[Chapter 27: The Heart of the Spectator] (1)

Before the curfew, Xiao Jiangyuan rode back to Yishanfang.

Lu Yunniang greeted her as she entered, and said strangely: "It's not a day yet, why did you come back suddenly?" ”

Xiao Jiangyuan didn't answer, only stuffed the burden he was carrying to Lu Yunniang, and walked straight to the bathroom.

This furoshiki is very familiar, Lu Yunniang couldn't believe it at first, but she opened it again and took a look, before chasing after it: "You finally wore this women's dress I made for you?" ”

Xiao Jiangyuan nodded, and when he saw the water vapor in the bathroom, he took off his clothes and entered the pool, lying on the edge of the pool and closing his eyes to recuperate.

"Tell me when you wore it, and did you let him see it?" Lu Yunniang was about to talk to Xiao Jiangyuan while washing this set of clothes, but she heard Xiao Jiangyuan say sullenly:

"No need to wash ......"

"Why?" Lu Yunniang thought of something as she spoke, hurriedly untied her baggage, picked up her clothes and checked them, and exclaimed, "How did it break like this, did he force you?" ”

Listening to Lu Yunniang's tone, he knew that she must be angry, Xiao Jiangyuan sighed secretly, slowly raised his head, and shook his head again.

"Did you take the initiative?" Without waiting for Xiao Jiangyuan to nod, Lu Yunniang said again, "Why did you suddenly open up?" ”

“…… He didn't know it was me at first, and he probably thought it was just a dream. ”

This is really incredible, Lu Yunniang thought for a long time before saying, "You deliberately didn't let him know that the woman was actually you?" ”

Xiao Jiangyuan nodded.

"Why is that?"

"Because...... I regret it. ”

Seeing Lu Yunniang looking at herself steadily, Xiao Jiangyuan's eyes were a little evasive: "It hurts too much...... And, the closer he got to me, the more uneasy I felt. ”

Lu Yunniang blushed suddenly, and said in a low voice: "I heard my sister-in-law say that it was like this at first, but later...... It doesn't hurt, it's like...... It's quite comfortable. ”

"You and your sister-in-law still talk about this on weekdays?"

"It's not like I haven't experienced it, curious......" Lu Yunniang said and coughed lightly twice, "Now talk about you." I can understand your uneasiness, you've been like that for so many years, and once you accept the sainthood, you're probably going to have to live differently, but you're used to the way you used to be, and you don't know how to adapt for a while, right? ”

Xiao Jiangyuan thought about it carefully, nodded, and shook his head again: "Not only that, I have never planned to give up everything I have. ”

The status of a man or eunuch, the power in her hands, and herself.

Even when she lingers, she hesitates. She acted, but she hesitated. When Li Longji fell asleep peacefully, she couldn't sleep at all in the middle of the moon, so she took advantage of the dawn to get up and pick up all the rags, and the bed and surroundings were also tidied up, as if nothing had happened.

When she saw Li Longji again, she habitually began to refuse again.

She didn't know how much effort it took to make herself act well. He didn't know that his arm and his voice were all a kind of Ling Chi to her on this day.

She had no choice but to flee home. It was only by soaking in the warm water that she felt relief from her aching body and her heart found itself.

Lu Yunniang understood the contradictions, and knew that if the matter could be resolved easily and smoothly, it would not have dragged on until now, but she felt sorry for Xiao Jiangyuan, so she was still a little unwilling: "Can it only be that either you give in, or the saint compromises, choose one of the two, there is no way to think of both?" ”

Seeing that Xiao Jiangyuan had no answer for a long time, Lu Yunniang sighed: "Then why are you ...... What about heart-to-heart emotion? ”

Lu Yunniang knew that Xiao Jiangyuan would not be soft-hearted for no reason, and took the initiative to wear women's clothes, it must have been what Li Longji said or did that touched her heartstrings, so that she deviated for a while and left her established route.

It's like the wet clothes that Li Longji wrapped around Xiao Jiangyuan after Qujiang Pond fell into the water.

And Li Longji must have done more than that for Xiao Jiangyuan, so after years of accumulation, he finally shook this heart.

Lu Yunniang saw Xiao Jiangyuan's changing eyes, and guessed: "You didn't expect him to really take your words to heart, and he followed you and persevered for so many years." It's so much that you know about him, and it's no wonder you're so ......."

It's hard to suppress yourself.

"But you can't be sure if he will be able to hold on after you have finally taken a step, so he hurriedly retreated? Isn't it equivalent to doing nothing when you do this, he never knows your feelings for him, and you only fulfill yourself. ”

Xiao Jiangyuan said in a low voice: "I told him, but I don't know...... He didn't hear it. ”

"But you made him think that everything was just a dream, and even if he heard it, he could only take it as a dream, and he couldn't take it seriously, right?" The more Lu Yunniang thought about it, the more she felt pity for Li Longji, "Do you know that if it is a man, after performing the ceremony of husband and wife, he turns his head and abandons that woman, what will the world call that man?" ”

Xiao Jiangyuan thought about it seriously and said, "...... Lecher? ”

"Negative man!" Lu Yunniang looked helpless, "Maybe the sage has already accepted that you and him can only be kings and ministers in this life, but now, unless he really wants what you said, stupid enough to treat everything as a dream, otherwise you are the one who takes the initiative to tease and refuses to be responsible!" ”

“…… He would have thought it was a dream. ”

"I didn't know you were so stubborn." Lu Yunniang sighed, "What will happen to the saint, you know better than me, you better think about it in advance, what to do next." In fact...... Now that you have a husband and wife, you might as well try to go further with him, since he has been willing to listen to you for so many years, maybe he will compromise. ”

After a pause, Lu Yunniang's cheeks were delicate: "And...... You really don't want to know, what it's like to be comfortable? ”

Xiao Jiangyuan immediately shook his head.

Lu Yunniang had to sigh in her heart. In vain, Li Longji rewarded her with so many splendid silk silks every year, it was really not that she was unwilling to do her best, she was really powerless.

She suddenly remembered something and asked, "Then have you drunk the medicine?" ”

"What medicine?"

"That's it...... Prevent pregnancy. ”

"There have been no newborn princes and princesses in the palace for several years, presumably the saint is old enough to have no children."

Lu Yunniang couldn't cry or laugh: "Are you saying that the saint is no good?" ”

Xiao Jiangyuan thought about it seriously and said, "His body doesn't seem to be much different from when he was young, as for that...... I don't know if he's good or bad. ”

Lu Yunniang only felt that her face was getting hotter and hotter, and coughed lightly: "Have you seen his body when he was young?" ”

"I go to Lishan with him every year, and naturally I have seen it."

In fact, it was a mistake, and he only saw it once, and he was startled.

Before Emperor Ruizong, the emperor went to Lishan Tangquan Palace, and he used Xingchen soup. Li Longji thought that the Xingchen Soup was outdoors, and there was no shelter except for a few trees, so he had to rebuild it no matter what, so that the Lotus Soup and the temple on it were created.

At that time, the lotus soup exclusive to Li Longji had just been built, and in order to show the supreme level and difference of the emperor, he specially ordered someone to build the lotus soup quite large. Li Longji walked down the steps with great interest, but he couldn't see it for a while, took a wrong step, and fell straight in.

Although the water in the pool was not deep, he couldn't touch the edge of the pool, and he felt a pain in his ankle, and he couldn't stand up. Xiao Jiangyuan, who had been guarding outside the hall, heard it, and hurriedly brought a few little eunuchs in to pick up Li Longji.

Since then, Li Longji has arranged a screen on each side of the lotus soup, and ordered Xiao Jiangyuan to serve only outside the screen.

Later, Xiao Jiangyuan was approved by Li Long to bathe in lotus soup. In order to prevent others from discovering Xiao Jiangyuan's secret, Li Longji could only wait for her to finish washing and then leave together, so he happened to hide outside the screen.

"Did he peek at you?" This question has been asked by Lu Yunniang for a long time.

Xiao Jiangyuan shook his head: "He won't peek." If you want to see it, you will also see it openly. ”

Lu Yunniang: "......"

On the second day, Xiao Jiangyuan returned to Xingqing Palace.

Just as she was about to climb the steps of the diligent government building, she heard someone behind her:

"General Xiao is polite."

As soon as Xiao Jiangyuan turned around, he saw that it was Li Linfu, and bowed: "Li Xianggong came late today." ”

Li Linfu immediately lowered his eyes, stepped forward and said with a smile: "The sage sent someone to say that he suffered from the wind and cold last night, so he asked his brother to come later." ”

He didn't hold back just now, and looked at Xiao Jiangyuan a few more times. If it weren't for Xiao Jiangyuan and Li Longji...... He probably couldn't see that she was a woman for the rest of his life, she was really clumsy, and she had a bad reputation for him for many years.

Xiao Jiangyuan didn't doubt him, so he went upstairs with Li Linfu, not wanting Li Longji's face to be really a little worse. When Li Longji and Li Linfu were discussing politics, Xiao Jiangyuan called Bian Lingcheng over, and learned that Li Longji didn't call the imperial doctor to come and see at all, she couldn't help but glance at Li Longji, and just happened to crash into his deep eyes.

She immediately took her gaze back, and instructed Bian Lingcheng to send someone to call the imperial doctor, and at the same time listened to Li Linfu:

“…… It's a pity that there are so many talents in the DPRK and China that it is rare for the saint to remember him and plan to entrust him with a heavy responsibility, but he doesn't want him to suddenly fall seriously ill and live up to the saint's heart. ”

Li Longji sighed: "Birth, old age, sickness and death, this is also something that cannot be helped. Then let him go to the Eastern Capital to be the crown prince Zhan and live for the rest of his life. ”

Xiao Jiangyuan felt very sensitively that Li Longji was saying this to her.

Hearing the words "birth, old age, sickness and death", Xiao Jiangyuan suddenly felt his heart tighten. At that time, Empress Zetian lived in Shangyang Palace in her later years, and whenever she mentioned the word "death", she would have this feeling, as if she was choked by something. Now, with Li Longji's casual tone, this feeling grabbed her mind very easily.

There is nothing in this world that her family Ah Lang can't do, only life and death, which is difficult to control.

Xiao Jiangyuan didn't know how many lives each other had, and he had never thought about this question before, but now, maybe it was time to think about it.

She didn't let her mind sway for too long, and when she saw Li Linfu retired, she said calmly: "Yan Tingzhi, didn't you just mention it a few days ago, saying that it can be used, but today you are sick?" ”

Li Longji always stared at Xiao Jiangyuan: "Although Yan Tingzhi is a good friend of Zhang Zishou, and he once joked that Li Shilang was the 'prime minister of the deer', but this disease was personally made clear by his younger brother, can it be fake?" ”

Xiao Jiangyuan hadn't seen the recital table by Yan Ting's younger brother, and it must have been presented by Li Linfu himself. She only paid attention to Bian Lingcheng's reply, but she didn't notice.

Since there was nothing wrong, Xiao Jiangyuan was relieved for a moment: "Why did everyone get cold last night?" ”

"I'm looking for something."

The swan song of the Tang Dynasty