to look forward to.

Some people say that as long as there is someone you want to see, you are not alone, what if the person you want to see no longer wants to see her?

Walking and walking to a ramen restaurant, she didn't want to eat but walked in anyway, what she needed now was a place to hide her.

The phone has been buzzing since just now, and when I take it out, I see that there is a lot of news.

Missed calls, WeChat unread messages, unread messages...... The missed calls were all from Si Ran, and when he opened WeChat, he also had his unread messages, and he opened the dialog box and typed a few words: I was already on the bus back to school, just now you should make fun of me

The expression of laughing and crying is very helpless, when you are happy, you look at it as if you are laughing, and when you are sad, you will find out how fake this laugh is.

Almost all the messages sent by Xue Rui and Andy in the dormitory group are Aite hers, and the top one is still the small video she posted.

Obviously not an hour has passed, why are there two completely different moods?

"Girl, what are you eating?"

The hostess walked up to her and asked.

"This."

I casually pointed to one on the menu.

"Do you want to be spicy?"

"Yes."

"The spicy food in our store is the most authentic, if you like spicy food, then you have come to the right place haha."

The proprietress turned around and walked into the kitchen while boasting to Meng Zhanyan.

Looking at the way the proprietress danced, the emojis that kept jumping in the group, the children chasing and playing on the road, the couples snuggling on the side of the road, the sanitation workers who bent over and cleaned the streets, and the joys and sorrows that happened in places she didn't know......

Lu Xun once wrote: The man downstairs is sick to death, and the family next door is singing on the gramophone, and the opposite side is playing with children. There were two people upstairs laughing maniacally; There is also the sound of playing cards. There was a woman on the boat in the river crying for her dead mother. The joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, I just think they are noisy.

Sure enough, people's joys and sorrows are not connected, even if you are uncomfortable to death in your heart now, others still can't feel it.

The proprietress had a business, so she was very energetic even though it was a big night, and after a while, a layer of red oil was served on it.

She almost coughed out after eating it, but she knew that she couldn't cough at this time, as long as she coughed for the first time, she couldn't stop even if she coughed out her lungs after that.

Forcibly endured the hot throat and eyes, the face that was originally like glazed white porcelain was swollen red, the weather was already hot, plus eating a bowl of hot noodles with red oil, sweat covered his forehead, and tears could not stop flowing in this heat.

It's probably because the noodles are too spicy, so I can't help but shed tears.

Is it? No, she just wanted to cry when she was so sad.

People who have not experienced the darkness never know how terrible the darkness is, like a opaque box, imprisoning you in it, so that you can't see a little beauty in the outside world, you can't and can't do anything to get out, in the eyes of others you are a monster, and no one wants to approach you, let alone lend a hand to you.

Ye Xuan is such a special existence in her life, he is the first person willing to open the black box to let her see the light, but now this person is this person, and he has completely become another person.

She was sad not because Ye Xuan ignored her, but because she knew that she would lose the most important person in her life forever and ever.

Her thin figure trembled violently, like a fallen leaf that didn't know where to go.

If you listen carefully, you can hear the girl's low and very suppressed sobs, which makes people feel uncomfortable when they hear it.

The proprietress saw that the girl was crying sadly, and put a glass of water and tissues on the table without saying a word.

Seeing that the girl didn't move for a long time, and was thinking about whether to remind her that there was a tissue on the table, I heard the girl whisper: Thank you.

After saying goodbye to her, I went on to get busy with my own business.

When I left, I was still muttering: This girl can't eat spicy food.

......

Su Wanqing said: "You are becoming more and more like him, sometimes I can't tell if you are you or him, you say, is it his heart or you who is alive, or, will a person become another person because of one heart?" ”

Ye Xuan sat in front of the big floor-to-ceiling window, just bathed, water droplets dripping from his short black hair from time to time, the black slippers were still on his feet, and the other one fell alone at his feet.

His long and narrow eyes were half-closed, and his eyes spilled out through the window, he did not live in the Ye family's mansion, but lived on the top floor of a Ye family's property, which was in a very good location, and was the most prosperous place in the entire city, which was why ordinary rich people might not be able to afford a house here.

The top floor has a floor-to-ceiling window the size of a wall, so you can see almost the whole city.

The décor of his house is simple, revealing understated luxury, but the biggest feeling is probably empty.

At the beginning, he chose to live here alone because he was afraid that his grandmother would not want to go back to the Ye family's mansion to live, and she has not been back once, her mother went to the United States sadly, and her father later followed to accompany her, although her sister was in China, she also lived outside, and her brother ...... In another world.

Now it seems that the place where he originally grew up has become Ye Yi's family, but no one is there, and he doesn't want to care about this.

recalled the question Su Wanqing asked herself, if only people could become another person because of a heart, so that he would not have to feel guilty.

But obviously this assumption is not true, he is still him, he is alive, his mind is his memory, and in his heart is the only girl he has ever loved.

Every time he sees her, he can pretend to be indifferent, and he has used this skin for seven years, so even in front of her, he can use it handy.

At the table today, she sat across from him, and he wanted to look up at her, all the time he looked at her, and imprinted all her appearances in his mind, but he couldn't......