[Essay] 28: People are hard to dismantle, and live and cherish
In ancient times, there were four joys and four sorrows, and now there are three cruel moments:1. Hearing his own recording, he exclaimed, "Is this my voice?" Why is it so ugly!", and the others said, "No, that's how your voice is." 2。 I uploaded a photo that I thought was a good shot, and someone commented, "Is this you?" It's not like it at all!" 3。 Others point to your ugly photo and praise it from the bottom of their hearts: "You took this photo well!" Hey, life is already so difficult, so don't break down many things。。。。。
In today's society, whether "appearance" is important or "inner beauty" is important, everyone can't tell, but it can be said that the "inner beauty" with high appearance is the most rare. At the beginning, I wanted to be thin like a lightning bolt to kill those who said I was fat, but who knew that I was fat and became a wall of nuts and black into a black cloud, how can I understand the bitterness of being a pork rib, and how can I play happily with a thin man? Since I came here, my weight has gone up, and I can't stop it, because I don't exercise every day, I almost go to work after eating, eat after work, and then sleep, and then write something, and complain in my heart. Although my daily life is still broad, it has become a matter of heart to go to eat every day, because the uncle in the canteen gives me a lot of meat pieces every time, and says "eat more, grow your body, young man", which makes me completely unable to control it!
When it comes to eating, no matter how delicious the food is, it can't compare to the "taste" made by the mother at home, only the mother is good in the world, and the mother's child is like a treasure. Speaking of my mother, I haven't been home for a long time, and it's become a luxury to go home often, is it really busy, or I don't want to call home to say hello, I think the latter is a little more! In this era, most young people have drilled into the eyes of money, regard money as more important than their parents, and even regard money as their parents, and everything looks towards money. Although money is very important, but as human beings, we are still running for the family to fight for what we love, the purpose is to live a better life for the family, not the so-called more money is more happiness, the most important thing is whether there is real intentions, just like my dad often likes to say that the more I grow up, the more I don't know how to care about my parents, he said that as parents, we do not hope that our children and grandchildren can spend much money for them, but hope that as children, we can often send them text messages, make calls, and talk is enoughThat's all they want.
But as children, how many of us have really done it, and how many of us have really entered the world of our parents, not self-righteous, or feel that our parents are too rustic and uneducated, or feel that our parents are farmers instead of a rich generation, or feel that this is not good or that is not good, in fact, this is the best they can give as parents, this is all their love, as children we really can no longer force it. Sometimes, parents love to be "subtle", implicitly saying love, implicitly loving their children, just like buying a big TV at home, I want to put it in the living room, but my mother wants to put them in the bedroom, and I have been arguing, and finally my mother compromised. Many years have passed, and one day my mother sent a message: The TV shows me and your dad in the bedroom, in fact, I want you to come to our house to watch, so that you can spend more time with us...... Immediately relieved, I couldn't help crying. Sometimes, as a parent, it is quite contradictory, seeing that the child has been at home for a long time, he is very anxious, and he can't wait to immediately "kick the child out of the house", in order to let the child work hard and earn money, but the children really go out to work, as parents, they miss it every day, they can't wait to see each other every day, they can't wait to make a phone call every day, hey, it's not easy to be a parent!
Time flies so fast, and in the blink of an eye, the former children have grown into adults, and I want to stay in time, because I really don't want to lose it anymore, I'm afraid. In the face of the ups and downs of life and the gathering and dispersion, I really want to live a life without regrets and losses, but this is not the taste of life, life is destined to be lost, only cherished! It's like taking the train today, two old women sitting next to me, one of them is here to see off the other, and the two of them hold their hands together and keep chattering. When the car was about to leave, an old woman got out of the car, turned around and said, "Sister, I am 89 years old this year, you are 90 years old, this is the last time we will meet in our lives......"
When I heard "This is the last time we will see each other in this life", I wanted to cry so much, not only was I moved, but I also thought of her. It's been more than a year since I broke up with her, but I've been thinking about her almost every day for the past year, just because I broke up, I've been wandering around her city, silently waiting for her. In fact, if I only had the last few days left to live, I would definitely go to her, not begging her to leave and accept, but I could also see her and hear her, instead of being like now, which seemed to be affectionate, but in fact it was just an irresponsible evasion! Love, in fact, has no name, and what awaits before meeting is its name. At this age, many people can't even take care of themselves, so they keep saying forever, which is really ridiculous but really beautiful. I've already bought the bread, it's good for you to come with love, but how many people have really done it, and how many people are really at ease? It's not for the sake of greedy for a moment's joy, and then I start to say that love is too hurtful, and I haven't really used my heart, how can I talk about cherishing it for a lifetime? Many children who don't know how to love usually disguise themselves as veteran love masters through love movies, hot-blooded anime, idol dramas, Tanmei and romance novels, as if they have experienced too much and have many stories. But when I met true love, I found that I couldn't do it well, and I couldn't give each other beauty, which is not doing my best, and for me, it's the same.
It is said that life is like a dream, but in fact, you can really feel yourself at the moment you wake up, because you feel tired and tired and wake up. Sometimes, when a person thinks that his body is very good, in fact, it is not like this, but the body has not yet reached the threshold, when a person falls asleep and wakes up while reading a book or looking at a mobile phone, he will feel that his consciousness is hazy, his heart is pounding, he has a little headache but is very comfortable, and he always feels that the world is not real, this is the sign when he wakes up from a dream, how similar it is to life!