"My name is Xue Qing. You don't know me. I live in a valley where aster flowers bloom in all seasons. I seem to have a master and a master, but they are no longer there. I lived there alone for a long time. I'm most afraid of snow in July. Then a man came into the valley, and he called me gentle. When I was very young, someone seemed to call me gentle. I like him. I painted a fan of his fan, and I thought his name was a lot like a girl's name. His name is Wen Man. Later, he was no longer called Wen Man, he said that his name was Xiao Man.

"He liked me at first, but then he didn't. He fell in love with another girl, and he loved her and spoiled her. It's better than it was for me back then. In fact, I have been in the valley for so long, I don't know what is good for me, he lies on the aster flower with me, watching the moon bend, I think he is very good to me. But then he didn't like me anymore. I couldn't find my way back to the valley either. I used to run away. He caught up, and I thought he couldn't bear me. But he tied me back. I don't know how he did this, he likes people anymore. Seems like he's always liked that girl, you know? She is also called Qingqing. I hate him, he doesn't like me anymore and won't let me go. But I really want to go back. I think that aster flower. I want to get out. But ...... know"

The handsome girl reminded me with tears in her eyes: "Zhiyue, do you mean Zhiyue?" ”

I looked down and thought for a moment, "Well, it seems to be called Chizuki." She's not Ruri. Ruri won't be willing to drug me. I endured not eating, not drinking water. But I'm hungry. I was scared to eat what she made. I'm also afraid to drink water. I know I can't remember anything after eating. ”

Suddenly I wanted to cry, I was so aggrieved that I covered my eyes with my hands, and tears overflowed from my fingers, "But I knew it too late." I said.

The girl next to me kept crying and never stopped. I don't know why she cried. With tears in her eyes, she said to me, "What do you want to eat?" Shall I go and do it for you? ”

Before I could nod my head, I saw a man in a blue robe drop a knife on her shoulder, and she fainted.

I'm not scared at all. I'm waiting for someone, I don't know if it's him.

He said, "Madame, let's go." ”

I sat on the bed and smiled at him, "I'm going to wait for someone." He's going to take me back to a place. I gave him a fan......"

He was stunned for a long time, and then choked up: "Madam, I'm late." I am that person. ”

I threw myself into his arms, "I've been waiting for you for a long time. ”

He comforted me: "Well, I know. Ling Yi also came. Zhang Zheng will let us out. ”

I can't remember who is Ling Yi and who is Zhang Zheng, but I feel that my heart is as sweet as honey.

He wrapped me tightly in a big coat and asked me how I had lost so much weight in just three days. I can't remember. When I went out, the wind blew and blew off a lot of my hair.

He wrapped me tighter, bowed his head and said, "Madame, I have found that place, and I will take you back." ”

……

I remembered the fan I gave him, with a curved moon and a boy playing a purple flute. The young man's clothes fluttered, like a god standing in the highest heaven overlooking all living beings.

The meaning of that painting is: Purple jade flute, frost at night, young Chunhuajun don't forget-

Aster Flower Valley.

The carriage was jolting.

More and more blood rushed up the throat.

Countless people are calling me, but only one person is calling me "gently".

I couldn't swallow that much blood, it was running down my neck.

I can no longer open my eyes and look at the person who called me "gently".

The light of the Buddha flourished in his mind for a moment, and there was no trace of an aster flower, nor a son playing the purple jade flute.

I knew something was empty in my heart.

There may never be a going back.