"Does it work?" I asked, thinking to myself, which time was I willing? But he didn't do it yet.

"I'll tap." Ji Cixin said.

But he still hurt me, and when I grew up like this, I had a general understanding of sex, and it was said that sex was a wonderful thing. When I used to go to college, I had a late-night meeting in the dormitory, and I listened to my roommates talk about what they wanted to die of, and when they came to me, they were hurt to death.

And the reason for this is nothing more than that I have no relationship with Ji Cixin, I don't love him, and he doesn't love me.

But I'm good-looking, don't laugh, it's not that I'm narcissistic, I've been the school girl in school since I was a child, my best friend Ansel, the piano prince in college, and I've talked to countless girlfriends, every time he wants to break up with a girl, he will take me out to block the gun, he thinks those girls will naturally retreat when they see me.

Because of this, Ansel and I helped each other with what we needed, and he helped settle all my messes in college, and my work was arranged by his brother for a long time.

In the past, in Xicheng, people who saw me said that I was the most beautiful vase, and there were many people who liked me at that time, even if everyone knew my relationship with Jing Heng, there would still be many boys who wrote me love letters and gave gifts.

When I was in my third year of junior high school, a thug from another school blocked me on the way out of school and asked me to be his girlfriend, but I didn't agree and wouldn't let me go.

At that time, I was arrogant, how could I stand this anger, and humiliated the little gangster on the spot, saying that he was a toad and wanted to eat swan meat.

That little gangster is also a gentleman, and I guess no one else has said this, he is angry, and he raises his slap to beat me.

I fought back, but there was a huge disparity in strength between men and women, and the gangsters were strong, and when I was almost beaten, you know, there had to be a hero to save the beauty at this moment.

Yes, that hero is Ji Cixin, although I don't want to admit it.

At that time, he was already in college, but he would often come back to intern in my dad's company, and I don't know why he suddenly appeared, this situation needs to be explained by fate, I don't make sense.

Then Ji Cixin beat the little gangster half-dead, attracting a group of classmates to watch, and he said in front of everyone, next time someone who dares to harass me, it will all end up the same as this person.

I have been liked by many people since I was a child, and I know that Ji Cixin will not like me, he is the kind of person who is very alienated from others, and there will be no exception for me, but we have lived under the same roof for nearly six years, my parents have been very good to him, and we are distant relatives, he takes care of me a bit like a sister.

This was what I had in mind, and it wasn't until I saw how he looked at his own sister that I realized that I was completely overthinking, and that he only took care of me for the sake of my parents' face.

If I hadn't deliberately tried to destroy his relationship with Li Shuya four years ago, and hadn't caused Li Shuya to go blind, he would not have treated me like he is now.

The people of the entire Xicheng know that the Ji family's son is unswervingly loyal to the daughter of the Li family.

Thinking about it now, I think it's a bit ironic, I used to hear others say that men are all the same, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, Ji Cixin obviously loves Li Shuya so much, and he didn't hesitate to give up his interests for her, and devoted himself to business, and he studied behind my dad at a young age, but now, they are going to get engaged and get married soon. But he wants to sleep with me.

I stayed with Ji Cixin for a total of four days, during which he had a good attitude, as long as I didn't disobey him and didn't mention leaving. It's just strange to me that he doesn't even want to work.

To be honest, I didn't hate Ji Cixin before, even if the fact that he was with Li Shuya would make me feel guilty, but what happened in my family was a conspiracy of the Li family, and Ji Cixin took me to his house despite the opposition of his family after my parents died.

Although he has a bad temper and is hot and cold to me, I am the one who has done the wrong thing.

I hate the Li family, and if I want to hurt Li Shuya, I will inevitably hurt Ji Cixin, so even if Ji Cixin does something like that to me this time, I still have nothing to say, he told me as early as four years ago, he didn't touch me at that time because I was young, and he wouldn't let me go in the future.

Now I hate him a little, he doesn't like me, and he deliberately has an affair with me, doing things between men and women, but we obviously have no feelings, and there are so many things in between, as I said, he is the child of my grandmother's sister's aunt's brother's brother, and we have a kinship that can be beaten with eight poles.

Because of this, the relationship between our family and the Ji family was not bad, and my father also liked Ji Cixin, he was very satisfied with Ji Cixin's business talent, and expressed regret more than once that he was not his son, saying that if he had another daughter, he must find Ji Cixin as a son-in-law.

At that time, every time I heard my dad say this, I felt awkward, and then Ji Cixin would glance at me from the corner of his eye, and his eyes were full of disdain, but in front of adults, he pretended to be humble.

On the night of the fourth day, he asked me to take me to meet his friend, the man I had just come back to Xicheng and recognized me, and I had been haunted by it, that person was called Lin Hao, and the other one, who was also sitting in the car at the time, was called Wang Zijiang.

They are Ji Cixin's sworn friends who don't talk about anything, I am a person who can't see the light, if I can't be trusted, Ji Cixin won't take me to meet them.

The three of them played billiards together, and I sat next to me, my face in my hands, staring boredly at the sparkling drink in front of me, watching the bubbles rise from the bottom of the cup, disappear, and then spring up with new bubbles, and so on.

Ji Cixin was not satisfied with my actions, put down the club when he was resting, came over to straighten my face, and ordered me not to stare at a glass of water, but to look at him.