Chapter 288: My Decision
I was plunged into endless darkness.
The memories that I had forgotten came back to the surface.
I lived happily with the man in my previous life, Huang Junyao, who came in a hurry, beat others and vomited blood, and when he was dying, he held my hand, telling me not to avenge him, to live well, to live for him.
After being reincarnated as a human, I thought Peng Yue was the lover of my life.
But when I regained the memory of my previous life, I knew that he was no longer the person I had in my mind.
Peng Yue has long forgotten the feelings of the previous life, although we have been together for so many years, but in Peng Yue, I can't understand the wholehearted love, tolerance, thoughtfulness, care, and even some small indulgence in Peng Yue.
It was the happiest, freest, and most enjoyable time.
As a demon cultivator, in addition to cultivation on weekdays, cultivation is cultivation, and after marrying Huang Junyao, I gave birth to three children successively.
But every child will be sent away by Huang Junyao when they grow up a little, if it weren't for the incident between Huang Junyao and Hu Hui that happened later, which made me leave home in anger, I think Zhao'er would definitely be sent away by him.
I was alone in the empty cave and waiting for Huang Junyao, who didn't know when he would return, day after day, year after year.
Three different memories of life kept spinning in my mind, my consciousness was painful and confused, I didn't know where I was, and I didn't even want to wake up.
In that memory, at least I could see the figure of that person, and I could see his affectionate and warm smile.
A lie is a lie after all, and there will always be a day when it will be exposed.
Huang Junyao came to me with a strong attitude before, and asked me to compensate for his cultivation, and asked me to compensate for his abandonment for three hundred years, but at that time, it was just because of a weak heart.
No matter what kind of entanglement happened between him and Hu Hui, his betrayal made my heart feel like cold ashes, and the comparison made me understand how happy it was to be so happy with people.
Huang Junyao was able to abandon me back then, and maybe he will abandon me again one day, just to see if someone is attractive enough to seduce him.
I tossed and turned in the darkness in agony, and I felt that the blood in my body was like a boiling flame, and my whole body was about to be roasted into steam.
I could hear someone calling out to me all the time: "Mother, mother! "I could hear the voices of my three children. It's Feng'er, Zhan'er, and Zhao'er, and the three of them are calling me together.
I silently recited in my heart: "Don't blame my mother, don't blame my mother." ”
Little did I know at the time that the words I had whispered in my heart were being heard by their own ears.
The three children shouted loudly: "Mother, don't leave us, come back quickly!" ”
Maybe it was really the endless calls of the three of them that rekindled my desire for life, the boiling of my body gradually subsided, and the scorching feeling disappeared, but before I knew it, my cultivation had grown a lot, the spiritual platform became clearer, and the rotating demon pill wrapped with gold wires in the dantian became bigger and faster.
I couldn't help but look inwardly at the meridians all over my body, and I felt that every meridian was running so smoothly that it made me want to shout.
I thought and did so, and listened to the three children learn from me, and when I opened my mouth and whistled, a green flame of light spat out of my belly and shot through the rooftops into the void.
Fang Yuan shook with that shout, and many nearby demon cultivators rushed to see it.
Even the Black Flame King got the news and sent someone over to investigate the situation.
Venerable Rhodes was not embarrassed by the state and said to the people around him: "Someone has crossed that hurdle again." ”
For the previous demon cultivators, the depth of cultivation is not the standard for evaluating whether a requirement to become a big demon, unless he crosses that level, surpasses the threshold of life and death, and penetrates emotional confusion, then he can be regarded as crossing this barrier and becoming a real big demon.
When I actually woke up, it was a month later.
My three children told me that Huang Junyao had been by my side all the time, wiping my body every day, regularly inputting skills, and taking care of me for three months.
I don't know what his feelings for me are now, but I am still touched by his dedication.
The longer people live, the greater the attachment to emotions in their hearts, and the time that used to be has now become a cloud floating in the sky, which will only make me smile indifferently, and the past will pass!
But Huang Junyao and I may not have a future, and now I prefer to go with the flow and treat him as equals.
When I came to my senses, I became a little apathetic, and I was always expressionless except for the smile I would face when I faced my three children.
After a while of recovery, I came up with the idea of leaving, I was going to go into the Abyss to fight, and I felt that was where I belonged, my battlefield.
Huang Junyao did not stop me, Huang Junyao has his responsibility, and no one can replace him as a liaison officer at present, so he has to let me leave alone.
His thin figure stood in front of the cave where we once lived, silently watching me leave with Feng'er and Zhan'er.
In the end, after my communication with Gu Feng, I agreed to enter the Abyssal Land, and then agreed that I would go to the Abyssal Land, first, I am now a deep person, and I can help a few Yan Jun when I go to the Abyssal Land, and because I am familiar with the human world, I am familiar with the situation in the Abyssal Land, and I can also go out and keep in touch with the outside world at any time.
Before leaving, I talked to him very seriously and told him the truest thoughts in my heart.
We can't be called husband and wife now, but we are still the most familiar people, what kind of relationship will become in the future, everything will try to go as natural as possible, but I will not prevent the three children from getting close to me, we are blood thicker than water and cannot be separated.
Feng'er and Zhan'er returned to the abyss with me, they had been called back by Huang Junyao when I was unconscious, and the two children were extremely excited to fight side by side with me this time.
On the way back to the Abyssal Lands, they kept telling me about the recent battles in the Deeplands.
Under the leadership of the Ten Palaces Yan Jun, these demon clans were like bamboos all the way, and they did not encounter any effective resistance, and the demons in the abyss land were cleaned up very cleanly, at least they looked very clean on the face.
But the Endless Abyss is a place where these people are difficult, those demon cultivators can't get close to the Endless Abyss, and the demon army led by King Qin Guang hasn't even touched the edge of the Endless Abyss.
As soon as these demon clans come into contact with the Endless Abyss, they will be delirious, and even their blood vessels will burst.
What does the Endless Abyss have that affects the surrounding environment, King Qin Guang will only be unaffected if he transports the light of merit to form a light mask, and other demon cultivators do not have such protection.
The focus of my visit this time is also to cooperate with King Qin Guang to explore the Endless Abyss again, but before entering the bottom of the Abyss, I decided to meet two people, one is the Hades of the underworld, and the other is Meng Po who was captured into the Endless Abyss with the King of Hades.
I don't know if anyone else asked about the situation of the Endless Abyss when the two of them were rescued before, but only the two of them have entered the Endless Abyss out of all the people right now, and they are the ones who know the most about the situation there.
After entering the underworld, it turned out to be the judge who came to greet us, and I smiled and said, "It seems that the underworld has been fine lately, why are you always sent to meet us?" ”
The judge should have been very relaxed recently, and he laughed when he heard me say this: "There has really been no major incident recently, and everything is going on normally, including the Hades who also handles the daily affairs of the underworld as before. ”
Hearing me say that I wanted to see Meng Po and the king of Hades, the judge asked suspiciously: "What, is there something that needs to be said to the underworld from the human world?" ”
I nodded, "Yes." ”
I want to ask the two of you about the details of the Endless Abyss, and it is also something that the human world needs to communicate with the underworld.
The judge warmly led me to Hades' mansion and personally went inside to inform Hades.
After a while, Hades strode out, and when he saw me, he bowed his hand at me gently.
Zhan'er and Feng'er and I returned the salute to the king of Hades and greeted him politely.
Hades should value the attitude of others towards him, and seeing that the three of us were sincere and respectful to him, the expression on his face was obviously more relaxed.
I spoke openly and honestly to Hades about the Endless Abyss, and when I asked him this, Hades looked solemn and said in a heavy tone, "O Endless Abyss, there is darkness there and there is no end in sight. I wasn't awake when I was taken into the endless abyss.,After I woke up, I couldn't move in that void.,Occasionally I can hear some whispers coming.,But the voice I neutralized and spoke wasn't a human or a demon cultivator.,Now I think it's supposed to be some demonic language spoken by some demons.。 ”
"Do you remember how you were rescued?"
Hades looked into the distance and frowned, seriously recalling: "The situation of being rescued, let me think about it, I remember that it should be a few Yama demons who saved me, but I don't know how they entered the Abyssal Land." ”
I clearly muttered to myself in my heart, I must have also carried the light of merit, otherwise they would not have been able to enter the endless abyss.
But why didn't the Endless Abyss have such a big impact on Hades?
In addition to being unable to move, when he was rescued, his body did not have a burst of blood vessels, and he was not as insane as those demon cultivators.
Yes, he was also in a coma for a while, and it took a long time to wake up, but now that he is holding on, maybe that is his measure of self-preservation, for fear of the influence of the Endless Abyss on him, he fell into a coma.
I asked, "Then did you meet Meng Po when you were in the Endless Abyss?" ”
Hades shook his head: "Meng Po was rescued by several Yan Jun after I was rescued, it is said that Meng Po was also put into the Endless Abyss when she was unconscious, and she couldn't move there, I thought, can it be because I and Meng Po are ghost cultivators so we are not affected by the Endless Abyss." ”
Is this really the reason? I didn't get any effective news from Hades and Meng Po, and I hurriedly entered the endless abyss with Zhan'er and Feng'er.