337. If I don't exist, I will make you lifeless first
That night, Xi Zixiao was extremely lingering, he seemed to have uneasiness and restlessness in his heart, and he only pampered Hua Jiu over and over again, as if he could eliminate his worries in this way.
Hua Jiu sighed lightly, how could she not know Xi Zixiao's thoughts, but now the road in front of the two of them has no way to retreat, and the road ahead is slim and unfathomable.
In the past, she didn't care or fear these at all, she had no side, no worries, and she didn't even care about her own life with all her heart, and Xi Zixiao was probably the same, he didn't look at this world more emotionally.
Nowadays, they have become concerned about each other, and this extra emotion makes people afraid and worried.
Under the oil lamp, the legs that were as smooth as white jade gently wrapped around Xi Zixiao's sturdy waist, Hua Jiuyu's arms stretched, and she embraced everything in Xi Zixiao with a woman's unique softness, and she said intermittently, "Zixiao...... Zixiao...... Do not worry...... We...... Always ...... Let's ......"
Advancing to the deepest place of Hua Jiu again, sweat dripped down from Xi Zixiao's cold and hard jaw, and there seemed to be a storm brewing in his phoenix eyes, "Jiu'er, if I don't exist, I will let you have no life first, can you?" ”
Hua Jiu tugged at the corners of her mouth, almond's eyes narrowed, she arched her body, her bare skin pressed against his, and a comfortable feeling sighed from the bottom of her heart, "Okay, if you don't exist in this world, then let me have no life first, no matter life or death, we will all be together......"
Xi Zixiao's eyes erupted with a cold light of broken ice exploding, he leaned over, kissed Hua Jiu, and said vaguely, "This oath will be ...... for the rest of my life."
A night breeze blew in through the window lattice, like the soft sound of an oil lamp the size of a broad bean, and then it went out, and a wisp of green smoke swirled, like an entangled love, hate, and hatred, and finally dissipated without a trace.
Only the shallow groaning and gasping that came from the middle of the curtain, the occasional collision of limbs, and the rhythm of the bed swaying, all seemed like a song that sang endlessly on the spring tide.
The sun was getting brighter, the sky was bright, Hua Jiu's hand was habitually stretched out in the quilt, and she didn't touch the person next to her, she suddenly woke up, stunned, and remembered that when he came back last night, King Min said that he would let Xi Zixiao go to the palace in the morning.
She looked at the veil on her head, the fine lines, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a while, she didn't think about anything in her head, and she seemed to be thinking about everything.
She remembered Xi Zixiao's words last night, every word.
If I don't exist, I will make you lifeless!
This is what Xi Zixiao can say, if he dies one day, then he will let her die first, and never leave anyone alone in this suffering world.
She didn't think he was cruel, maybe paranoid, but for her, she would think the same way.
When Chunsheng came in with hot water, she saw that her wife was in a daze for a while, she called, looking at the mess of the bed, and the roots of her ears were slightly red, but she still waited for Hua Jiu to dress and wash with shame.
Hua Jiu finished breakfast, Xu was ruthless by Xi Zixiao last night, she still felt lazy in the morning, and she didn't want to move her fingertips, so she simply asked Chunsheng to take the idle book and turn a page occasionally.
In fact, she didn't look at it at all, she remembered Hongshu, the owner of the peony garden, she and Princess Min also drank with the three of her, Lin Tincture was drunk, and hated open-minded women who talked about etiquette.
If it weren't for Princess Min saying it in her ear, she really wouldn't have thought that Hongshu was the wife of someone else who was robbed by the emperor, and it was no wonder that no one dared to provoke the peony garden.
However, when she thought of the appearance of the red crisp, she was not a beautiful woman, and she was not even as beautiful as a concubine, but she made the current emperor with the reputation of a bright monarch do such a foolish thing, so there must be something in the red crisp that the emperor can't give up.
Hua Jiu felt that she needed to move around more with Red Crisp.
When I thought of it, I called Chunsheng and asked her to prepare something, and Hua Jiu was about to go out to visit immediately.
When Hong Su is usually fine, she will not be in the Peony Garden, she also has a place to live in the capital, but few people know about it, and it just so happened that Hua Jiu heard Princess Min talk about it once.
She would take a carriage to a wine shop, which was a beard shop, with beautiful orchids and plates for openly gambling.
No one would have thought that this Hu Ren wine shop would be opened by Red Crisp, at least Hua Jiu didn't expect that she asked Chunsheng to take the things and go directly to the shopkeeper, only to see Sister Hongshu, and the shopkeeper led people to the second floor.
The second floor is where Orchid entertains, and when she first entered the door, Hua Jiu saw a very good-looking Orchid sitting by the window facing the street with a gonghou, with a pair of seductive feet, no matter what the people on the street thought of her, she looked carefree.
"It turned out to be Ah Jiu, why did you think I was here?" Hua Jiu stood at the door and looked at the orchid, and the sound of red crisp and soft cotton came from the room.
"Naturally, I came to see my sister," Hua Jiu entered the door, she also knew the temperament of a little red crisp, and she didn't see the ceremony, so she took the things she was carrying directly from Chunsheng's hand, "It's going to be cold this day, so I transferred some good things for my sister to raise." ”
"Oh?" Red Crisp is actually dressed in men's clothes today, she leans back, one leg bends slightly, drinks slowly, and occasionally asks Orchid to blow a tune for her, which is comparable to the merry children of the family.
"It's all freshly made with fragrant flowers, it's very gentle, sister don't worry." Hua Jiu casually handed the things to the red crisp's hand, and said casually.
"What do I have to worry about," Red Crisp sat up straight and glanced at the orchid, who was sensible and immediately went out, "Do you want to drink today?" ”
Hua Jiu groaned for a moment, she looked at the wine cup in Hong Su's hand, "Then let's drink a little with my sister." ”
After she said this, she turned to Chunsheng and said, "Go, go back and tell my uncle, if you want to come back, you will come to pick me up early, if it's late, I will have to rely on my sister tonight." ”
Chunsheng answered, and went out with him, and finally closed the door, and only Hua Jiu and Red Crisp were left in the whole room.
Hong Su picked up the wine cup, looked at Hua Jiu with a smile and said, "Your husband, I have also heard of it, he is a rare lover." ”
Hua Jiu smiled reservedly, picked up the wine cup by himself, didn't say honorifics, drank it all in one gulp, and then said quietly, "My sister has also been looking for a long time, and it was not easy to find such a satisfactory one, but who will say clearly what will happen in the future, it is a good thing to be able to join hands with a white head, if not, he was still telling his sister last night that he wanted to live and die together, not live alone in the world." ”
Hong Su was silent, Hua Jiu's words touched her mind, she drank the wine in the cup, poured herself several glasses, and finally remembered that Hua Jiu was still there, so she raised her glass, "Come, drink a glass for your plaice." ”
Hua Jiu also raised his glass, and the two white porcelain wine glasses made a crisp sound as soon as they collided, "Then my sister thanked my sister here first." ”
Hongshu waved her hand, signaling that she didn't have to be polite, "People in this world rarely meet together to come to an end, most of the time, it still changes with time, so, life, bitter ......"
Hua Jiu didn't speak, she took a sip, she didn't dare to drink too much, but Hongshu had no scruples, she seemed to like to drink, at least Hua Jiu saw her twice, both of which had something to do with drinking.
When the wine was half-drunk, Hua Jiu looked at her red and misty eyes, her cheeks were slightly red, she was not drunk, but it was almost there.
She unconsciously twirled her fingers down the glass, wondering how to speak.
"My sister can ask whatever she wants, there's nothing she can't say." On the contrary, she laughed out loud, and she rested her chin on the side of the desk like a boneless soft stomach, and there was no rule in the whole person.
But it is this red crisp that exudes a lazy and different open-mindedness from other women.
"Then sister is welcome," Hua Jiu drank the remaining wine in the cup, and the tips of her slightly upturned lips were seduced by the moist red, "My sister wants to ask about my sister and the current emperor." ”
When the words fell, Hongshu's eyes widened for a moment, and her eyes were clear, and she looked at Hua Jiu motionless with that action, and after a while, she slowly straightened up, her back straightened, and there was no smile on her face.
"Sister, don't worry, my sister asked this, but a few days ago, before King Min returned to Beijing, the second prince said something to his sister, and my sister has been uneasy, so I had to come to my sister to ask for an answer." Hua Jiu also said bluntly.
For a person like Hongshu, beating around the bush will make her dislike.
"I can't say anything to you." Hongshu's voice suddenly became sharp, and it was the same as the judgment just now.
Hua Jiu frowned, didn't speak, and didn't even have a surprised expression.
For a long time, "You go, don't come in the future." "Red Crisp is driving people away.
Hua Jiu was not annoyed, she got up slowly, her skirt was wrinkled and rippled like water, "It makes my sister angry, my sister is sorry, I hope that my sister will see that it is rare for my sister to have someone who knows cold and warmth by her side, sister don't care, sister will not ask in the future." ”
Only by retreating appropriately can you achieve the effect you want. Hua Jiu didn't say anything about it, and immediately remained silent.
Red crisp eyes flickered, how could she not see Hua Jiu's small means, she silently filled the two of them with wine, and said bitterly after a long time, "I don't have anything to tell you, it's just that you remember what the second prince said, if something happens in the capital, you can go far away, and never come back." ”
Hua Jiu's pale pupils shrank, if even Hong Su said so, then it would be very difficult for this catastrophe to pass.
"I never participate in the affairs of the capital, but as long as it is a person from that family, the same blood flows in the bones, and that character is not far behind, so if you can leave, it is best to leave." Red Crisp drank the last glass of wine and got up to leave.
She doesn't care about Hua Jiu anymore, she doesn't have anything to say about it.
Hua Jiu just stood in the room like that, she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time, and her legs were numb, but she didn't feel the slightest, and she didn't know what Xi Zixiao was over.
When that familiar embrace took her into her arms, she snorted, "Zixiao, leave, we'll leave tomorrow!" ”
For the first time in her life, she regretted returning to the capital.
Xi Zixiao kissed the top of her hair, "It's too late Jiu'er, I can't leave now, but don't worry, soon, I'll take you away soon." ”