Zhiyue stood quietly at the door of the study, seeing me painting with a pen. I wrote "Liuli" on rice paper, according to the appearance in my heart, the appearance I vaguely remember in my heart, depicting the delicate and beautiful girl, my hands trembled uncontrollably, but I couldn't stop, I was afraid that as soon as I stopped, I forgot the appearance of Liuli, forgot who Liuli was.

Immediately after painting Shen Su. I can't remember what he looked like. I clawed at my hair in pain, and countless strands of hair fell to the ground, but I remembered that he had come to me three days ago, yes, three days earlier. Shen Su came to me, we drank, and I drew a fan and handed it to him. He was wearing a blue robe embroidered with purple flowers, and his crepe appearance did not look like a guard at all. I drew tremblingly, stroke after stroke. Zhiyue came to stop me, but was hit by the book I threw over, and never took a step forward.

Also, there is Ling Yi, yes, Ling Yi. She's a chivalrous woman, and she's very good at using a sword. She got married a few days ago. Who is she married to? I can't remember. She toasted me, yes, she was wearing a big red wedding dress at that time, and she smiled at me through the fringed curtains, which was Lingyi. I panicked and dropped the word "Lingyi" on the paper. I couldn't draw that smile well, so I tore it off and repainted, tasseled the curtain, and smiled firmly. She seemed to be hinting at me something. She must have been hinting at me something, but I couldn't remember.

Big tears fell, wetting Ling Yi's red wedding dress.

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After all, I underestimated the palace maid next to me, and when she put her right hand on my sleeping hole, I still remember her calling "Zhiyue." "How I want to forget her, to forget this world of so many. Shen Su, Ling Yi, take me away.

The sea of dreams is boundless, as if you can never wake up again. I dreamed that Xiao Man came back with a beautiful woman in his arms, holding a bright yellow box tightly in his right hand. I'm not happy.

He wanted me to detoxify that beauty, but I didn't want to, and I planned to be angry and skip eating. He seemed to be really angry, and told them not to give me food. At that time, I felt so aggrieved, it was one thing for me not to eat by myself, and it was another thing for Xiao Man to deliberately starve me.

I couldn't hold it anymore on the fourth day of hunger, and Xiao Man didn't come to see me. I was carried into his bedroom by Ruri, and he was wiping the face of the unconscious beauty on the bed. He didn't look at me the whole time. Even if I said that I would detoxify that beauty, he just snorted.

I held back the tears that were about to fall and asked him, "What poison did she have?" ”

Xiao Man glanced at me coldly, and casually spit out the three words "July Snow" that I don't want to provoke the most in this life. Ruri couldn't hold me, and I collapsed to the ground.

He looked at me with mocking eyes, and I couldn't stand that look the most, as if to say, "Didn't you just say that you wanted to detoxify her?" What, now I'm scared and unwilling? ”

And it turned out that he actually said that, almost exactly as I thought he would. I never knew what it was like to feel distressed, I hadn't hurt before. It turns out that not only is the dense needle in the heart piercing the blood spilling out, but the pain will also seep into the fingers, blocking all the blood vessels, and even bending.

I held up the last bit of humble courage and hope and asked him: "Xiao Man, if I die to save her, will you be sad?" ”

How could he believe it, his mocking eyes grabbed me and made me unable to move, "Aren't you invincible?" It's just to detoxify her, why are you afraid of being like this? ”

So, I held back my tears. Holding back her convulsive stomach that she hadn't eaten for four days, she forced the beauty to her wrist, cut a small opening, and gave her drugs.

She was finally about to wake up, Xiao Man couldn't help but be happy, and waited quietly by the bed for her to wake up. Liuli carried me step by step, and it was very difficult. Outside the door was the rain that was the biggest in my memory. Ruri wanted to take off her coat to protect me from the rain, but I stopped her. I said, "Your coat can only be untied for Shen Su in the future, and I am not Shen Su." I thought Ruri would smile shyly, but I didn't expect her to cry so thoroughly.

I fell into the rain, the cold rain poured into my arms, I wanted to reach out to wipe my tears for Ruri, but I didn't expect her to pick me up. She stayed with me for four days without eating, but she was still able to hold me. I'm useless.

"Ruri, I might die. You and Shen Su hurry up and get married. I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for that time. ”

Ruri hugged me and cried hysterically.

Before that, I often felt that it was annoying for Ruri to cry like this. But now, I want to hear her cry again, but I can only dream about it.