Although homosexuality has become very popular abroad, it is still a relatively sensitive topic in China, and many people avoid it, and Caicai, as a public figure, does not dare to easily expose her gender orientation.

When she was a child, Nana witnessed her father messing with her neighbors, so she hated men when she was a child, and later she lost interest in all men, and when men offended her, she felt uncomfortable and wanted to vomit, on the contrary, she felt very comfortable and comfortable with women, especially with Bai Feifei, that feeling is difficult to describe in words.

Silence, death-like silence, Nana never thought that she would be seen through so easily, and she was stunned for a while, and it took a long time before she breathed a sigh of relief.

"You're right, I'm gay, and we've known each other for a long time." Bai Feifei was relieved, she had been hiding it all along, but she didn't expect that this day would come after all.

Nana tells the story of her and Bai Feifei in detail.

The little girl came to a strange city alone, worked as a waitress in a hotel, and her daily work was very boring, although there were many suitors but they were rejected by Caicai, she had no interest in men, and she didn't like to live with other girls, so she rented a small house and lived a busy life.

Because she is maverick and more withdrawn, she has no friends, and her colleagues often target her, at this time Bai Feifei stood up, Bai Feifei is an employee of a company, and often travels to live in the hotel, Bai Feifei took a video of Caicai being bullied and sent it to the hotel management, and later the management fired the person who bullied Caicai, and apologized to Caicai in person.

In order to prevent the video from leaking out and affecting the image of the hotel, the hotel exempted Bai Feifei from renting for three months.

The two of them came and went and became good sisters.

Bai Feifei, who has a straightforward and lively personality, is deeply liked by Caicai.

At first, Caicai didn't believe that she was gay, and she didn't want to believe that Bai Feifei was also gay, until one day Bai Feifei personally admitted that she was gay, Bai Feifei never regretted her choice, she had a scumbag father like Nana, and the two of them also hated men.

The two finally came together, they shared a house outside and lived like a couple, they would go to the street to buy vegetables together, go shopping together, travel together, watch movies together, Bai Feifei said anything, Caicai never refuted, during that time, the expenses of the two people were very large, and the money spent was almost all for nothing.

Later, Bai Feifei didn't have much money, and the life of the two of them was a little tight, and by chance, Caicai discovered Bai Feifei's secret, it turned out that Bai Feifei was not only at work, but also on social software, she was a peripheral girl in the eyes of many people.

Faced with questioning, Bai Feifei had a showdown.

Under the street lamp at night, Bai Feifei lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.

"That's right, I came out to sell it a long time ago, I'm different from you, I escaped when I was very young, I didn't know anyone at that time, I was less than fifteen years old, the factory didn't want me at all, and I didn't have an ID card, my only capital was my body, I used to think that my body was very precious like many girls, but in the face of hunger, these are not worth mentioning at all, I want to live, I want to study, I want to change myself, so I can only sacrifice my body, I started to be the periphery, I haven't borrowed a penny from anyone for so many years, I've never begged anyone, and if you look down on me, I can't help it, you can go now, the farther the better. ”

The cold wind was blowing, and Bai Feifei raised his head very stubbornly.

Caicai is gone, she is very sad, the love in her fantasy should be innocent and perfect, she never thought that her current life was actually exchanged for Bai Feifei's body.

When Caicai walked out more than a dozen steps, she suddenly ran over and asked Bai Feifei a question.

"What do you think is the most important?"

"Alive."

This is Bai Feifei's answer.

"Alive?"

"Yes, live, because only alive can there be hope, if you love someone, then you have to live well and don't let him worry, if you have money you have to live well and enjoy life, if you hate a person, you have to live well, only by living can you have a chance to take revenge, people have to live like dogs, you can both wag your tail and beg for mercy and grin, if life forces you, since you can't resist, then enjoy it."

Caicai thought that the most important thing in Bai Feifei's heart was her, but she didn't expect to be "alive".

At that moment, Caicai was like an electric shock, she remembered what she had encountered, she was a child who came out of the mountains, with no power and no background, what she thought about the most every day was to make more money to make her parents and younger brother live a better life, isn't this alive?

Even if you are as humble as a mustard, you must strive to bloom gorgeous flowers, no one owes anyone in this world, there will be gains and losses, and if you want to get, you have to pay.

Thoughts are like steering wheels, as long as you deviate a little bit, life will be completely different.

Inspired by Bai Feifei, when Manager Huang introduced Caicai to Luo Tianping, she agreed without too much hesitation, she knew that Manager Huang Luo Tianping was her life-changing opportunity, she had to grasp it in her hands, in fact, she did the same, she successfully tied Luo Tianping.

Even though he knew it was a plaything, he never changed his mind.

Since then, her life has changed dramatically, she has become a valuable Internet celebrity, with thousands of fans, she dresses up brightly, luxury car transfers, and she lives a life that countless people envy and is still rich.

Caicai succeeded, and her courage became bigger and bigger, she followed Bai Feifei to the club, where she finally knew what it means to spend money like dirt and get drunk with money, this kind of place is easy to do as long as you have money.

Here it is important to understand why Bai Feifei wants to sleep with others, it has nothing to do with love, it is only about money and preferences, just like eating and drinking, every time she messes with a man, it has nothing to do with morality, it is simply for money, if she is in a good mood, she will find a few boys to flirt, and they are called enjoyment and physiological needs.

In this way, Caicai was completely let go, she became cheerful and lively, learned the trick of talking in front of people and talking nonsense in the back, and she became an Internet celebrity loved by countless people with her superb performance.

Bai Feifei proposed last winter, and the proposal ceremony had no witnesses, let alone flowers and applause, only a ring and a beautiful woman kneeling on one leg.

"What the hell is going on between you, why are you arguing?" Tang Tao asked.

"She told me she was going to get married, that she had met someone who really loved her, and that she had broken our vows."

"Marry whom?"

Nana shook her head.

"I don't know, she didn't show up after we had a big fight, I've been waiting for her, and I've been waiting for half a month, and I think it's really over between us, so I wrote her an email in the game to prepare to leave the city, and before leaving, I burned the dress she gave me, and I didn't expect you to come when I was about to leave."

In order to verify that what Caicai said was true, Sophie logged into Caicai's game, and sure enough, she did write a letter to Bai Feifei, which roughly means that if Bai Feifei turns around, Caicai can forgive her, and if she really gets married, I wish her happiness, this letter has written hundreds of words, and the emotions are very real, not like a fake.

"Didn't you meet in the game? Aren't you going to wait for her? Tang Tao asked again.

"No, it's over, when a person changes his mind, he can never go back to the past, she said those words just a pretext and didn't want me to be sad, people must be self-aware."

"And what did you see on your computer at the time?"

"Don't you know? TV series, I saw a love tragedy and thought of our past, maybe if it goes on like this, it will be a tragedy between us sooner or later, homosexuality is destined to be fruitless, I am very sad, so I took off my clothes in public and decided to leave the live broadcast world completely, I have to leave anyway, and I have made enough money, play a treasure hunt to compensate the fans, it is a thank you for their support and love over the years, are you satisfied with my answer? ”

Caicai's tone is very calm, her reasons are also very sufficient, when two people have no feelings, it is not impossible to be disheartened and burn what the other party sent, and the treasure hunt game is also said in the past, after all, this is not the original of Caicai, someone has already played it.

Is this the truth?

After a long time, you still can't know Bai Feifei's whereabouts?

"I thank you for letting me speak my heart, now I'm relieved, I've let go of everything, tomorrow I'm going to a place I've never been to, to live the life I want to live, maybe one day you'll still receive my wedding invitation, okay, after all that, can I go?"