Chapter 81: I Won't Let You Go Hungry
"The most important thing about creating an original song is to be inspired, so now you have to find the inspiration that will make you write."
The person who spoke was the teacher Ye Xuan invited to her-Lingwei!
The moment she heard Lingwei's voice, she was also quite surprised, seeing her, Lingwei's surprise was no less than hers.
Lingwei's teacher is an artist with high musical attainments, that is, the person Ye Xuan originally wanted to invite.
But the teacher suddenly developed acute appendicitis, underwent surgery, and was hospitalized.
In the end, this task fell to Lingwei, because Lingwei was the most talented of all her students, and the most capitalized to replace her.
Originally, Lingwei also had to prepare her own final works, and she didn't want to be a teacher for others.
However, it is said that the person who asked for the teacher is a big man and can't afford to offend, so she has to help her teacher anyway.
came to the hospital nervously, but she didn't expect her "student" to be Meng Zhanyan!
This calmed her originally restless heart a lot, after all, she knew someone.
At the same time, she didn't expect Meng Zhanyan's background to be so powerful, no wonder she always felt that she had a different temperament when she saw her before.
She had heard her teacher tell her about her eye problems before, and she felt quite sorry at the time, and this regret became even stronger when she met someone she was familiar with.
Therefore, she can be regarded as unreserved in teaching Meng Zhanyan, and she almost stayed to live with her every day.
Although it was a competitive relationship between the two of them, she didn't mind that.
After getting along, the two are much more familiar than before, Lingwei was originally a shy and very cold girl who didn't like to talk much, and after getting acquainted with her, she found that she still talked a lot.
They listen to songs together every day, find inspiration, and create together, in terms of creation, Meng Zhanyan expresses her ideas, and Lingwei helps her realize them.
"I'm already inspired."
She raised her eyebrows and said to Lingwei proudly.
"Tell me?"
"Waiting", she said seriously, "what I want to express is the kind of waiting that I can't see hope, but an obsession that is difficult to dispel, even if I can't wait for it all my life." ”
"Not bad", Lingwei nodded, "Inspiration comes from the heart, if you want to express this feeling, you must have such a state of mind, without experiencing it, it is difficult to integrate into the feelings, a song has no feelings, so I don't need to say it." ”
"I've waited for someone, for a long time."
"Have you waited?"
"I waited, I didn't wait."
waited for this person, but this person was no longer what he was at the beginning.
"I didn't expect you to have such a sentimental look", Ling Wei smiled, "Actually, I've always been curious, how can someone like you sing "Wings That Can't Fly" so emotionally? ”
People like her, in her eyes, she lives very brightly, with the smell of sunshine on her body, and it is difficult to see negative emotions in her, which is her envy.
"I used to be in a mental hospital."
I barely told anyone about this past, and there was a feeling that the dusty memory had been suddenly opened.
Lingwei didn't know what words to use to express her surprise.
"I didn't expect that", she curled the corners of her mouth, as if she was talking about someone else's business.
It's not that I don't care, but I care too much.
This past is her bottom line, and it is also the origin of her low self-esteem, she is unwilling to let others know that she has been in a mental hospital, for fear that others will think that she has a problem with her brain and look at her with strange eyes.
This was what she feared, because this kind of vision could kill her and make her fall back into that darkness.
However, she trusts Lingwei, and she is not afraid that she will look down on her because of this.
"I didn't expect that," she slowed down, "and then?" You're cured inside? ”
"How so? It's a place where the devil stays, and there's not a single normal person around, and no one thinks you're a normal person, but ah", she paused, propped her hand on a small table in front of her, rubbing her thumb and forefinger against her chin, "I met an angel. ”
There was a smile in her eyes, and her eyes lit up like stars.
Lingwei has always known that she is extremely beautiful and her smile is also extremely beautiful, but she always feels that her smile at this moment is difficult for her to find words to describe it, and it is more moving than any previous laugh.
"Seeing how happy you are, I'm a little curious about your angel."
She was extremely satisfied with Lingwei's use of the word "your".
"That angel of mine is the one who made me wait."
"I'm looking forward to your song now."
"Are you fascinated by my goddamn charm? We're rivals. ”
"Of course I remember, I'm also inspired."
"Huh?"
"It's also waiting, but it's different from your waiting, my waiting is waiting for an opportunity, like "Best Girl".
"Now you've waited."
"It's not going to go so well", she smiled helplessly when she thought of something.
"You're in the finals."
"Okay, let's not talk about it, I should go back, I'll be here early tomorrow."
Meng Zhanyan felt that she wanted to stop talking, so she simply didn't ask any further, after all, everyone has secrets that he can't tell.
......
The next day, Lingwei didn't come and asked for leave, and Ye Xuan said that he would take her out.
For the first time in so many days, he walked out of the door of the ward.
In fact, she could have gone out to get some fresh air before, but since she had spent her previous days sleeping, she hadn't gone out at all.
The blue sky, the green trees, the pedestrians of all colors, the cars.
In her eyes, everything was made up of dim colors, and it was impossible to see but be able to distinguish what it was, a feeling that was new to her.
She had never seen a world like this.
"Doctor Ye, where are you taking me?"
"Go fishing."
"Fishing?"
She didn't expect Ye Xuan to take her to fish.
"It's not suitable for you to go to a crowded place right now, I'll take you to a manor, where the air is good and the surroundings are green, which is also good for your eye recovery", Ye Xuan patiently explained to her, he seemed to be in a good mood today, "We can use the fish we catch to make grilled fish to eat." ”
Ye Xuan helped her and let her sit in the co-pilot, today he didn't let the driver drive, he drove the car himself.
"Is there anything to eat in the manor?"
"Huh?"
"I was thinking, if you can't catch a fish, aren't we going to starve?"
She said with wide eyes, looking dumbfounded.
Ye Xuan smiled knowingly and rubbed her head.
"I won't let you go hungry."