132. Think about what you think, and what you can reach

'Hua' Jiu was in a daze, only feeling that she was leaning on one side of her 'chest', with the smell of dry grass, and a heavy heartbeat, she leaned towards the warm place, thinking deeply, when she first saw Lord Jing, what kind of situation it was-

She remembered that it was early summer, although the sun was not scorching, but it was also very sunny, she squatted in the 'flower' field, wearing a cloth dress, her hair was wrapped in a bun and wrapped in a cloth towel, her little face was full of sweat from the sun, and she was stained with dirty soil with a casual brush of her hand.

It is appropriate to describe her as a 'woman' in a rural village.

He said, I heard that you will plant strange 'flowers'?

The moment she raised her head, she felt a light sorrow as cool as clear water, and the man wearing a cloud-patterned blue robe with a 'jade' belt, with a gold silk 'jade' pendant on the robe, looked down and asked softly.

Squinted, she carefully looked at the man's facial features, the eyebrows, eyes, mouth and nose are not extremely 'colorful', and it is just ordinary when they get together, but the eyebrows are mixed with the sorrow of 'cloud' and 'cloud', but in an instant, she can grasp the deepest trace of compassion in the bottom of people's hearts, and then feel good about him, and can't help but want to get closer.

However, she only buried her head in the fields under her hand to plant, how could she be so embarrassed to get close to the beauty, and as the 'wife' of the Zhang family in Pingzhou, even if her husband was a fool, she also recognized it in her life, she only hoped that one day she could grow the incense 'flowers' that shocked the fragrance industry, and then return to the 'flower' family to recover this blood debt with her own hands.

Then, what he said, she seemed to be a little unable to remember, but remembered that since then, he often came to her, surprisingly, the people of the Zhang family did not stop her.

Closer, she was willing to listen to all his stories, sipping tea in the rain, and listening to him play the piano at the end, but she didn't talk about the strange 'flowers' she said at the beginning.

Until one day, he told her that he needed acacia!

In fact, she didn't believe him all along, just because she saw through the sorrow of his eyebrows, she saw through the indifference and coldness at the bottom of his eyes, which was a kind of widowhood oozing from his bones, and no one could enter half of his heart.

So, she cut off the heart that sprouted from nowhere, and said, let's make a pen 'trade'.

The Last ......

She only remembered that in the heavy snow that day, 'Hua' Zhi smiled lightly with red 'lips' in front of her, pointed to those men and said, "If you play this 'woman' to death, you must play to death!"

The disgusting touch, the 'touching', and the rude gnawing, the black shadow that shook her body, she felt nothing in the cold snow, her eyes looked at the sky, and the last thing she remembered was his face, and the day he talked about the 'exchange' he told herβ€”

Ah Jiu, if one day, I will let you get what you want, think what you think, and what you can reach......

It's a good thing to get what you want, think what you think, and what you can reach!

At the end of the day, life is thinner than paper, and people are cheaper than 'flowers'!

……

Xi Zixiao almost rushed into the Bodhisattva Monastery with 'Hua' Jiu in his arms, kicked open the 'door' of the room, and carefully put 'Hua' Jiu on the 'bed', and only then did he find that his clothes had been wet with tears.

"Girl, girl," the four girls of 'Spring', Summer, Autumn and Winter also broke in, their faces were 'dew' anxious, but they also knew that the more this time, the more they couldn't be 'chaotic', 'Spring' Sheng leaned over and shouted a few times, seeing 'Hua' Jiu frowning as if she was in a coma and fell into a nightmare, she turned her head and said to Xi Zixiao sternly, "Mr. Xi, what's going on?" ”

Xi Zixiao was in the mood to answer, he lowered his eyes and looked at the placket that was dark because of the moistness, and he was stunned for a long time, in his impression, 'Hua' Jiu has always been a ruthless, scheming, and revenge-bound 'girl', he never thought about it, it turned out that she was strong in her heart, after all, she was also a deep house 'girl', and she would also have pain to panic and tears.

"Serve hot water." Xi Zixiao raised his eyes, and there was a sharp 'color' on the side of his 'lips'.

'Chun' Sheng was silent for a moment, and then waved at the other three girls, but she refused to leave the room, standing at the end of the 'bed', vigilant like a thief.

Xia Chang brought hot water in, soaked in a handkerchief in the water, and then leaned into the ear of 'Chun' Sheng and whispered, "How is it good at this moment, many people in the house have seen that the girl was carried in by Mr. Xi?" ”

When the words fell, the "color" of the face of the "spring" became very ugly, the girl and Mr. Xi walked too close, she had already felt that it was wrong, for fear that this situation would happen today, but she took every precaution, and finally it happened, thinking about it, she was a little resentful of Mr. Xi, knowing that her girl was a new widow, and she did not pay attention to her behavior.

"Find a doctor, say young lady, injured." Xi Zixiao listened to Xia Chang's words in his ears, and also saw the dissatisfied eyes of 'Chun' in his eyes, he didn't want anyone to touch it, he twisted a handkerchief in the copper basin of his own care, wiped the tears on his face for 'Hua' Jiu, and then covered her forehead, and her movements couldn't be softer.

'Chun' Sheng bit his 'lip', for the sake of today's plan, and felt that only Mr. Xi's words could block people's quiet mouths, "Xia Chang, you go to the doctor, and let everyone in the house know that the girl was injured in the market, let Mr. Xi meet it, and give a helping hand." ”

Xia Chang answered, glanced at Xi Zixiao before leaving, and went out with a frown.

Xu is handkerchief was too warm, and after a while, wisps of red rose on the little face of 'flower' nine white 'jade', and the corners of the mouth were full of honey.

However, the 'color' of Xi Zixiao's eyes became deeper, and he 'groaned' for a while, covering the 'flower' nine foreheads with the back of his hand, but it was hot, "Change the cold water." ”

Seeing this appearance of 'Hua' Jiu, 'Spring' Sheng knows what's going on, speaking of which, the four of them can be regarded as serving 'Hua' Jiu for a long time, and they haven't seen 'Hua' Jiu get sick, which will make them feel a little flustered.

The cold water was replaced, and I don't know what was added to it, and my hand could freeze through the bones, but Xi Zixiao didn't realize it, he only kept changing the handkerchief to lower the temperature for 'Hua' Jiu.

Until the calloused hand was cold and red, 'Chun' Sheng couldn't stand it a little, and took a few steps forward, "Mr. Xi, let the maid ......"

"Shh Xi Zixiao pointed to her lips, interrupted her words, and motioned for her to be silent.

'Chun' was stunned for a moment, and his eyes moved to 'Hua' Jiu, only to find that his girl seemed to be talking nonsense.

Xi Zixiao's eyebrows had a 'yin' shadow, he looked at the face that was plain white and had a thin powder to an abnormally red color, he wasn't sure if he had heard a familiar name in the 'flower' nine dreams just now.

Thinking about it, he got up and bent down, leaned his ear close to the 'lips' of 'Hua' Jiu, and the green silk brushed off, and they covered the faces of the two together.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Quiet...... Quiet...... Why...... No...... Come...... Why...... Not ......"

A sentence pieced together by intermittent whispers, but it was like thunder in a sunny day, bombarding Xi Zixiao's ears, and finally the aftermath continued, and he was a little shocked-

She said it was quiet? Quiet!

Thinking that he took her to Jing today, her appearance of being so painful that she collapsed helplessly, Xi Zixiao took a deep breath, and felt that there was a place in the 'chest' cavity that was instantly missing, and with the 'pumping' pain that had just been torn, leaving him with only a stream of empty wood from his feet to his head.

The 'Chun' student on the side saw that something was wrong, and as soon as she wanted to open her mouth, she saw Xi Zixiao sit up suddenly, knocking over the brass basin, and the cold ice water splashed all over the ground, and the basin jumped on the ground a few times before it gradually landed.

"Mr. Xi......" 'Chun' Sheng exclaimed.

Clinker, Xi Zixiao strode in front of her, not stopping at all, but the chill on her body was comparable to ten thousand layers of icebergs.

Finally opened her eyes dizzily, looking at the familiar gauze tent, 'Hua' Jiu 'licked' 'licked' the dried and peeled 'lips', and she didn't know what year and month it was, she seemed to have re-gone the pain of her previous life, and the memory that had been deliberately forgotten was excavated, and there was bloody black blood.

In fact, she has never forgotten what happened in the snow, especially the last scene, the humiliation of Ling Chi was carved into the bone marrow, and every breath she took was tingling.

On weekdays, she just hides it in the darkest place in her heart, suppresses it and doesn't think about it, and aims to overturn the 'flower' family to survive, so it's almost so much that she thinks she has forgotten, however, the moment she meets Lord Jing again-

All the nightmares rekindled and struck her mind like a hammer, and it was a vivid reminder of the boundless despair.

She is actually just an ordinary 'girl', she has actually taken a fancy to chastity and innocence, but when all these beliefs that are regarded as the importance of life are suddenly destroyed by life, she is not not broken, she just has unfinished business, all she does not allow herself to fear and retreat in the face of this dark memory.

But in fact, she couldn't be as powerful as she thought she was, and in front of Lord Jing, at a glance, she couldn't face that sad face.

"Girl, girl, how do you feel?" As soon as the 'spring' student entered the 'door' with hot water, he saw that the 'flower' nine eyes were so stunned that he looked at the void somewhere, without any brilliance.

The pupils of the 'flower' nine pale 'color' moved slowly, and finally froze on the face of the 'spring' sheng, and only recognized it after a long time, "'spring'...... 'spring' sheng, water ......"

"Well, right away, girl." 'Chun' Sheng hurriedly put down the copper basin in his hand, poured this hot tea neatly, helped 'Hua' Jiu to sit up, and then carefully fed her 'lips'.

After a cup of tea, 'Hua' Jiu seemed to have just come to life, she just leaned on 'Chun' Sheng, and asked a little weakly, "What time is it?" ”

"Girl, you have been in a coma for two whole days, and the doctor said that you are frightened and cold, and you need to rest." 'Spring' Sheng folded the corners of the quilt for 'Flower' Jiu, and his body was soft, so that his girl could rely on it more comfortably.

"Oh," 'Flower' replied in a low voice, although she was very reluctant to think of that person, but she still had to think, just because she knew that it was time to face those dirty and filthy pasts, and only after crossing this hurdle could she continue to walk firmly, "I remember that I was out there......"

"Yes, the maid 'girl' doesn't know how you 'fell into a coma', but Mr. Xi suddenly picked you back, and then the girl you got cold and got hot, and you were talking nonsense." 'Chun' Sheng naturally knew what to say and what not to say, and he didn't mention anything about Mr. Xi's personal care.

"What nonsense am I talking about?" 'Hua' Jiu's eyes fell on the limp palm, and the mottled hand lines were 'intertwined', like an irresistible fate.

"I don't know, I can't hear clearly, but ......" Speaking of this, Chunsheng paused for a moment, and was a little hesitant to say Mr. Xi's reaction.

"Say, what is not to be said." Now 'Hua' Jiu feels that there is something he can't know, and in such a situation, how bad can he go.

"It's Mr. Xi, he seems to hear what you said, and his face is very bad and he leaves." After the 'spring' student said this, he carefully looked at the 'flower' and the nine gods 'color'.

The nine eyes of the 'flower' were a little cold, she was only immersed in the memory of seeing Lord Jing again, and she couldn't extricate herself, which suddenly felt that Xi Zixiao took her to meet Lord Jing, the so-called friend, was really strange.

If he took her to visit a friend as the seventh young master of Xi, then he would still say that in the past, after all, she was also his nominal insider, and introduced each other to two or three friends, which was normal, but Xi Zixiao took her to meet Lord Jing in the appearance of Mr. Xi's bookkeeper.

Not to mention how long he and Lord Jing have known each other, and whether Lord Jing knows his true identity, just when it was rumored that a rare and strange 'flower' was born in Zhaozhou City, she had to think about it more.

After all, in her previous life, Lord Jing didn't find her just for the rare acacia, and now that the velvet incense 'flower' appeared in advance, and the fragrant 'flower' was still Xi Zixiao personally accompanied her to Xiaotang Mountain to collect it, then his intention couldn't be more obvious-

He is going to calculate against her because of the 'flower' of the velvet incense!