Chapter 164: Because of Guilt or Feelings?

This question made Lu Niansheng stunned for a moment.

Lu Haowen sat quietly opposite her, and clearly saw her smile fade.

After a while, she spoke, and her female voice was thin, as if there was an echo, "Actually, I had a child, and it was also a boy. ”

Lu Haowen was stunned and squinted slightly.

She lowered her head slightly, "But it's just new...... It's gone. ”

His heart tightened.

Lu Niansheng smiled again, but her eyes were damp and she didn't look up, she said, "My child, if it's still there, will be two years old......"

He didn't speak, his eyes drooped, and at this moment he suddenly regretted asking too much.

In fact, he was curious, very curious, everything about her, he wanted to know, he hadn't had such a strong desire for a long time, he wanted to know about another person, he also wanted to know the past of her and Fu Ziyu, and wanted to know what she had experienced, but now, he suddenly didn't want to know so much.

The child she and Fu Ziyu is gone, and every contact with her and Fu Ziyu is not pleasant, which is enough to explain the problem, everything he was originally curious about may be a disaster for her.

So why do you want her to think about it?

He was silent for a moment and spoke, the male voice was low and steady, "The past is gone, you will have a new life, you are so young, child...... It can also be regenerated. ”

These words seemed to touch a certain point in her heart, making her feel an earthquake all over her body, her face was a little pale, and her back tensed for several seconds before she raised her head and squeezed out a smile with difficulty, "...... Thank you. ”

He looked at her red eyes, and his heart was inexplicably pinched.

For a few seconds, he looked away, his fingers curled up unconsciously, he took a deep breath and wanted to get rid of the unhappiness in his heart, and changed the topic, "I heard Tang Yu say that Mr. Fu intends to give Ruitong the software that he used to be a financial retail investor?" ”

As he spoke, he felt that it was a stupid question.

mentioned Fu Ziyu.

He even looked at her with some caution when he looked back at her, looking at her expression.

Lu Niansheng was indifferent, and didn't react much, "Yes." ”

"I heard that Ruitong doesn't accept it."

She replied: "I don't care about this matter, Lu Dong will make a decision." ”

"Actually......" He dragged on a little at the end, as if he was still thinking, and stopped after only two words.

She looked at him with a hesitant expression.

His lips moved a few times, and finally he turned his face awkwardly, "Mr. Fu seems to have pestered you more than once, if you need help with anything, you can tell me ......"

After a pause, he added in an explanation, "After all, you are now helping me deal with Lu Jing, the little ancestor." ”

Lu Niansheng was stunned for a few seconds before he realized the implied meaning of his words.

She was a little moved and smiled, "Thank you, President Lu." ”

Why did he suddenly feel that she called him "Governor Lu" a little harsh.

It's a title that she's always called it even when she's in the playground.

He was a little dissatisfied, glanced at her, and saw that her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, there were ripples under her eyes, and the corners of her lips were also hooked, slightly distracted.

It was the first time he had seen her smile from the bottom of his heart.

He thought, it was really much better than the previous business smile, so he endured the resentment in his heart.

When he left, he made an appointment with her to help Lu Jing with her homework the next night.

Of course, "tutoring homework" is just an excuse, and the purpose is to create an opportunity for her and Lu Jing to talk.

It's been two days since he came back from the playground, Lu Jing still hated going to school, he actually had a headache, but when he came out of Ruitong, his mood was much better.

Lu Niansheng was a little depressed after seeing Tang Yu, but after chatting with Lu Haowen, he relaxed a little, and even felt a little funny in his heart-

Fu Ziyu and Xu Yuan, the mother and son, are singing a good show, one with a red face and the other with a white face.

On the one hand, he threatened, and on the other hand, he had a charity face, which was really disgusting.

……

When Tang Yu went to the ward again, he had a sad face.

After listening to Tang Yu's report, Fu Ziyu's face was dark, and after a long time, he spoke: "Arrange it, I'll go see Lu Niansheng, and I'll go talk to her." ”

When Xu Yuan said this, he was sitting on the chair on the other side of the hospital bed, and his eyes widened when he heard the words, and he straightened up, "Ziyu!" ”

Fu Ziyu's eyebrows furrowed and he glanced back at her.

"Mom, do you still want to continue to meddle in the affairs of me and Niansheng, have you forgotten what the result of your meddling was two years ago?"

Xu Yuan was stunned, and then changed her face, "What do you mean, that thing can be all up to me?" ”

Fu Ziyu clenched his fists, and there was a hint of ruthlessness in his eyes, "The thing I regret the most in my life is that I failed to protect Niansheng and the child, do you understand?" ”

As he spoke, a cold air emanated from his body, and his eyes were like knives, and Xu Yuan was shocked when he saw it.

In the ward these days, Fu Ziyu has actually been like a living dead, she has been worried for a long time, because he doesn't seem to have any big reaction to the outside world, he has been very silent, even if he occasionally speaks only one or two words, and even the nurse him with needles as if he is unconscious.

Finally, I talked a little more, and I also had some emotions, and it was because of Lu Niansheng!

The only bit of apology left for Lu Niansheng before was gone, and she felt that Lu Niansheng would really destroy Fu Ziyu completely.

But she couldn't say anything too cruel to Fu Ziyu, not to mention that Fu Ziyu was still on the sickbed, although she was disappointed and angry, she still said patiently: "But now you have a hot face and a cold nail, and people are not willing to make amends. ”

Fu Ziyu's face was expressionless, "If she doesn't forgive me, I will spend my life to make it up to her until I die." ”

"What are you talking about?" Xu Yuan couldn't hold back anymore and shouted, "How long do you still have to go in life, and you just draw yourself as a prison?" Have you ever thought that she won't appreciate these things if you do these things in the future, she may still be with other people, and she will get married and have children, and you?! Isn't it enough to torture yourself for two years?! Do you want to be like this for a lifetime?! ”

Xu Yuan's voice was so loud that Tang Yu, who was shocked, couldn't help but take a step back, his face was extremely embarrassed.

Fu Ziyu didn't speak out immediately.

There were some points in Xu Yuan's words, like a knife in Ling Chi's heart, and his breath was short of breath from the pain.

Yes, Lu Niansheng has no feelings for him at all, and if she can leave when he is seriously injured and dying, she doesn't even care about his life or death.

She may actually get married and have children, however......

He couldn't imagine.

Even just thinking about it makes my heart ache bloody.

She had every reason to do so, but he was terrified.

In the past, when he was divorced, he would have thought about it, but it didn't hurt to this point, and at that time he did his own ideological work, thinking that he would also have his own life.

If it hadn't happened two years ago, maybe he would have been numbing himself constantly, and he would really be able to live in parallels with her.

But there is no if, after those things, if Lu Niansheng is with another man now, he can't accept it no matter what.

She is his obsession, his inner demon, the net he can't escape.

It's not enough to go in one life, and without her, he can't even find the meaning of his existence.

His hand unconsciously clenched the white sheet, crumpled and crumpled, and his gaze fell on it, a white blank.

After a long time, a hoarse voice sounded: "Even so......"

"Even so," he repeated...... "I'm going to pay it back for the rest of my life, whether she forgives or not, I've decided." ”

Xu Yuan stomped her feet angrily, her face turned pale, and she couldn't speak, and for a while, she got up and pushed the chair away, turned around and left.

The door of the ward was slammed shut, and there was a loud noise, and Tang Yu shook in shock.

There was an eerie silence in the ward, and those tens of seconds seemed like a century, and finally, Fu Ziyu looked up at Tang Yu, "I will communicate with the doctor here, you help me ......"

He wrung his eyebrows and glanced at his legs, "Buy me a wheelchair." ”

Fu Ziyu made Xu Yuan angry this time, and in the next two days, Xu Yuan did not come to the hospital, but invited a nurse to take care of Fu Ziyu.

Old Man Fu didn't show up, and it seemed that he was already extremely disappointed in Fu Ziyu.

Han Lie only knew all this when he came to visit Fu Ziyu, and found an excuse to call the caretaker out, so he sat on the side of the hospital bed and looked at Fu Ziyu's injuries and sighed.

"Why are you doing this?"

He couldn't understand this kind of practice of putting everything on the line for a woman.

Fu Ziyu was silent, and Han Lie felt uninterested, "Okay, just say that you plan to make up for her for the rest of your life, and now that she doesn't appreciate it, what are you going to do, stalking?" ”

Fu Ziyu reacted a little, "Do you have any other way?" ”

Han Lie shrugged, "No, to be honest, the problem between you and Lu Niansheng is too complicated, it involves a human life, and the knot in her heart is definitely not so easy to open, but now when it comes to human life, you are willing to die, she still doesn't accept it, what else can you do?" I think she is so ruthless, she left you in the hospital like this that day, most likely even if you die, she won't react much. ”

Fu Ziyu's face turned pale, his heart twitched fiercely, and he lowered his head, "...... Even if it's a stalker...... Even if I stalk, I won't give up. ”

Han Lie touched his chin and asked, "Are you doing this now purely because of guilt, or because you still have feelings for her?" ”

In the pale ward, the smell of disinfectant water was diffuse, and Fu Ziyu was still lying on the hospital bed, and he was in a trance at Han Lie's question.

The fingers moved slightly, and the needle for intravenous infusion tingled a little.

How to describe his feelings and feelings for Lu Niansheng, he didn't know.

Too much, too heavy, too complicated, too desperate.

He felt more than guilty when he said he was guilty, and he felt unworthy when he said he loved him.

It seems like everything is wrong.

For a long time, Han Lie's voice sank for a while, "I don't want to hit you, but I've heard a little gossip these days......

Fu Ziyu slowly turned his head to look at Han Lie.

Han Lie continued: "Lu Niansheng has been very close to Governor Lu recently. "This is married" only represents the author's view of Yuebei, if it is found that its content violates the content of national laws and conflicts, please delete it, and the position is only committed to providing a healthy and green reading platform.

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