I don't have any talent, and if I have any talent, how can I get into such a situation? Actually, I'm also a little talented, how can people not have some talent! It's just that I've developed a bad habit of laziness for so many years, and I'm gradually losing my talent, and they all say that most people who are lazy are not talented, because if they are talented, people don't want to be lazy, but at this moment, I only have the laziness and absurdity of appendage.

I wanted to write a masterpiece that would not be a world-famous book, but I couldn't depict the detailed psychological activities of the characters with all my efforts, nor did I have outstanding imagination, nor could I perfect the world background I constructed, and I had no special experience to refer to;

I wanted to discover my musical ability, but I was born with a voice that was incomplete, and I couldn't learn to play the piano or the guitar.

I want to broaden the breadth of my poetry and deepen the level of my poetry, but over the years, I am still hovering on the edge of limerick poetry, I have never been able to describe the magnificent artistic conception, and I lack the rules to follow, and often the writing is not satisfactory;

I want to practice the level of the autumn famous mountain bike god, I want to drive a beautiful car skills, I want to appreciate the scenery of extreme speed, but I am very rigid when I learn to drive, the coach ridicules, the students ridicule, although I finally passed the customs and luckily got a driver's license, but I still can't drive well;

I want to be a tide maker swimming in the big rivers, but I can only backstroke, I can only plan, I only dare to "dominate" in the water that is immersed in the depth of my neck, and my fellow swimmers are all in the deep water...

I want to do a lot, I want to do a lot, I have done a lot, but I have done a lot of things, but I have not done a lot of perfect, I have done it to my satisfaction, I have always been on the road of absurdity, I have become the laughing stock of everyone, I have no talent.

It is said that swallows and geese can fly across the pond and sky, butterflies and bees can flutter in the garden and grass, fish and shrimp can patrol the pond and the blue water, but I can only fantasize, fantasize and think. When I was a child, I used to pretend to be as free as a swallow, and I fantasized about flying north and south like geese, and I was even more envious of roaming like a fish. But as I grew older, I slowly came into contact with the most hurtful truth. Slowly I found out that I was just a very ordinary, extraordinary, super ordinary person, I didn't change my fate, I acted arbitrarily in exchange for the cold eyes of others and the faint anxiety in my heart every day, I never practiced it.

When I was younger, I always mistook me for a very talented person. I hilariously thought that I had taken chemistry to an advanced level in high school and would be able to become a chemist in the future. I also naively thought that if I had insisted on practicing my pen and insisting on extracting words and refining sentences, I would be able to become a writer who wrote about all living beings and was separated from the love, hatred, hatred, and dispersion in the world. But I did, and after graduating from college, I really became a "sitting house", sitting at home waste. I squatted at home, I ran away from society, I began to gnaw at old age, I failed my parents' eager expectations for me, I began to feel anxious, I began to panic all day. I was more naïve to think that if I studied medicine hard in college, I would be a good doctor in the future, but when I was in college, I found that I really didn't have much interest in studying medicine, I couldn't insist on endorsing all day, walking on the road to exams all day long, I didn't insist on it, and I never planned for it.

In the past, the ancestors of the Li family once said, "I am born to be useful, and my daughter will come back when I am gone", but in modern times, thousands of years later, after experiencing many sleepless nights, a certain Li family descendant has a state of trance. In fact, over the years, I have been introspecting, thinking, thinking about the gains and losses of life, always trying to get ahead, and always wanting to change the trajectory of my tragic fate. But I don't have any skills, I don't have the ability to do it, I don't have any particularly nice jobs that make people admire, and I don't have a partner, no marriage, no house, no car, and no savings. If it weren't for the fact that my parents have been silently helping me carry the pressure ahead of me all these years, maybe I would have turned into a glamorous beggar because I have no ability, no talent, and laziness. After so many years, I still can't support myself, let alone support my family and filial piety to my parents in the future, if I don't change my laziness and absurdity in the future, then I have no future.